Guest guest Posted March 17, 2004 Report Share Posted March 17, 2004 Hello Fiona, I could totally relate to your earlier post. That is one reason why I am here alot(besides to help others). I need to talk about this stuff to someone. Exp.scince I am detoxing(like who the hell wants to hear about that over here..I sound like a nut!-so now I have this illness that knowone knows about or can physically see, then I am talking about vegatables, coconut oil and fungal defense..LOL. Just does not work in the 'real world'. ) I TOTALLY do not ever complain or talk about my illness to anyone anymore. But I sure do hear everyone else's petty complaints and problems! I also made the 'oath' a while ago to not talk about it, although sometimes I catch myself. I have a boyfriend. Like I would ever tell him I did a coffee enema..LOL NOT!! You are right, some things are for sure just to be kept to this board here. LOL When I REALLY don't feel well, or am detoxing heavily, I just stay in my apt, do my own thing, and turn off the phone. I can relate to the mixed emotions that come with the implant issue. where I get my hair done, most of the bueatys there have implants! The girl that cut my hair last month had these big bueatiful boobs, and a body to go with it! AND all I could think was..that used to be me, now I am sitting here holding on to my last hair, gone thru hell..and why me? At least I could sit there now. 2 yeaars ago, seeing all those implants would have given me an anxiety attack! So I have 'let go' alot of my emotions. I compare this issue sometimes to cigarettes or AIDS..some people get sick from smoke, some dont'. Some get sick from unprotected sex, and others don't . But maybe somewhere along the line, most of us have done it, and at one point we were misinformed??? And both issues took FOREVER to come out to the public eye, so someday this one will too.! Anyway, I am babbling here.....I could not get on the link to see your picture..where is it? Also, I am not sure what your red bumps on your skin could be? Hugs, health, and good days ahead, dimonds Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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