Re: Anita-about micoplasma test

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Daryl

Please don't be so hard on yourself. I have felt the way you felt

and screamed at my kids and husband at times also. When you herx,

it really brings out the emotional symptoms too, especially

irritability and rage. It is so hard when you don't feel good to

get and take all this stuff--especially if you are going to feel

worse before you feel better. It is a real hard road to go down.

You are not lazy. The fatigue and pain and depression can be

overwhelming. Try to do take just one supplement at a time and

maybe just do one other thing to detox on top of it---like take a

detox bath or coffee enema or colonic. Notice those are or's not

ands!!! You are not going to be able to function if you are herxing

too badly. And I can tell you just from my experience--we are all

different---that I can't outlast the herxing. For instance, if

something makes me herx, I can take it for weeks without ever

feeling any better and most likely feeling worse and worse. So I

have to back off of it. The thing I tolerated the best was primal

defense. That was it. I couldn't do another yeast killer with it.

I took it for a year before I added oil of oregano. I can't tell

you how many things I have had to back off of because the herxing

got crazy with no end in sight. And yet, I have improved

remarkably!! So you don't have to throw everything at yourself to

improve. AS far as mycoplasma goes, olive leaf extract kills myco's

and some rheumy's even have used olive leaf for mycoplasma. Again,

I could not tolerate olive leaf, it gave me the same herx as doxy--

even stronger probably because it kills candida too. There is a

candida website and they are constantly endorsing liver cleanses.

As far as diet, just change what you can. You can get really down

if you cut out everything at once. Go slow in making your

modifications. I would first try cutting out grains. Many people

with candida have leaky gut and react to gluten. I would cut out

most bread, cereal and pasta. If that goes well, cut out most

starches like potatoes. I will tell you that I have tried the sugar

free diet for more than a month at a time and it made little

difference. Some people notice a very big difference.It just

depends on your body. I think yoiu should get The Maker's Diet. It

will be out april 6th. Try to follow that if you can. It is

supposed to be very powerful. I ordered it and am getting a free

jar of coconut oil from dr mercola's website becasue he so strongly

endorses this book on diet and health. Good luck and please don't

be hard on yourself. You need to keep your thoughts positive and

believe that you will find healing. God's love and peace to you

kathy

-- In , " anita kessler "

<AnitaK001@m...> wrote:

> DARYL, I AM SO SORRY YOU ARE HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME. IT SEEMS

LIKE THE SUGAR CRAVINGS ARE ONE OF YOUR BIGGEST OBSTACLES. MAYBE

YOU REALLY SHOULD LOOK INTO HYPNOSIS AND THAT WOULD ELIMINATE AT

LEAST ONE PROBLEM. DETOXING REALLY IS SCARY. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT

TO EXPECT BUT THAT SEEMS TO BE OUR BEST HOPE. ANYWAY, DON'T BE SO

HARD ON YOURSELF. JUST KEEP GOING AND GIVE YOURSELF A PASS WHEN IT

GETS TO BE TOO MUCH. LOVE AND PRAYERS, ANITA

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> Re: Anita-about micoplasma test

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> I am sorry that I didn't call you over the weekend-I am having

problems keeping up with this detox.I had so much pain and fatigue

that I didn't take all my supp. or cut up the garlic.If I was

wealthy, I would have somebody bring me all that stuff in bed. My

sweet cravings are getting worse, no other food seems worth eating.

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> Anyway, Dr. Mason on Green Valley Pkwy. #269-6507 is the

Dr. who said that I had mycoplasma, Patty was with me and he tried

to give me a strong, short dose of antibiotics. He didn't believe in

candida or breast implants harming me. I never went back to him

again. I still haven't found another Dr. who believes in micoplasma.

I wish I could wake up tomorrow and find that this whole thing was a

dream.

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> I screamed at my husband yesterday in from of all the neighbors

and my 2 yr. old son. I am so angry at everyone and everything. I

wish that I was a stronger person that could handle this whole mess,

and try to cure myself.

> I never want my little boy to see me act like a raving ,crazy lady

again. I just can't believe that I'm still in pain after almost 6

yrs. I look in the mirror and am so mad at myself.

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> I can't think straight and my son is getting so independant. Just

trying to get him into the car to go to the babysitter is getting

too hard for me. My husband looks at me with such cold eyes, it's so

different than the proud, loving looks from him I used to receive.

> Anyway, I know that we all have it hard, I just want to detox and

try to put my life back together. It just seems like all of you are

so much stronger than me abour keeping on the program for yeast. I

could be getting better right now!! Why can't I just do what I'm

supposed to do??? I just feel like I'm too lazy to get well.

>

> Sorry about the depressing note-Love, Daryl

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