Re: Re: For Kathy-Makers diet?

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Kathy, you are so sweet-I love getting your E-mails. Where did you hear of the Makers diet? Where is it coming out on Apr. 6? One of the things that I am confused about is how do I know if a supplement is not right for me, or if I am herxing? When I had that colonic, I felt so sick and the next few days were very painful. I had another appt. but I canceled it, because I was scared.

The thought of getting worse, before getting better is so frightening!

I ordered the Three Lac and bought the Fungal defense (along with the primal def.) which one should I use?

I have a bottle of coc.oil but haven't opened it yet. How often do you use it and for how long?

Did you ever see that post that I sent about all the yeast products that I have? I got some responses saying that I am taking way too much, but I don't know which ones to start off with. Could you tell me what you're taking right now?

I saw a woman Dr. a few wks. ago, because I thought that I had strept throat (I have sore throats all the time) and she took a swab of my mouth and said that I had thrush. I now know that is a yeast thing and I was so thrilled that after 6 yrs. finally something showed up! I brought in my Yeast Connection Book(which I answered 10 out of 12 questions postitive for Candida-Do you have sugar cravings?-Have you had many antibiotics? Do you have all over pain? etc.)

I also brought her print outs from our group about mycoplasma and about other girls who are on protocols and detoxes and have improved. I asked her if she would put me on a long diflucan or nystatin program, or on Dr. Brown's protocol for Minicin (Sp?)

Last time I saw her, she said that she is going to do her own research on implants and candida, because she doesn't believe anything she sees on the internet. When I saw her today, she said that her research was talking to a Dr. friend who knows about implants, and he said that they did not make me sick. That is the only research she did.

She also said that I tested positive for Candida on my skin, but everybody has that on them. She said that everyone also had mycoplasma.

I was so frustrated that I started sobbing right in front of her.

I told her that I have been to dozens of Dr.s and nobody will help me, and I can't take care of my 2 yr. old-she had a stone cold face and told me that I should see a therapist.

I saw red, and wanted to scream at her that she is a narrow-minded little follower and if she was in pain for 6 yrs. that she would probably do whatever she could to try to help herself! I just walked out quietly and said thank you. She didn't want to lok at any of the reports I brought from other Dr.s about yeast problems.

I have an appt. with a holistic Dr. on April 29th and I'm not seeing anyone else before then. I am having a terrible time trying to keep off sugar, I hope that it gets better! Sorry that I'm going on and on! Thanks for being a good friend-

Love, Daryl

Re: Anita-about micoplasma test> > I am sorry that I didn't call you over the weekend-I am having problems keeping up with this detox.I had so much pain and fatigue that I didn't take all my supp. or cut up the garlic.If I was wealthy, I would have somebody bring me all that stuff in bed. My sweet cravings are getting worse, no other food seems worth eating.> > Anyway, Dr. Mason on Green Valley Pkwy. #269-6507 is the Dr. who said that I had mycoplasma, Patty was with me and he tried to give me a strong, short dose of antibiotics. He didn't believe in candida or breast implants harming me. I never went back to him again. I still haven't found another Dr. who believes in micoplasma. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and find that this whole thing was a dream.> > I screamed at my husband yesterday in from of all the neighbors and my 2 yr. old son. I am so angry at everyone and everything. I wish that I was a stronger person that could handle this whole mess, and try to cure myself.> I never want my little boy to see me act like a raving ,crazy lady again. I just can't believe that I'm still in pain after almost 6 yrs. I look in the mirror and am so mad at myself.> > I can't think straight and my son is getting so independant. Just trying to get him into the car to go to the babysitter is getting too hard for me. My husband looks at me with such cold eyes, it's so different than the proud, loving looks from him I used to receive.> Anyway, I know that we all have it hard, I just want to detox and try to put my life back together. It just seems like all of you are so much stronger than me abour keeping on the program for yeast. I could be getting better right now!! Why can't I just do what I'm supposed to do??? I just feel like I'm too lazy to get well.> > Sorry about the depressing note-Love, Daryl> >> > > >

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Daryl, You have been having such a hard time. Just my two cents but maybe you should just concentrate on keeping on the diet, drinking lots of clean water and relaxing until you see this new dr. One thing that i\I have found that helps the pain for me is stretching. Take Care, Anits Re: Anita-about micoplasma test> > I am sorry that I didn't call you over the weekend-I am having problems keeping up with this detox.I had so much pain and fatigue that I didn't take all my supp. or cut up the garlic.If I was wealthy, I would have somebody bring me all that stuff in bed. My sweet cravings are getting worse, no other food seems worth eating.> > Anyway, Dr. Mason on Green Valley Pkwy. #269-6507 is the Dr. who said that I had mycoplasma, Patty was with me and he tried to give me a strong, short dose of antibiotics. He didn't believe in candida or breast implants harming me. I never went back to him again. I still haven't found another Dr. who believes in micoplasma. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and find that this whole thing was a dream.> > I screamed at my husband yesterday in from of all the neighbors and my 2 yr. old son. I am so angry at everyone and everything. I wish that I was a stronger person that could handle this whole mess, and try to cure myself.> I never want my little boy to see me act like a raving ,crazy lady again. I just can't believe that I'm still in pain after almost 6 yrs. I look in the mirror and am so mad at myself.> > I can't think straight and my son is getting so independant. Just trying to get him into the car to go to the babysitter is getting too hard for me. My husband looks at me with such cold eyes, it's so different than the proud, loving looks from him I used to receive.> Anyway, I know that we all have it hard, I just want to detox and try to put my life back together. It just seems like all of you are so much stronger than me abour keeping on the program for yeast. I could be getting better right now!! Why can't I just do what I'm supposed to do??? I just feel like I'm too lazy to get well.> > Sorry about the depressing note-Love, Daryl> >> > > >

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Dear Daryl, you sure are having a time of it, aren't you ? Come 'ere, and take this cyber hug from me ! ((((((Daryl))))). There !

I took a perverse pleasure in herxing sooo badly during my Candida treatment. Every time I felt like keeling over with faintness, I mentally went " Hoorraayy !! Take THAT, you nasty bugs ! You can run but you can't hide you little suckers !!" The worse I felt, the more I knew they were in the final throes of die-off, and I knew it was a sign of getting better. Now having said that, do use common sense too, OK ? Some girls here seem to get very bad herxes, so take care. Have you tried the L-Glutamine to kill your sugar cravings ? I jsut went through all my cupboards and tossed out every and anything containing sugar, and pasta, processed things like sauces etc, and gave it away. Being the lazy woman I am, I can't be bothered to go all the way to the store to buy when I craved...works very well. For now, I use a tad honey in my tea, but I'm on top of Candida..but I could quite happily do without it...see, your mind has to experience living without any craving whatsoever for sugar, to believe that it is possible....When I smell something sugary now...ughhh !! WAAYY too sickly sweet for me, can't stand it !

I turn into the most monstrously irritable person when I have sugar..sheesh ! Everything annoys me, right down to the way a line of ants are going sideways across the wall on their way home ISO straight down..I mean, WHY ??!! Are they, like, all male ants that they won't stop to ask for directions or something ? Or female ants who spotted a shoe sale on their way home ? I mean, really !

Hope you feel better today, girl ! Lots of love from me !

Fiona

Re: Anita-about micoplasma test> > I am sorry that I didn't call you over the weekend-I am having problems keeping up with this detox.I had so much pain and fatigue that I didn't take all my supp. or cut up the garlic.If I was wealthy, I would have somebody bring me all that stuff in bed. My sweet cravings are getting worse, no other food seems worth eating.> > Anyway, Dr. Mason on Green Valley Pkwy. #269-6507 is the Dr. who said that I had mycoplasma, Patty was with me and he tried to give me a strong, short dose of antibiotics. He didn't believe in candida or breast implants harming me. I never went back to him again. I still haven't found another Dr. who believes in micoplasma. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and find that this whole thing was a dream.> > I screamed at my husband yesterday in from of all the neighbors and my 2 yr. old son. I am so angry at everyone and everything. I wish that I was a stronger person that could handle this whole mess, and try to cure myself.> I never want my little boy to see me act like a raving ,crazy lady again. I just can't believe that I'm still in pain after almost 6 yrs. I look in the mirror and am so mad at myself.> > I can't think straight and my son is getting so independant. Just trying to get him into the car to go to the babysitter is getting too hard for me. My husband looks at me with such cold eyes, it's so different than the proud, loving looks from him I used to receive.> Anyway, I know that we all have it hard, I just want to detox and try to put my life back together. It just seems like all of you are so much stronger than me abour keeping on the program for yeast. I could be getting better right now!! Why can't I just do what I'm supposed to do??? I just feel like I'm too lazy to get well.> > Sorry about the depressing note-Love, Daryl> >> > > >