Guest guest Posted April 24, 2004 Report Share Posted April 24, 2004 I have been on Prozac, Paxil, and now Effexor-I can't tell if any of them worked or not. Whenever I am in pain, I'm depressed! It would be nice if I wasn't so angry about it all the time. That has really changed my personality for the worse. I am always searching for a way to feel better-It's almost like you have to be healthy to have enough energy to heal yourself! In high schol everyone called me Doris Day because I was a peppy, bundle of energy and giggled all the time. I need to try to exercize more and get some confidence back. My husb. called our old marr. counselor today and is seeing her right now. My feeling are hurt that he didn't include me. I would love to know what he is saying to her. He is gone so much doing "errands" and I can't help but think that there is something going on. I hate feeling jealous but we are not feeling close any more, and I'm the only one that is bothered by that. Maybe I should just give him some space and see what happens. I wish that I had some family that I could stay with just in case I needed it. Do you ever worry that you might have give your baby something? The more I read about this Candida in children, the more scared I get. His hyper and dramatic behavior seems worst than I normal terrible two's style. Love, Daryl Re: Re:age darylI am so sorry... I know how it feels in the "love" dept and my little Logan is only a few months older than Quinn. It's so hard to put on a happy face when you feel so bad, especially having to care for a child too. I wish I could help you but I am in the same boat - are you on antidepressants?? love shari Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 24, 2004 Report Share Posted April 24, 2004 I am sorry to hear about your problems with your husband. This is such a hard thing on a marriage. My husband and I are just now getting to where we can stand to be around each other. For so long, I was so sick and he was so bitter, it was detrimental to both of us to even be around each other! Now that I'm getting better and my husband just got a new job paying much more money, he's more at ease about the whole thing....but it took about 5 and a half years to get to this point. There were so many times I thought we'd get a divorce. I mean I wanted one. I told him I was leaving him because I felt so bad that my illness was making him so miserable. We got to the point where we had moved half of my things into my mom's house when we had a big break-down and both just started crying and saying that we loved each other and we'd stick it out. It has been the HARDEST thing. Just a note about the " loving " issue....I have been on a few different anti-depressants and anti-anxiety drugs over the past 4 years...every one of them made me not care AT ALL about sex. A few months ago, I switched over to the new Welbutrin, I think it's called Welbutrin XR. I switched to it because it was reported to have less side effects, including sexual side effects, than most anti-depressants....and since I've been taking it, I feel MUCH more like getting down to some lovin'!!! It's been a big break-through around here!!! I couldn't take Welbutrin before because it wasn't strong enough for me (I went through a long, terrible depression...didn't move all day, just stared at the wall, suicidal)....but now that I'm getting so much better, it seems to be enough for me. From: " Daryl " <daryljean@...> Reply- Date: Fri, 23 Apr 2004 16:45:22 -0700 < > Subject: Re: Re:to shari I have been on Prozac, Paxil, and now Effexor-I can't tell if any of them worked or not. Whenever I am in pain, I'm depressed! It would be nice if I wasn't so angry about it all the time. That has really changed my personality for the worse. I am always searching for a way to feel better-It's almost like you have to be healthy to have enough energy to heal yourself! In high schol everyone called me Doris Day because I was a peppy, bundle of energy and giggled all the time. I need to try to exercize more and get some confidence back. My husb. called our old marr. counselor today and is seeing her right now. My feeling are hurt that he didn't include me. I would love to know what he is saying to her. He is gone so much doing " errands " and I can't help but think that there is something going on. I hate feeling jealous but we are not feeling close any more, and I'm the only one that is bothered by that. Maybe I should just give him some space and see what happens. I wish that I had some family that I could stay with just in case I needed it. Do you ever worry that you might have give your baby something? The more I read about this Candida in children, the more scared I get. His hyper and dramatic behavior seems worst than I normal terrible two's style. Love, Daryl Re: Re:age daryl I am so sorry... I know how it feels in the " love " dept and my little Logan is only a few months older than Quinn. It's so hard to put on a happy face when you feel so bad, especially having to care for a child too. I wish I could help you but I am in the same boat - are you on antidepressants?? love shari Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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