Guest guest Posted April 29, 2004 Report Share Posted April 29, 2004 cricket - thank you for your post. I guess that is what i was trying to say but everytime I start thinking about it I end up crying and rambling on - I have been crying off and on since I posted stephanie yesterday about this. My sons problems may have absolutely nothing to do with my implants, yet the symptoms are so very similar in some areas. I guess my problem here and what I can't seem to get over is that we all took a chance w/ our lives by getting implants. we were all adults and made our decision based on what we were told, trust of our doctors, and what we thought was the best thing for us. Some people are happy and never have a problem - this was not the case for the women in this group. My issue is that I knew I was making a choice with my own life - I was OK with that. I was a big girl - The problem is that I never knew it may hurt the people that I love the most and possibly endanger their lives. Never in a million years would i have made that choice had I known it could hurt my future child/children. NEVER. Now I can't take it back and I can't forgive myself. I can't give my little son a sibling- I would love to have a little girl and now that dream is all but gone. I am too sick and on pain meds so I couldn't get pregnant if I wanted to. Sorry - I am rambling and have been very depressed lately. shari Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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