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Hello , sorry you are having such a hard time. I could have

written your post to the tee. I know the whole senerio. Yes, I feel

like I have become more of a bitter person at times. I am not as

friendly toward people as I used to be, or as trusting. I mean can

ya blame us??.I feel so hardened by this experience. I try to be a

good person and help other people as much as I can to become a

better person. I have been ill for over 4 years and have 'seen alot

of crazy things, Dr. wise'. I have gone close to 50 doctors. I have

been thrown out of offices, shunned, laughed out, called anerexic,

called crazy, and ' told not to come back' ect ect. I even reached

out to talk to a priest and told him I was suicidal, we met in person

(a few years back), he told me he would call me to check up on me,

and he NEVER called. I was SO DEVISTATED after this.Well, after I

got all the tests to rule out alot of diseases, I found that not

going to the Dr.s actually relieved some stress. Now I AVOID all

Doctors except my primary, who I use for bloodwork(just found her

though, and she is pretty cool) I find I am lessed stressed because

it it also!! I NO LONGER really care as much what others think(that

I 'look ok' or why aren't I working') I know the outgoing,

hardworking,friendly, self-suffiecent person I USED TO BE,that I am

NOT a slacker, I am sick, and that is all that matters. Also, I DO

NOT mention implants when I go to the Dr.s. I would just use them

for testing, and go ALTERNATIVE (do some detoxing, if you do not

have the $$$ to see an alternative MD, then maybe get some books to

get you going). Anyway , I hope this helps, you are not

alone in this. After a while I would say to myself, If the Dr. was a

idiot, I would turn around and laugh about it as I was driving home.

Ignorant Dr.s ARE the joke, NOT YOU. You are a better person than

them..Good luck and health to you . I know it can be

upsetting, but hang in there..terry/dimonds