why do my loved ones make me feel bad/trying to get better?

[Guest guest]

Hey all, I just need to talk. I am doing some heavy detoxing right

now, and it seems like my boyfriend and family memebers make me feel

like 'well why the hell are you doing that for' you are fine. Now

let me tell you, I walk around like I am feeling fine, and VERY

RARELY,if NEVER complain about how I feel if I am feeling crummy. I

mean, I am improved alot, but I am not well.I will always do

detoxing methods to TRY and make myself feel better, and do believe

every year that passes there are great improvements. BUT who really

wants to hear me complain(I don't even like hearing it) So If I am

in a flare, I 'put on my best face', and go. I just want to have a

better life, and I strive to have better health, scince the medical

community has not offered me anything. I would not be this improved,

if it were not for MY willpower, MY research and determination to

get better. I consider myself a stronger person from all of this. I

would still be bedridden if it were not for all my hard detoxing.

Why does it seem like my loved ones get mad at me??They are

like...eeeeehhh eat whatever you want, have ice cream ect.(I am

allergic to milk). It is like all I would want is a little support

like 'that is great that you are taking charge of your health.

Granted, I made myself sick, now I have to make myself better, and I

will not stop! I am just sick of their lack of support. BTY, I try

and hide when I detox so i don't get slack. Am I doing something

wrong. I am so tired of negative energy that people are giving off.

Thanks for the vent..TERRY