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Hi!Glad to hear you have probably gotten rid of the mites:) So sorry that you have morgellons though. Is it "only" you, or is your family members also afflicted.Glad the F 5 has helped you, has it given you many side-effects?Take care!CeciliaFrom: zen morgie <zenmorgie@...>bird mites Sent: Sun, July 31, 2011 5:39:57 AMSubject: Re: Thank You All for replying

Sandy - my heart just hurts for you. Keep fighting. We had springtails, too, after our initial birdmite infestation and up until we moved. I haven't seen one since. I think they came along with the mold in our former home. I don't think we have mites anymore - just m's. I am doing the F-5 and have made some great progress. Not healed but better. Appearance wise I can totally relate. I decided a few weeks ago I had had enough - I would cry just seeing my own reflection. So I started showering, applying make up, dressing up each day and actually got a few fun wigs/clip in hair extensions. I do not say this to suggest it is in any way a fix - and I know just showering is an ordeal when one is in the thick of fighting. But I do think you should do what you can on the days you feel up to it. Sort of fake it to make it. I also have the freckling - I hope to some day

try laser therapy but I want to be better before blowing more $. I wish you the best and am sending healing thoughts your way.

On Sat, Jul 30, 2011 at 12:30 AM, <Goldstein@...> wrote:

Sounds like you have made some improvements Sandy. I hope it continues. My hair WAS really short during the first year too, but now grown out a bit. My appearance has gone downhill too. The disorder/disease really takes its toll on most of us. I know it has me.

From: "sandy e" <ellis.sandy1@...>bird mites

Sent: Friday, July 29, 2011 9:55:32 PMSubject: Thank You All for replying

I actually got so desperate yesterday that I put some permerthrin in the bathtub.

My face just does not want to heal it has such deep lesions that I don't know what is down in them.

I shaved my head so close that I look like basic training.

I will not let anyone see me unless it might be a dr.

I am afraid there are springtails under my skin and I don't know what is done for them.

I will be doing some more ordering.

My skin does not feel as bad as it use to but I look so much worse than a year ago and I started doing treatments then.

Then last Oct is when I woke up and had two insects one on each eye and after that a week or so eyes and face all got worse.

I also have freckling that makes me look like I have some tan or been in the sun and I have not been outside in well over a year.

These look bad expecially on my legs because it almost gives them a mottled look so last night I took a dull blade and scraped them and all kinds of stuff came off. A loofa does not do anything and using a wash cloth is like I am having to rub so hard to get dead skin off I am worn out.

I have been doing some of the grape juice like the oil pulling and I can't believe what comes out after the third time back to back.

Thanks again you all for all your help.

Sandy