Re: For christine and karma

December 20, 2011

Hi

That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...

My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him

every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

Thanks ,

BIll

------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa

wrote:>http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

December 21, 2011

Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe " <doe1769@...> wrote:

Hi

That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...

My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

Thanks ,

BIll

------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa wrote:>http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

December 22, 2011

Dear everyone

Thank u for ur kind words x

It was heartwrenching to let my karma go

To see my girl lifeless

Broke my heart

We only apart 14 days in 18 years

She was a gentle soul

Full of love,fluffiness n goodness

We adored each other

I will adore her forever

She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love

I was blessed

Now am alone

Dont c friends much

Tho do have some

Oh I dont belong to anyone now

Me n k like two peas in a pod

She was sooo lovely to me

Not a bad bone in her fluffy body

Pure goodness

I sometimes feel her presence

Ears pop a bit

Feelin around my heart

N I talk to her

Only been four days

N I long to cuddle her close

Wake n she not on pillow beside me

Its so hard

And im angry at landlord

Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide

Was too much for delicate karmas system

I cudnt protect her

Im sad the mites anoyed her

N the medicines made her ill

And then I had to move

Leavin all furniture

All clothes shoes

95 percent o what I own

Gone

To a place I didnt want to be

And without karma

Without familiar belongings me n karma shared

Without my home n sense o security

Everythin fallin down

Cry in the street

The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe

I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this

A life torn apart by mites

An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma

Happened all at once

I need a hug

Several

But cant get one

I want karma girl to be here

She was my home

:-(

------------------------------

On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:

>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

>

>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe " <doe1769@...> wrote:

>

>**

>

>Hi

>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...

>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him

>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

>

>Thanks ,

>

>BIll

>

>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa

> wrote:>http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

>

December 22, 2011

Dear ,I am so sorry for the pain you are experiencing.Your dear gentle Karma is still with you, in spirit. When the pain subsides, as it will in time, you will enjoy the memories.

Condolences, KrysOn 22 December 2011 14:23, christine french <karmakatmeow@...> wrote:

Dear everyone

Thank u for ur kind words x

It was heartwrenching to let my karma go

To see my girl lifeless

Broke my heart

We only apart 14 days in 18 years

She was a gentle soul

Full of love,fluffiness n goodness

We adored each other

I will adore her forever

She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love

I was blessed

Now am alone

Dont c friends much

Tho do have some

Oh I dont belong to anyone now

Me n k like two peas in a pod

She was sooo lovely to me

Not a bad bone in her fluffy body

Pure goodness

I sometimes feel her presence

Ears pop a bit

Feelin around my heart

N I talk to her

Only been four days

N I long to cuddle her close

Wake n she not on pillow beside me

Its so hard

And im angry at landlord

Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide

Was too much for delicate karmas system

I cudnt protect her

Im sad the mites anoyed her

N the medicines made her ill

And then I had to move

Leavin all furniture

All clothes shoes

95 percent o what I own

Gone

To a place I didnt want to be

And without karma

Without familiar belongings me n karma shared

Without my home n sense o security

Everythin fallin down

Cry in the street

The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe

I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this

A life torn apart by mites

An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma

Happened all at once

I need a hug

Several

But cant get one

I want karma girl to be here

She was my home

:-(

------------------------------

On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:

>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

>

>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe " <doe1769@...> wrote:

>

>**

>

>Hi

>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...

>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him

>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

>

>Thanks ,

>

>BIll

>

>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa

> wrote:>http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

>

--

I keep six honest serving-men

(They taught me all I knew);

Their names are What and Why and When

And How and Where and Who.

Rudyard Kipling

December 22, 2011

My heart breaks with you . We all deserve something better and we don't get it from others because they think we are making it up; I'm angry about your landlord and their uncaring ways... so frustrating that you would be treated that way. Am so sorry you are alone right now. I had it easier in a way because at least I had my husband who was going through the hell with me and I didn't feel so alone. But I was glad my kids were no longer living at home so they were not exposed. I was also glad we did not have a cat any longer and she had passed away several years before. We had scheduled to cat sit for my brother's cat while they went to Europe, but called them several days before they were to bring the cat over to tell them we had an infestation of something and and I were afraid the cat who was also old would get the mites too. It was a good decision as she would have also gotten the mites. My brother and his wife were grateful that we canceled at the last minute even though it was hard for them to find someone reliable to take care of cat Phoebe (a beautiful calico). She has since passed on too. Wish I could help more but we're so far away from you. Can you get out a bit on Christmas eve or Christmas day, just to be near people? Just to hear something familiar and beautiful? I love all the old churches in Great Britain that play wonderful music and choirs... would that help? I used to be afraid I'd pass mites on to people from where I sat. I don't think that happens. Light a candle for Karma as she is in the tender care of those who have passed before her. All is love there. I was so happy to finally see your email as we all here are concerned about you and the terrible time you have gone through. All of us care about you a great deal. Keep writing. Where did you find a place to live and is it suitable for your needs?From: "christine french" <karmakatmeow@...>bird mites Sent: Thursday, December 22, 2011 12:23:22 PMSubject: Re: For christine and karmaDear everyoneThank u for ur kind words xIt was heartwrenching to let my karma goTo see my girl lifelessBroke my heartWe only apart 14 days in 18 yearsShe was a gentle soulFull of love,fluffiness n goodnessWe adored each otherI will adore her foreverShe was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n loveI was blessedNow am aloneDont c friends muchTho do have someOh I dont belong to anyone nowMe n k like two peas in a podShe was sooo lovely to meNot a bad bone in her fluffy bodyPure goodnessI sometimes feel her presenceEars pop a bit Feelin around my heartN I talk to herOnly been four daysN I long to cuddle her closeWake n she not on pillow beside meIts so hardAnd im angry at landlordHoles in roof meant pesticide n insecticideWas too much for delicate karmas systemI cudnt protect herIm sad the mites anoyed herN the medicines made her illAnd then I had to moveLeavin all furnitureAll clothes shoes95 percent o what I ownGoneTo a place I didnt want to beAnd without karmaWithout familiar belongings me n karma sharedWithout my home n sense o securityEverythin fallin downCry in the streetThe little belongings I did bring dont feel safeI just dont understand how can be destroyed like thisA life torn apart by mitesAn I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karmaHappened all at onceI need a hugSeveralBut cant get oneI want karma girl to be hereShe was my home:-(------------------------------On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.>>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe" <doe1769@...> wrote:>>**>>>>Hi >That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.>>Thanks ,>>BIll>>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa> wrote:>http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm> ------------------------------------

December 22, 2011

Hi Chistene

Aww , you are, a sweatheart ! , so sad to lose a pal .. You will see Karma

again

With God all things are possible..

God bless you Christene,

Bill

6 And he said unto me, These sayings [are] faithful and true : and the Lord God

of the holy prophets sent his angel to shew unto his servants the things which

must shortly be done. 7 Behold, I come quickly: blessed [is] he that keepeth

the sayings of the prophecy of this book. 8

Rev 22:7

Bible :

God without effect? 4 God forbid: yea, let God be true , but every man a liar;

as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest

overcome when thou art judged.

For the mountains shall depart And the hills be removed But my kindness shall

not depart from you, Is 54:10

Thank God 4 the Blood & the cross, forgiveness our sins cast away as far as East

is from the West...

------------------------------On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 3:23 PM EST christine french

wrote:>>Dear everyone>Thank u for ur kind words x>It was heartwrenching to let

my karma go>To see my girl lifeless>Broke my heart>We only apart 14 days in 18

years>She was a gentle soul>Full of love,fluffiness n goodness>We adored each

other>I will adore her forever>She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo

kisses,chirrups n love>I was blessed>Now am alone>Dont c friends much>Tho do

have some>Oh I dont belong to anyone now>Me n k like two peas in a pod>She was

sooo lovely to me>Not a bad bone in her fluffy body>Pure goodness>>I sometimes

feel her presence>Ears pop a bit >Feelin around my heart>N I talk to her>Only

been four days>N I long to cuddle her close>Wake n she not on pillow beside

me>Its so hard>And im angry at landlord>Holes in roof meant pesticide n

insecticide>Was too much for delicate karmas system>I cudnt protect her>Im sad

the mites anoyed her>N the medicines

made her ill>And then I had to move>Leavin all furniture>All clothes shoes>95

percent o what I own>Gone>To a place I didnt want to be>And without

karma>Without familiar belongings me n karma shared>Without my home n sense o

security>Everythin fallin down>Cry in the street>The little belongings I did

bring dont feel safe>I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this>A

life torn apart by mites>An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear

karma>Happened all at once>I need a hug>Several>But cant get one>I want karma

girl to be here>She was my home>:-(>>>>------------------------------>On Thu,

Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:>>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a

tough time when my dog died.>>>>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe "

<doe1769@...> wrote:>>>>**>>>>>>>>Hi >>That is the best story , yo

are so nice to send that ...>>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every

day for years. I miss him>>every day. Everybody loved

Buddy the boop.>>>>Thanks ,>>>>BIll>>>>------------------------------On

Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa>>

wrote:>http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm>> >

December 23, 2011

Beautiful response and I so agree! Love, From: " Benton" <sarahbenton48@...>bird mites Sent: Friday, December 23, 2011 4:39:02 PMSubject: Re: For christine and karma

Dear ,

You are loved, dear one. We all love you! You are not alone. Where would we all be if we didn't have the internet to reach each other? We are a family on this site. We all slowly improve with each other's advice and encouragement. Saw my dad for lunch today. He asked me if I was ready to put this all behind me. He did that cause my sister told him I was still concerned about one more aspect. I can tell you guys my concerns and I don't get lectured or told my mind needs a healthier outlook.

What you did for Karma was out of love and compassion. She knows that. We reach God through our honest emotional desire. Cry and cry and then, when you can cry no more, give it to God. You may even feel the hug. Our true parent is always there. We can never be alone. It is impossible. Just know your best friend is always there. He will NEVER abandon you. And............we are there as well. We love you!

Light and love,

From: christine french <karmakatmeow@...>bird mites Sent: Thursday, December 22, 2011 3:23 PMSubject: Re: For christine and karma

Dear everyoneThank u for ur kind words xIt was heartwrenching to let my karma goTo see my girl lifelessBroke my heartWe only apart 14 days in 18 yearsShe was a gentle soulFull of love,fluffiness n goodnessWe adored each otherI will adore her foreverShe was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n loveI was blessedNow am aloneDont c friends muchTho do have someOh I dont belong to anyone nowMe n k like two peas in a podShe was sooo lovely to meNot a bad bone in her fluffy bodyPure goodnessI sometimes feel her presenceEars pop a bit Feelin around my heartN I talk to herOnly been four daysN I long to cuddle her closeWake n she not on pillow beside meIts so hardAnd im angry at landlordHoles in roof meant pesticide n insecticideWas too much for delicate karmas systemI cudnt protect herIm sad the mites anoyed

herN the medicines made her illAnd then I had to moveLeavin all furnitureAll clothes shoes95 percent o what I ownGoneTo a place I didnt want to beAnd without karmaWithout familiar belongings me n karma sharedWithout my home n sense o securityEverythin fallin downCry in the streetThe little belongings I did bring dont feel safeI just dont understand how can be destroyed like thisA life torn apart by mitesAn I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karmaHappened all at onceI need a hugSeveralBut cant get oneI want karma girl to be hereShe was my home:-(------------------------------On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.>>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe" <doe1769@...> wrote:>>**>>>>Hi >That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.>>Thanks ,>>BIll>>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa> wrote:>http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm>

December 24, 2011

Yes,thank you so much

People are so lovely here

And I apreciate it very much x

Did u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my

identity?

Be called c instead of christine

Changed web adress so that didnt have real name

As anyone can access our conversations

And im going to have to pretend ti people that im ok

Re mites

Not close friends but others who knew why I left my flat

Feel exposed n like a leper otherwise

Usin a mobile web to connect

Undr contract for another year n a half

But my two phones infested

They one of few things brought when moved

No landline yet n used phone n mites went in my ear

Bit hand

Other phone has video n pics my beloved karma

Oh it infected to

But want keep n look at

But lost virtualy eveeyrhing

And a friend invited me stay at xmas

I cant cos o this

To help me over loss of karma

Stayed bed all day yestrday crying

Bites ear,fungers,toes

Lost everything n still got these

Very cold flat

Cant aford to heat

Feet cold in flip flops

Anythin else get infected

Yes I think if cant make it better

I wudnt want to be here anymore

If this kept on

Cant live my life

Need rid phones

But need to contact folk

Clean disinfectant

Think mites are tiny clear/white things

Problem is doc cant see so thinks im imaginin

Sugest psychiatrist for diagnosis

Which made me furious

Which made her label me further!!!!

Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive got

If they dont I despair

A bird disease on a human

Us poor souls

I need a parasitologist

Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etc

The most horid thing is that I bought new clothes bed bedding etc

N that bein afected now

Avoidon people

Wont go to their houses

An iv lost karma

I will hang in here

But I cannot keep feeling like this :-(

Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after all?

Id be so grateful.

Ian that wrote to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?

U said it similar to mine.

Its a horror story at the moment

And I dearly want my wee cat back

Terribly alone without her love

Only glad shes not suffering

But before this she n I were happy in our old home

N full of love

Why do we all have to suffer like this?

Sometimes I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karma

N I never thought like this before the mites:-(

------------------------------

On Fri, Dec 23, 2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:

>Beautiful response and I so agree! Love,

>

> Re: For christine and karma

>

>Dear everyone

>Thank u for ur kind words x

>It was heartwrenching to let my karma go

>To see my girl lifeless

>Broke my heart

>We only apart 14 days in 18 years

>She was a gentle soul

>Full of love,fluffiness n goodness

>We adored each other

>I will adore her forever

>She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love

>I was blessed

>Now am alone

>Dont c friends much

>Tho do have some

>Oh I dont belong to anyone now

>Me n k like two peas in a pod

>She was sooo lovely to me

>Not a bad bone in her fluffy body

>Pure goodness

>

>I sometimes feel her presence

>Ears pop a bit

>Feelin around my heart

>N I talk to her

>Only been four days

>N I long to cuddle her close

>Wake n she not on pillow beside me

>Its so hard

>And im angry at landlord

>Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide

>Was too much for delicate karmas system

>I cudnt protect her

>Im sad the mites anoyed her

>N the medicines made her ill

>And then I had to move

>Leavin all furniture

>All clothes shoes

>95 percent o what I own

>Gone

>To a place I didnt want to be

>And without karma

>Without familiar belongings me n karma shared

>Without my home n sense o security

>Everythin fallin down

>Cry in the street

>The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe

>I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this

>A life torn apart by mites

>An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma

>Happened all at once

>I need a hug

>Several

>But cant get one

>I want karma girl to be here

>She was my home

>:-(

>

>------------------------------

>On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:

>

>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

>>

>>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe " < doe1769@... > wrote:

>>

>>**

>>

>>Hi

>>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...

>>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him

>>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

>>

>>Thanks ,

>>

>>BIll

>>

>>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa

>> wrote:> http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

>>

>

December 24, 2011

Hi C

Phones go in a ziplck bag if they get bugs , put a little dry borax & baking

soda in the bag , it kills them, takes a while to get them all ,waiting for the

eggs to hatch & then die from the borax & baking soda in the bag.

A lite mist of windex also works well then wipe clean with a rag . I had huge

trouble with my phone , but a ziplock around it worked great , I can dial & type

& talk in to it fine. I hold the bag tight to keep it from crumpling while I

talk. I tell people I was just washing things so I put the phone in the bag to

keep it dry . It even actually helps block high winds from whistling on the

microphone when I talk out side on very windy days .

I use an un locked treo 600 or 650 for about $50.00 , it holds all the info &

phone #'s . I copy paste lots of info with it & searh text of old posts easily .

It uses a sim card so it can be used in many countrues Ebay sells them used

with warrenties

. I use this mix in my ear if I get a bite , it is painless & barely no fizz ,

http://www.earthclinic.com/Pets/dog_mange_cure.html

The mix:

2 tblspns borax (20 mule team Borax laundry booster

16 oz peroxide (3%)

32 oz water.

mix it , and the borax nuetralizes the peroxide, it is painless & the is no fizz

or bruning from this mix & it is cheap

...

Have you tried it , it cured many many people.

Where do you want me to send the Arm & Hammer Powdered Laundry Detergent ? Let

me know , my email is doe1769@... .

I am so glad you moved away from the bird s in the attic place , now is time

to keep the apt clean. Mop with borax & get a wet vac to vacum it up if you

can't have with floors . My dream is white linoluem . I have wood floors .

2 tbls coconut oil & 48 ox of warm water misted will stop all bugs for 6 hrs

,add 1/4 cup borax & you will poison them well .

Christene its a bug kill it , it will die. Soak it off you in the tub with 1

cup borax & 1/8 cup of dawn , soak your feet 2 times per day in borax 1 tesp per

cup of water in a bucket & wear boots to gaurd your feet is recommended when

fighting mites. You will win , you have domion over all the the creatures on the

earth. I never say 1 bug or speck or fiber , but I felt them , I just kill them

all . Bugs bring more bugs & worms & fungus , so kill it all like a hospital

does with dicenfectants , continually . It works

God bless you Christene

`,,`,

Merry Christmas

,,`,,`

,

From Bill

------------------------------On Sat, Dec 24, 2011 5:15 AM EST Sad Girl

wrote:>>Yes,thank you so much>People are so lovely here>And I apreciate it very

much x>Did u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my

identity?>Be called c instead of christine>Changed web adress so that didnt have

real name>As anyone can access our conversations>And im going to have to pretend

ti people that im ok>Re mites>Not close friends but others who knew why I left

my flat>Feel exposed n like a leper otherwise>Usin a mobile web to connect>Undr

contract for another year n a half>But my two phones infested>They one of few

things brought when moved>No landline yet n used phone n mites went in my

ear>Bit hand>Other phone has video n pics my beloved karma>Oh it infected to>But

want keep n look at>But lost virtualy eveeyrhing>And a friend invited me stay at

xmas>I cant cos o this>To help me over loss of karma>Stayed bed all day yestrday

crying>Bites

ear,fungers,toes>Lost everything n still got these>Very cold flat>Cant aford to

heat>Feet cold in flip flops>Anythin else get infected>Yes I think if cant make

it better>I wudnt want to be here anymore>If this kept on>Cant live my life>Need

rid phones>But need to contact folk>Clean disinfectant>Think mites are tiny

clear/white things>Problem is doc cant see so thinks im imaginin>Sugest

psychiatrist for diagnosis>Which made me furious>Which made her label me

further!!!!>Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive got>If they

dont I despair >A bird disease on a human>Us poor souls>I need a parasitologist

>Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etc>The most horid thing is that I

bought new clothes bed bedding etc>N that bein afected now>Avoidon people>Wont

go to their houses>An iv lost karma>I will hang in here >But I cannot keep

feeling like this :-(>Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after

all?>Id be so grateful.>Ian that wrote

to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?>U said it similar to mine.>Its a

horror story at the moment>And I dearly want my wee cat back>Terribly alone

without her love>Only glad shes not suffering>But before this she n I were happy

in our old home>N full of love>Why do we all have to suffer like this?>Sometimes

I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karma>N I never thought

like this before the mites:-(>>>>>------------------------------>On Fri, Dec 23,

2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:>>>Beautiful response and I so

agree! Love, >>>> Re: For christine

and karma >>>>>>>>>>>>>>Dear everyone >>Thank u for ur kind words x >>It was

heartwrenching to let my karma go >>To see my girl lifeless >>Broke my heart

>>We only apart 14 days in 18 years >>She was a gentle soul >>Full of

love,fluffiness n goodness >>We adored each other >>I will adore her forever

>>She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love >>I was

blessed >>Now am alone >>Dont c friends much >>Tho do have some >>Oh I dont

belong to anyone now >>Me n k like two peas in a pod >>She was sooo lovely to me

>>Not a bad bone in her fluffy body >>Pure goodness >>>>I sometimes feel her

presence >>Ears pop a bit >>Feelin around my heart >>N I talk to her >>Only been

four days >>N I long to cuddle her close >>Wake n she not on pillow beside me

>>Its so hard >>And im angry at landlord >>Holes in roof meant pesticide n

insecticide >>Was too much for delicate karmas system >>I cudnt protect her >>Im

sad the mites anoyed her >>N the

medicines made her ill >>And then I had to move >>Leavin all furniture >>All

clothes shoes >>95 percent o what I own >>Gone >>To a place I didnt want to be

>>And without karma >>Without familiar belongings me n karma shared >>Without my

home n sense o security >>Everythin fallin down >>Cry in the street >>The little

belongings I did bring dont feel safe >>I just dont understand how can be

destroyed like this >>A life torn apart by mites >>An I grieve for my home

belongings n little dear karma >>Happened all at once >>I need a hug >>Several

>>But cant get one >>I want karma girl to be here >>She was my home >>:-(

>>>>------------------------------ >>On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa

wrote: >>>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

>> >>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe " < doe1769@... > wrote: >> >>** >>

>> >> >>Hi >>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ... >>My

dogs name was buddy . I walked

with him every day for years. I miss him >>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the

boop. >> >>Thanks , >> >>BIll >> >>------------------------------On Tue,

Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa >> wrote:>

http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm >> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>

December 24, 2011

I expect you might need some antidepressants for a while c. I had to have them too for a year. It helped me immensely. I'm on them again to help me deal with all the loss I've been through this year. Another thing that has helped me a lot is the use of an over the counter lithium, called lithium orotate. This is not the same type of lithium used by people with bipolar. It helps with bringing the brain into better balance and these kinds of traumas we have experienced imbalance the brain. It is part of my regular supplements I take daily now. I wish that you could also get used to the idea of doing some steam ironing to make all garments safe for yourself. That could make the Arm and Hammer less necessary for the clothng. Do you have a shower or a bathtub now?From: "Sad Girl" <wherearetheangels70@...>bird mites Sent: Saturday, December 24, 2011 2:15:18 AMSubject: Re: For christine and karmaYes,thank you so muchPeople are so lovely hereAnd I apreciate it very much xDid u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my identity?Be called c instead of christineChanged web adress so that didnt have real nameAs anyone can access our conversationsAnd im going to have to pretend ti people that im okRe mitesNot close friends but others who knew why I left my flatFeel exposed n like a leper otherwiseUsin a mobile web to connectUndr contract for another year n a halfBut my two phones infestedThey one of few things brought when movedNo landline yet n used phone n mites went in my earBit handOther phone has video n pics my beloved karmaOh it infected toBut want keep n look atBut lost virtualy eveeyrhingAnd a friend invited me stay at xmasI cant cos o thisTo help me over loss of karmaStayed bed all day yestrday cryingBites ear,fungers,toesLost everything n still got theseVery cold flatCant aford to heatFeet cold in flip flopsAnythin else get infectedYes I think if cant make it betterI wudnt want to be here anymoreIf this kept onCant live my lifeNeed rid phonesBut need to contact folkClean disinfectantThink mites are tiny clear/white thingsProblem is doc cant see so thinks im imagininSugest psychiatrist for diagnosisWhich made me furiousWhich made her label me further!!!!Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive gotIf they dont I despair A bird disease on a humanUs poor soulsI need a parasitologist Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etcThe most horid thing is that I bought new clothes bed bedding etcN that bein afected nowAvoidon peopleWont go to their housesAn iv lost karmaI will hang in here But I cannot keep feeling like this :-(Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after all?Id be so grateful.Ian that wrote to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?U said it similar to mine.Its a horror story at the momentAnd I dearly want my wee cat backTerribly alone without her loveOnly glad shes not sufferingBut before this she n I were happy in our old homeN full of loveWhy do we all have to suffer like this?Sometimes I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karmaN I never thought like this before the mites:-(------------------------------On Fri, Dec 23, 2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:>Beautiful response and I so agree! Love, >> Re: For christine and karma >>>>>>>Dear everyone >Thank u for ur kind words x >It was heartwrenching to let my karma go >To see my girl lifeless >Broke my heart >We only apart 14 days in 18 years >She was a gentle soul >Full of love,fluffiness n goodness >We adored each other >I will adore her forever >She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love >I was blessed >Now am alone >Dont c friends much >Tho do have some >Oh I dont belong to anyone now >Me n k like two peas in a pod >She was sooo lovely to me >Not a bad bone in her fluffy body >Pure goodness >>I sometimes feel her presence >Ears pop a bit >Feelin around my heart >N I talk to her >Only been four days >N I long to cuddle her close >Wake n she not on pillow beside me >Its so hard >And im angry at landlord >Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide >Was too much for delicate karmas system >I cudnt protect her >Im sad the mites anoyed her >N the medicines made her ill >And then I had to move >Leavin all furniture >All clothes shoes >95 percent o what I own >Gone >To a place I didnt want to be >And without karma >Without familiar belongings me n karma shared >Without my home n sense o security >Everythin fallin down >Cry in the street >The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe >I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this >A life torn apart by mites >An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma >Happened all at once >I need a hug >Several >But cant get one >I want karma girl to be here >She was my home >:-( >>------------------------------ >On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote: >>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died. >> >>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe" < doe1769@... > wrote: >> >>** >> >> >> >>Hi >>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ... >>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him >>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop. >> >>Thanks , >> >>BIll >> >>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa >> wrote:> http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm >> >>>>>>> ------------------------------------

December 24, 2011

Dear C,

Watch these videos:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvxtR2B-nAg & feature=related

Love and light,

(not my real name either)

From: Sad Girl <wherearetheangels70@...>bird mites Sent: Saturday, December 24, 2011 5:15 AMSubject: Re: For christine and karma

Yes,thank you so muchPeople are so lovely hereAnd I apreciate it very much xDid u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my identity?Be called c instead of christineChanged web adress so that didnt have real nameAs anyone can access our conversationsAnd im going to have to pretend ti people that im okRe mitesNot close friends but others who knew why I left my flatFeel exposed n like a leper otherwiseUsin a mobile web to connectUndr contract for another year n a halfBut my two phones infestedThey one of few things brought when movedNo landline yet n used phone n mites went in my earBit handOther phone has video n pics my beloved karmaOh it infected toBut want keep n look atBut lost virtualy eveeyrhingAnd a friend invited me stay at xmasI cant cos o thisTo help me over loss of karmaStayed bed all day yestrday cryingBites

ear,fungers,toesLost everything n still got theseVery cold flatCant aford to heatFeet cold in flip flopsAnythin else get infectedYes I think if cant make it betterI wudnt want to be here anymoreIf this kept onCant live my lifeNeed rid phonesBut need to contact folkClean disinfectantThink mites are tiny clear/white thingsProblem is doc cant see so thinks im imagininSugest psychiatrist for diagnosisWhich made me furiousWhich made her label me further!!!!Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive gotIf they dont I despair A bird disease on a humanUs poor soulsI need a parasitologist Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etcThe most horid thing is that I bought new clothes bed bedding etcN that bein afected nowAvoidon peopleWont go to their housesAn iv lost karmaI will hang in here But I cannot keep feeling like this

:-(Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after all?Id be so grateful.Ian that wrote to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?U said it similar to mine.Its a horror story at the momentAnd I dearly want my wee cat backTerribly alone without her loveOnly glad shes not sufferingBut before this she n I were happy in our old homeN full of loveWhy do we all have to suffer like this?Sometimes I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karmaN I never thought like this before the mites:-(------------------------------On Fri, Dec 23, 2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:>Beautiful response and I so agree! Love, >> Re: For christine and karma

>>>>>>>Dear everyone >Thank u for ur kind words x >It was heartwrenching to let my karma go >To see my girl lifeless >Broke my heart >We only apart 14 days in 18 years >She was a gentle soul >Full of love,fluffiness n goodness >We adored each other >I will adore her forever >She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love >I was blessed >Now am alone >Dont c friends much >Tho do have some >Oh I dont belong to anyone now >Me n k like two peas in a pod >She was sooo lovely to me >Not a bad bone in her fluffy body >Pure goodness >>I sometimes feel her presence >Ears pop a bit >Feelin around my heart >N I talk to her >Only been four days >N I long to cuddle her close >Wake n she not on pillow beside me

>Its so hard >And im angry at landlord >Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide >Was too much for delicate karmas system >I cudnt protect her >Im sad the mites anoyed her >N the medicines made her ill >And then I had to move >Leavin all furniture >All clothes shoes >95 percent o what I own >Gone >To a place I didnt want to be >And without karma >Without familiar belongings me n karma shared >Without my home n sense o security >Everythin fallin down >Cry in the street >The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe >I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this >A life torn apart by mites >An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma >Happened all at once >I need a hug >Several >But cant get one >I want karma girl to be here >She was my

home >:-( >>------------------------------ >On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote: >>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died. >> >>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe" < doe1769@... > wrote: >> >>** >> >> >> >>Hi >>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ... >>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him >>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop. >> >>Thanks , >> >>BIll >> >>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa >> wrote:> http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm >> >>>>>>>

December 24, 2011

Dear C, I had the same experience with my phones -- the mites would go into my ears and also onto my scalp, so after a few weeks of that I threw them away -- landline phone and cell phone. I went to Wal-Mart and then later to Target and bought a new cheap, but workable phone. Yes, my cell phone had pics on it too. I'm ready now I think (7 months later) to replace the cell phone. I still only talk on it with the speaker -- only if I forget do I ever put it next to my ear.

You have to keep washing your clothes and anything that feels buggy/infected. I threw out so much that I bought b/c my car was infected and it would infect stuff. I don't know why we have to suffer so much when it seems everyone else has it so easy/breezy. But, I think some people are suffering in different ways -- some are sick with cancer, pain, and other things. I know how absolutely hard it is to look at cold concrete floors wondering how to get through another day/night. It is hard not being able to live in my condo with my cat Buffy any more. But I'm hanging in there and you will too. God bless you. We will make it thru this. Merry Christmas.

P.S. - To let you know, I'm still fighting the battle b/c today my mother put down some red bath rugs from which a mite jumped into my toenail -- so I washed in my usual mix of borax, ammonia, Lysol and Purex. Right now my scalp feels buggy -- I wash my hair every night (I shaved my head in June and July). And I didn't mention it to my mother...I have come to the conclusion that no one is going to understand this unless they have been thru it. Please be careful with your doctor. You don't need to feel worse about yourself. If you need some medication, just go in and say you are going thru a hard time, but I would not bring up the mites unless you have definite bites at the time you are there. Only 1 doctor actually believed me, 3 others did not b/c I did not have bites. My mother told me tonight that my car is fine and she and my brother say that absolutely no bug could possibly survive in this cold weather. I've quit arguing.

On Sat, Dec 24, 2011 at 5:15 AM, Sad Girl <wherearetheangels70@...> wrote:

Yes,thank you so much

People are so lovely here

And I apreciate it very much x

Did u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my identity?

Be called c instead of christine

Changed web adress so that didnt have real name

As anyone can access our conversations

And im going to have to pretend ti people that im ok

Re mites

Not close friends but others who knew why I left my flat

Feel exposed n like a leper otherwise

Usin a mobile web to connect

Undr contract for another year n a half

But my two phones infested

They one of few things brought when moved

No landline yet n used phone n mites went in my ear

Bit hand

Other phone has video n pics my beloved karma

Oh it infected to

But want keep n look at

But lost virtualy eveeyrhing

And a friend invited me stay at xmas

I cant cos o this

To help me over loss of karma

Stayed bed all day yestrday crying

Bites ear,fungers,toes

Lost everything n still got these

Very cold flat

Cant aford to heat

Feet cold in flip flops

Anythin else get infected

Yes I think if cant make it better

I wudnt want to be here anymore

If this kept on

Cant live my life

Need rid phones

But need to contact folk

Clean disinfectant

Think mites are tiny clear/white things

Problem is doc cant see so thinks im imaginin

Sugest psychiatrist for diagnosis

Which made me furious

Which made her label me further!!!!

Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive got

If they dont I despair

A bird disease on a human

Us poor souls

I need a parasitologist

Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etc

The most horid thing is that I bought new clothes bed bedding etc

N that bein afected now

Avoidon people

Wont go to their houses

An iv lost karma

I will hang in here

But I cannot keep feeling like this :-(

Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after all?

Id be so grateful.

Ian that wrote to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?

U said it similar to mine.

Its a horror story at the moment

And I dearly want my wee cat back

Terribly alone without her love

Only glad shes not suffering

But before this she n I were happy in our old home

N full of love

Why do we all have to suffer like this?

Sometimes I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karma

N I never thought like this before the mites:-(

------------------------------

On Fri, Dec 23, 2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:

>Beautiful response and I so agree! Love,

>

> Re: For christine and karma

>

>Dear everyone

>Thank u for ur kind words x

>It was heartwrenching to let my karma go

>To see my girl lifeless

>Broke my heart

>We only apart 14 days in 18 years

>She was a gentle soul

>Full of love,fluffiness n goodness

>We adored each other

>I will adore her forever

>She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love

>I was blessed

>Now am alone

>Dont c friends much

>Tho do have some

>Oh I dont belong to anyone now

>Me n k like two peas in a pod

>She was sooo lovely to me

>Not a bad bone in her fluffy body

>Pure goodness

>

>I sometimes feel her presence

>Ears pop a bit

>Feelin around my heart

>N I talk to her

>Only been four days

>N I long to cuddle her close

>Wake n she not on pillow beside me

>Its so hard

>And im angry at landlord

>Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide

>Was too much for delicate karmas system

>I cudnt protect her

>Im sad the mites anoyed her

>N the medicines made her ill

>And then I had to move

>Leavin all furniture

>All clothes shoes

>95 percent o what I own

>Gone

>To a place I didnt want to be

>And without karma

>Without familiar belongings me n karma shared

>Without my home n sense o security

>Everythin fallin down

>Cry in the street

>The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe

>I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this

>A life torn apart by mites

>An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma

>Happened all at once

>I need a hug

>Several

>But cant get one

>I want karma girl to be here

>She was my home

>:-(

>

>------------------------------

>On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:

>

>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

>>

>>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe " < doe1769@... > wrote:

>>

>>**

>>

>>Hi

>>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...

>>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him

>>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

>>

>>Thanks ,

>>

>>BIll

>>

>>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa

>> wrote:> http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

>>

>

December 25, 2011

Hi,!As information to your mum: BIrdmits donÂ´t die of cold, they only go dormant. But in 70 degrees C hot the die.KRCecilia From: <terelynjon@...> bird mites Sent: Sunday, December 25, 2011 4:12 AM Subject: Re: For christine and karma

Dear C, I had the same experience with my phones -- the mites would go into my ears and also onto my scalp, so after a few weeks of that I threw them away -- landline phone and cell phone. I went to Wal-Mart and then later to Target and bought a new cheap, but workable phone. Yes, my cell phone had pics on it too. I'm ready now I think (7 months later) to replace the cell phone. I still only talk on it with the speaker -- only if I forget do I ever put it next to my ear.

You have to keep washing your clothes and anything that feels buggy/infected. I threw out so much that I bought b/c my car was infected and it would infect stuff. I don't know why we have to suffer so much when it seems everyone else has it so easy/breezy. But, I think some people are suffering in different ways -- some are sick with cancer, pain, and other things. I know how absolutely hard it is to look at cold concrete floors wondering how to get through another day/night. It is hard not being able to live in my condo with my cat Buffy any more. But I'm hanging in there and you will too. God bless you. We will make it thru this. Merry Christmas.

P.S. - To let you know, I'm still fighting the battle b/c today my mother put down some red bath rugs from which a mite jumped into my toenail -- so I washed in my usual mix of borax, ammonia, Lysol and Purex. Right now my scalp feels buggy -- I wash my hair every night (I shaved my head in June and July). And I didn't mention it to my mother...I have come to the conclusion that no one is going to understand this unless they have been thru it. Please be careful with your doctor. You don't need to feel worse about yourself. If you need some medication, just go in and say you are going thru a hard time, but I would not bring up the mites unless you have definite bites at the time you are there. Only 1 doctor actually believed me, 3 others did not b/c I did not have bites. My mother told me tonight that my car is fine and she and my brother say that absolutely no bug could possibly

survive in this cold weather. I've quit arguing.

On Sat, Dec 24, 2011 at 5:15 AM, Sad Girl <wherearetheangels70@...> wrote:

Yes,thank you so much

People are so lovely here

And I apreciate it very much x

Did u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my identity?

Be called c instead of christine

Changed web adress so that didnt have real name

As anyone can access our conversations

And im going to have to pretend ti people that im ok

Re mites

Not close friends but others who knew why I left my flat

Feel exposed n like a leper otherwise

Usin a mobile web to connect

Undr contract for another year n a half

But my two phones infested

They one of few things brought when moved

No landline yet n used phone n mites went in my ear

Bit hand

Other phone has video n pics my beloved karma

Oh it infected to

But want keep n look at

But lost virtualy eveeyrhing

And a friend invited me stay at xmas

I cant cos o this

To help me over loss of karma

Stayed bed all day yestrday crying

Bites ear,fungers,toes

Lost everything n still got these

Very cold flat

Cant aford to heat

Feet cold in flip flops

Anythin else get infected

Yes I think if cant make it better

I wudnt want to be here anymore

If this kept on

Cant live my life

Need rid phones

But need to contact folk

Clean disinfectant

Think mites are tiny clear/white things

Problem is doc cant see so thinks im imaginin

Sugest psychiatrist for diagnosis

Which made me furious

Which made her label me further!!!!

Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive got

If they dont I despair

A bird disease on a human

Us poor souls

I need a parasitologist

Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etc

The most horid thing is that I bought new clothes bed bedding etc

N that bein afected now

Avoidon people

Wont go to their houses

An iv lost karma

I will hang in here

But I cannot keep feeling like this :-(

Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after all?

Id be so grateful.

Ian that wrote to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?

U said it similar to mine.

Its a horror story at the moment

And I dearly want my wee cat back

Terribly alone without her love

Only glad shes not suffering

But before this she n I were happy in our old home

N full of love

Why do we all have to suffer like this?

Sometimes I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karma

N I never thought like this before the mites:-(

------------------------------

On Fri, Dec 23, 2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:

>Beautiful response and I so agree! Love,

>

> Re: For christine and karma

>

>Dear everyone

>Thank u for ur kind words x

>It was heartwrenching to let my karma go

>To see my girl lifeless

>Broke my heart

>We only apart 14 days in 18 years

>She was a gentle soul

>Full of love,fluffiness n goodness

>We adored each other

>I will adore her forever

>She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love

>I was blessed

>Now am alone

>Dont c friends much

>Tho do have some

>Oh I dont belong to anyone now

>Me n k like two peas in a pod

>She was sooo lovely to me

>Not a bad bone in her fluffy body

>Pure goodness

>

>I sometimes feel her presence

>Ears pop a bit

>Feelin around my heart

>N I talk to her

>Only been four days

>N I long to cuddle her close

>Wake n she not on pillow beside me

>Its so hard

>And im angry at landlord

>Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide

>Was too much for delicate karmas system

>I cudnt protect her

>Im sad the mites anoyed her

>N the medicines made her ill

>And then I had to move

>Leavin all furniture

>All clothes shoes

>95 percent o what I own

>Gone

>To a place I didnt want to be

>And without karma

>Without familiar belongings me n karma shared

>Without my home n sense o security

>Everythin fallin down

>Cry in the street

>The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe

>I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this

>A life torn apart by mites

>An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma

>Happened all at once

>I need a hug

>Several

>But cant get one

>I want karma girl to be here

>She was my home

>:-(

>

>------------------------------

>On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:

>

>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

>>

>>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe" < doe1769@... > wrote:

>>

>>**

>>

>>Hi

>>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...

>>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him

>>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

>>

>>Thanks ,

>>

>>BIll

>>

>>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa

>> wrote:> http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

>>

>

December 25, 2011

My sister-in-law told me just a couple of hours ago that everything in my car was fine b/c of the cold weather. I wish I had remembered to say they are " dormat " . I just tried to change the subject b/c that got my mother stirred back up too. No use arguing on Xmas. Thanks Cecilia.

On Sun, Dec 25, 2011 at 4:30 AM, Cecilia Borg <ceciliaborg@...> wrote:

Hi,!

As information to your mum: BIrdmits don´t die of cold, they only go dormant. But in 70 degrees C hot the die.

KR

Cecilia

From: <terelynjon@...>bird mites

Sent: Sunday, December 25, 2011 4:12 AM

Subject: Re: For christine and karma

Dear C,

I had the same experience with my phones -- the mites would go into my ears and also onto my scalp, so after a few weeks of that I threw them away -- landline phone and cell phone. I went to Wal-Mart and then later to Target and bought a new cheap, but workable phone. Yes, my cell phone had pics on it too. I'm ready now I think (7 months later) to replace the cell phone. I still only talk on it with the speaker -- only if I forget do I ever put it next to my ear.

You have to keep washing your clothes and anything that feels buggy/infected. I threw out so much that I bought b/c my car was infected and it would infect stuff.

I don't know why we have to suffer so much when it seems everyone else has it so easy/breezy. But, I think some people are suffering in different ways -- some are sick with cancer, pain, and other things. I know how absolutely hard it is to look at cold concrete floors wondering how to get through another day/night. It is hard not being able to live in my condo with my cat Buffy any more. But I'm hanging in there and you will too. God bless you. We will make it thru this. Merry Christmas.

P.S. - To let you know, I'm still fighting the battle b/c today my mother put down some red bath rugs from which a mite jumped into my toenail -- so I washed in my usual mix of borax, ammonia, Lysol and Purex. Right now my scalp feels buggy -- I wash my hair every night (I shaved my head in June and July). And I didn't mention it to my mother...I have come to the conclusion that no one is going to understand this unless they have been thru it. Please be careful with your doctor. You don't need to feel worse about yourself. If you need some medication, just go in and say you are going thru a hard time, but I would not bring up the mites unless you have definite bites at the time you are there. Only 1 doctor actually believed me, 3 others did not b/c I did not have bites. My mother told me tonight that my car is fine and she and my brother say that absolutely no bug could possibly survive in this cold weather. I've quit arguing.

On Sat, Dec 24, 2011 at 5:15 AM, Sad Girl <wherearetheangels70@...> wrote:

Yes,thank you so muchPeople are so lovely hereAnd I apreciate it very much xDid u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my identity?Be called c instead of christine

Changed web adress so that didnt have real nameAs anyone can access our conversationsAnd im going to have to pretend ti people that im okRe mitesNot close friends but others who knew why I left my flat

Feel exposed n like a leper otherwiseUsin a mobile web to connectUndr contract for another year n a halfBut my two phones infestedThey one of few things brought when movedNo landline yet n used phone n mites went in my ear

Bit handOther phone has video n pics my beloved karmaOh it infected toBut want keep n look atBut lost virtualy eveeyrhingAnd a friend invited me stay at xmasI cant cos o thisTo help me over loss of karma

Stayed bed all day yestrday cryingBites ear,fungers,toesLost everything n still got theseVery cold flatCant aford to heatFeet cold in flip flopsAnythin else get infectedYes I think if cant make it better

I wudnt want to be here anymoreIf this kept onCant live my lifeNeed rid phonesBut need to contact folkClean disinfectantThink mites are tiny clear/white thingsProblem is doc cant see so thinks im imaginin

Sugest psychiatrist for diagnosisWhich made me furiousWhich made her label me further!!!!Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive gotIf they dont I despair A bird disease on a humanUs poor souls

I need a parasitologist Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etcThe most horid thing is that I bought new clothes bed bedding etcN that bein afected nowAvoidon peopleWont go to their housesAn iv lost karma

I will hang in here But I cannot keep feeling like this :-(Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after all?Id be so grateful.Ian that wrote to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?U said it similar to mine.

Its a horror story at the momentAnd I dearly want my wee cat backTerribly alone without her loveOnly glad shes not sufferingBut before this she n I were happy in our old homeN full of loveWhy do we all have to suffer like this?

Sometimes I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karmaN I never thought like this before the mites:-(------------------------------

On Fri, Dec 23, 2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:>Beautiful response and I so agree! Love, >

> Re: For christine and karma >>>>>>>Dear everyone >Thank u for ur kind words x >It was heartwrenching to let my karma go

>To see my girl lifeless >Broke my heart >We only apart 14 days in 18 years >She was a gentle soul >Full of love,fluffiness n goodness >We adored each other >I will adore her forever

>She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love >I was blessed >Now am alone >Dont c friends much >Tho do have some >Oh I dont belong to anyone now >Me n k like two peas in a pod

>She was sooo lovely to me >Not a bad bone in her fluffy body >Pure goodness >>I sometimes feel her presence >Ears pop a bit >Feelin around my heart >N I talk to her

>Only been four days >N I long to cuddle her close >Wake n she not on pillow beside me >Its so hard >And im angry at landlord >Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide >Was too much for delicate karmas system

>I cudnt protect her >Im sad the mites anoyed her >N the medicines made her ill >And then I had to move >Leavin all furniture >All clothes shoes >95 percent o what I own >Gone

>To a place I didnt want to be >And without karma >Without familiar belongings me n karma shared >Without my home n sense o security >Everythin fallin down >Cry in the street >The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe

>I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this >A life torn apart by mites >An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma >Happened all at once >I need a hug >Several

>But cant get one >I want karma girl to be here >She was my home >:-( >>------------------------------ >On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote: >>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

>> >>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe " < doe1769@... > wrote: >> >>** >> >>

>> >>Hi >>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ... >>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him >>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

>> >>Thanks , >> >>BIll >> >>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa >> wrote:> http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

>> >>>>>>>

December 25, 2011

For those who might not know the equation

for conversion .....70C = 158FRegards,KrysOn 25 December 2011 03:30, Cecilia Borg <ceciliaborg@...> wrote:

Hi,!As information to your mum: BIrdmits don´t die of cold, they only go dormant. But in 70 degrees C hot the die.

KRCecilia

From: <terelynjon@...> bird mites

Sent: Sunday, December 25, 2011 4:12 AM Subject: Re: For christine and karma

Dear C, I had the same experience with my phones -- the mites would go into my ears and also onto my scalp, so after a few weeks of that I threw them away -- landline phone and cell phone. I went to Wal-Mart and then later to Target and bought a new cheap, but workable phone. Yes, my cell phone had pics on it too. I'm ready now I think (7 months later) to replace the cell phone. I still only talk on it with the speaker -- only if I forget do I ever put it next to my ear.

You have to keep washing your clothes and anything that feels buggy/infected. I threw out so much that I bought b/c my car was infected and it would infect stuff. I don't know why we have to suffer so much when it seems everyone else has it so easy/breezy. But, I think some people are suffering in different ways -- some are sick with cancer, pain, and other things. I know how absolutely hard it is to look at cold concrete floors wondering how to get through another day/night. It is hard not being able to live in my condo with my cat Buffy any more. But I'm hanging in there and you will too. God bless you. We will make it thru this. Merry Christmas.

P.S. - To let you know, I'm still fighting the battle b/c today my mother put down some red bath rugs from which a mite jumped into my toenail -- so I washed in my usual mix of borax, ammonia, Lysol and Purex. Right now my scalp feels buggy -- I wash my hair every night (I shaved my head in June and July). And I didn't mention it to my mother...I have come to the conclusion that no one is going to understand this unless they have been thru it. Please be careful with your doctor. You don't need to feel worse about yourself. If you need some medication, just go in and say you are going thru a hard time, but I would not bring up the mites unless you have definite bites at the time you are there. Only 1 doctor actually believed me, 3 others did not b/c I did not have bites. My mother told me tonight that my car is fine and she and my brother say that absolutely no bug could possibly

survive in this cold weather. I've quit arguing.

On Sat, Dec 24, 2011 at 5:15 AM, Sad Girl <wherearetheangels70@...> wrote:

Yes,thank you so much

People are so lovely here

And I apreciate it very much x

Did u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my identity?

Be called c instead of christine

Changed web adress so that didnt have real name

As anyone can access our conversations

And im going to have to pretend ti people that im ok

Re mites

Not close friends but others who knew why I left my flat

Feel exposed n like a leper otherwise

Usin a mobile web to connect

Undr contract for another year n a half

But my two phones infested

They one of few things brought when moved

No landline yet n used phone n mites went in my ear

Bit hand

Other phone has video n pics my beloved karma

Oh it infected to

But want keep n look at

But lost virtualy eveeyrhing

And a friend invited me stay at xmas

I cant cos o this

To help me over loss of karma

Stayed bed all day yestrday crying

Bites ear,fungers,toes

Lost everything n still got these

Very cold flat

Cant aford to heat

Feet cold in flip flops

Anythin else get infected

Yes I think if cant make it better

I wudnt want to be here anymore

If this kept on

Cant live my life

Need rid phones

But need to contact folk

Clean disinfectant

Think mites are tiny clear/white things

Problem is doc cant see so thinks im imaginin

Sugest psychiatrist for diagnosis

Which made me furious

Which made her label me further!!!!

Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive got

If they dont I despair

A bird disease on a human

Us poor souls

I need a parasitologist

Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etc

The most horid thing is that I bought new clothes bed bedding etc

N that bein afected now

Avoidon people

Wont go to their houses

An iv lost karma

I will hang in here

But I cannot keep feeling like this :-(

Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after all?

Id be so grateful.

Ian that wrote to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?

U said it similar to mine.

Its a horror story at the moment

And I dearly want my wee cat back

Terribly alone without her love

Only glad shes not suffering

But before this she n I were happy in our old home

N full of love

Why do we all have to suffer like this?

Sometimes I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karma

N I never thought like this before the mites:-(

------------------------------

On Fri, Dec 23, 2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:

>Beautiful response and I so agree! Love,

>

> Re: For christine and karma

>

>Dear everyone

>Thank u for ur kind words x

>It was heartwrenching to let my karma go

>To see my girl lifeless

>Broke my heart

>We only apart 14 days in 18 years

>She was a gentle soul

>Full of love,fluffiness n goodness

>We adored each other

>I will adore her forever

>She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love

>I was blessed

>Now am alone

>Dont c friends much

>Tho do have some

>Oh I dont belong to anyone now

>Me n k like two peas in a pod

>She was sooo lovely to me

>Not a bad bone in her fluffy body

>Pure goodness

>

>I sometimes feel her presence

>Ears pop a bit

>Feelin around my heart

>N I talk to her

>Only been four days

>N I long to cuddle her close

>Wake n she not on pillow beside me

>Its so hard

>And im angry at landlord

>Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide

>Was too much for delicate karmas system

>I cudnt protect her

>Im sad the mites anoyed her

>N the medicines made her ill

>And then I had to move

>Leavin all furniture

>All clothes shoes

>95 percent o what I own

>Gone

>To a place I didnt want to be

>And without karma

>Without familiar belongings me n karma shared

>Without my home n sense o security

>Everythin fallin down

>Cry in the street

>The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe

>I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this

>A life torn apart by mites

>An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma

>Happened all at once

>I need a hug

>Several

>But cant get one

>I want karma girl to be here

>She was my home

>:-(

>

>------------------------------

>On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:

>

>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

>>

>>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe " < doe1769@... > wrote:

>>

>>**

>>

>>Hi

>>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...

>>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him

>>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

>>

>>Thanks ,

>>

>>BIll

>>

>>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa

>> wrote:> http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

>>

>

--

I keep six honest serving-men

(They taught me all I knew);

Their names are What and Why and When

And How and Where and Who.

Rudyard Kipling

December 26, 2011

-What kind of antidepressants have been useful for you? I am wondering if they might be helpful for me to be able to function better during this recovery. I agree, lithium orotate is very helpful.AandrayaOn Dec 24, 2011, at 9:53 AM, Goldstein@... wrote:

I expect you might need some antidepressants for a while c. I had to have them too for a year. It helped me immensely. I'm on them again to help me deal with all the loss I've been through this year. Another thing that has helped me a lot is the use of an over the counter lithium, called lithium orotate. This is not the same type of lithium used by people with bipolar. It helps with bringing the brain into better balance and these kinds of traumas we have experienced imbalance the brain. It is part of my regular supplements I take daily now. I wish that you could also get used to the idea of doing some steam ironing to make all garments safe for yourself. That could make the Arm and Hammer less necessary for the clothng. Do you have a shower or a bathtub now?From: "Sad Girl" <wherearetheangels70@...>bird mites Sent: Saturday, December 24, 2011 2:15:18 AMSubject: Re: For christine and karmaYes,thank you so muchPeople are so lovely hereAnd I apreciate it very much xDid u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my identity?Be called c instead of christineChanged web adress so that didnt have real nameAs anyone can access our conversationsAnd im going to have to pretend ti people that im okRe mitesNot close friends but others who knew why I left my flatFeel exposed n like a leper otherwiseUsin a mobile web to connectUndr contract for another year n a halfBut my two phones infestedThey one of few things brought when movedNo landline yet n used phone n mites went in my earBit handOther phone has video n pics my beloved karmaOh it infected

toBut want keep n look atBut lost virtualy eveeyrhingAnd a friend invited me stay at xmasI cant cos o thisTo help me over loss of karmaStayed bed all day yestrday cryingBites ear,fungers,toesLost everything n still got theseVery cold flatCant aford to heatFeet cold in flip flopsAnythin else get infectedYes I think if cant make it betterI wudnt want to be here anymoreIf this kept onCant live my lifeNeed rid phonesBut need to contact folkClean disinfectantThink mites are tiny clear/white thingsProblem is doc cant see so thinks im imagininSugest psychiatrist for diagnosisWhich made me furiousWhich made her label me further!!!!Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive gotIf they dont I despair A bird disease on a humanUs poor soulsI need a parasitologist Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etcThe most horid thing is that I bought new clothes bed

bedding etcN that bein afected nowAvoidon peopleWont go to their housesAn iv lost karmaI will hang in here But I cannot keep feeling like this :-(Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after all?Id be so grateful.Ian that wrote to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?U said it similar to mine.Its a horror story at the momentAnd I dearly want my wee cat backTerribly alone without her loveOnly glad shes not sufferingBut before this she n I were happy in our old homeN full of loveWhy do we all have to suffer like this?Sometimes I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karmaN I never thought like this before the mites:-(------------------------------On Fri, Dec 23, 2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:>Beautiful response and I so agree! Love, >> Re: For christine and karma >>>>>>>Dear everyone >Thank u for ur kind words x >It was heartwrenching to let my karma go >To see my girl lifeless >Broke my heart >We only apart 14 days in 18 years >She was a gentle soul >Full of love,fluffiness n goodness >We adored each other >I will adore her forever >She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love >I was blessed >Now am alone >Dont c friends much >Tho

do have some >Oh I dont belong to anyone now >Me n k like two peas in a pod >She was sooo lovely to me >Not a bad bone in her fluffy body >Pure goodness >>I sometimes feel her presence >Ears pop a bit >Feelin around my heart >N I talk to her >Only been four days >N I long to cuddle her close >Wake n she not on pillow beside me >Its so hard >And im angry at landlord >Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide >Was too much for delicate karmas system >I cudnt protect her >Im sad the mites anoyed her >N the medicines made her ill >And then I had to move >Leavin all furniture >All clothes shoes >95 percent o what I own >Gone >To a place I didnt want to be >And without karma >Without familiar belongings me n karma shared >Without my home n sense o security >Everythin fallin down

>Cry in the street >The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe >I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this >A life torn apart by mites >An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma >Happened all at once >I need a hug >Several >But cant get one >I want karma girl to be here >She was my home >:-( >>------------------------------ >On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote: >>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died. >> >>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe" < doe1769@... > wrote: >> >>** >> >> >> >>Hi >>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ... >>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him >>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

>> >>Thanks , >> >>BIll >> >>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa >> wrote:> http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm >> >>>>>>> ------------------------------------

December 27, 2011

Wow! 158 degrees F is hot!!!!

Has anyone tried a steam cleaner on their floors?

On Dec 26, 2011 10:34 PM, " Aandraya " <aandraya@...> wrote:

-What kind of antidepressants have been useful for you? I am wondering if they might be helpful for me to be able to function better during this recovery. I agree, lithium orotate is very helpful.

AandrayaOn Dec 24, 2011, at 9:53 AM, Goldstein@... wrote:> >> I expect you might need som...

December 27, 2011

I never did. Are there steam cleaners that get that hot?From: "Elissa " <elissarachel@...>bird mites Sent: Tuesday, December 27, 2011 5:23:06 PMSubject: Re: For christine and karma

Wow! 158 degrees F is hot!!!!

Has anyone tried a steam cleaner on their floors?

On Dec 26, 2011 10:34 PM, "Aandraya" <aandraya@...> wrote:

-What kind of antidepressants have been useful for you? I am wondering if they might be helpful for me to be able to function better during this recovery. I agree, lithium orotate is very helpful.

AandrayaOn Dec 24, 2011, at 9:53 AM, Goldstein@... wrote:> >> I expect you might need som...

December 27, 2011

My husband found 1 that goes to 220 Degrees F. It is very expensive at $400, but my dr. said he'd write me a prescription. I think we can get reimbursed up to 80%. Just wondering if it's worth it to shell out that $.

On Dec 27, 2011 8:36 PM, <Goldstein@...> wrote:

I never did. Are there steam cleaners that get that hot?From: " Elissa " <elissarachel@...>

bird mites Sent: Tuesday, December 27, 2011 5:23:06 PMSubject: Re: For christine and karma

Wow! 158 degrees F is hot!!!! Has anyone tried a steam cleaner on their floors?>> On Dec 26, 2...

December 27, 2011

If it would kill the mites............... & you'd pay $80............. & get a top notch team cleaner for that .......gotta be worth it. Normally I think medical insurance, in US, is a rip off, but if you can get them to cover 80% on that, you'd be the one getting the better deal. Go for it...I should.:~)

Regards,KrysOn 27 December 2011 19:39, Elissa <elissarachel@...> wrote:

My husband found 1 that goes to 220 Degrees F. It is very expensive at $400, but my dr. said he'd write me a prescription. I think we can get reimbursed up to 80%. Just wondering if it's worth it to shell out that $.

On Dec 27, 2011 8:36 PM, <Goldstein@...> wrote:

I never did. Are there steam cleaners that get that hot?From: " Elissa " <elissarachel@...>

bird mites Sent: Tuesday, December 27, 2011 5:23:06 PMSubject: Re: For christine and karma

Wow! 158 degrees F is hot!!!! Has anyone tried a steam cleaner on their floors?>> On Dec 26, 2...

--

I keep six honest serving-men

(They taught me all I knew);

Their names are What and Why and When

And How and Where and Who.

Rudyard Kipling

December 27, 2011

Hi

Many poster wued steam cleaner & irons for the clothes to rid their house of

theis bug , keep killing then & little by little there will be no more .

Atrittion ..

It you put the words steam cleaner in the search box at

bird mites/messages

It should find the many old posts of steam cleaner testimonials .

God bless you ,

Bill

------------------------------On Tue, Dec 27, 2011 9:25 PM EST Krys Brennand

wrote:>If it would kill the mites............... & you'd pay $80............. &

get>a top notch team cleaner for that .......gotta be worth it. Normally I>think

medical insurance, in US, is a rip off, but if you can get them to>cover 80%

on that, you'd be the one getting the better deal. Go for

it...I>should.:~)>Regards,>Krys>>On 27 December 2011 19:39, Elissa

<elissarachel@...> wrote:>>>>>>> My husband found 1 that goes to 220

Degrees F. It is very expensive at>> $400, but my dr. said he'd write me a

prescription. I think we can get>> reimbursed up to 80%. Just wondering if

it's worth it to shell out that $.>>>> On Dec 27, 2011 8:36 PM,

<Goldstein@...> wrote:>>>>>> I never did. Are there steam

cleaners that get that hot?>>>> >>>> ------------------------------>>

*From: * " Elissa " <elissarachel@...>>> *To:

*bird mites >> *Sent: *Tuesday, December 27, 2011 5:23:06

PM>>>>>> Subject: Re: For christine and karma>>>>>> Wow! 158

degrees F is hot!!!!>>>> Has anyone tried a steam cleaner on their floors?>>

>>> > On Dec 26, 2...>>>> >>>>>>-- >>I keep six honest serving-men> (They

taught me all I knew);>Their names are What and Why and When> And How and Where

and Who.>>*Rudyard Kipling*

December 28, 2011

In my last flat I spent 200 pounds a lot of money for me on a vapor steam

cleaner

What a bummer it didnt woek as was 140 degrees :-(

There are hotter ones but very expensive!:-(

------------------------------

On Tue, Dec 27, 2011 17:36 PST Goldstein@... wrote:

>I never did. Are there steam cleaners that get that hot?

>

> Re: For christine and karma

>

>Wow! 158 degrees F is hot!!!!

>

>Has anyone tried a steam cleaner on their floors?

>

>On Dec 26, 2011 10:34 PM, " Aandraya " < aandraya@... > wrote:

>

>-

>What kind of antidepressants have been useful for you? I am wondering if they

might be helpful for me to be able to function better during this recovery. I

agree, lithium orotate is very helpful.

>

>Aandraya

>

>On Dec 24, 2011, at 9:53 AM, Goldstein@... wrote:

>

>>

>> I expect you might need som...

>

December 28, 2011

Wow

Thats great u got supportive doctor n will get help:-)

------------------------------

On Tue, Dec 27, 2011 17:39 PST Elissa wrote:

>My husband found 1 that goes to 220 Degrees F. It is very expensive at

>$400, but my dr. said he'd write me a prescription. I think we can get

>reimbursed up to 80%. Just wondering if it's worth it to shell out that $.

>

>On Dec 27, 2011 8:36 PM, <Goldstein@...> wrote:

>

>**

>

>I never did. Are there steam cleaners that get that hot?

>

>------------------------------

>*From: * " Elissa " <elissarachel@...>

>**bird mites

>*Sent: *Tuesday, December 27, 2011 5:23:06 PM

>

>Subject: Re: For christine and karma

>

>Wow! 158 degrees F is hot!!!!

>

>Has anyone tried a steam cleaner on their floors?

>>

>> On Dec 26, 2...

>

December 28, 2011

I think I will get it.

C...i didn't tell dr. I need it for mites even though he is an LLMD.

I told him chemical cleaning products make me dizzy and I have allergies.

I don't mention mites to dr.'s anymore....unless I have a physical bite to show.

This dr. has been pretty supportive after I stopped being emotional and appeared level headed. Funny how things work!!! Since this is the most emotional time of my life.

On Dec 28, 2011 5:28 AM, " Sad Girl " <wherearetheangels70@...> wrote:

Wow

Thats great u got supportive doctor n will get help:-)

------------------------------On Tue, Dec 27, 2011 17:39 PST Elissa wrote:>My husband found 1 that goes to 220 Degrees F...

>**>>>I never did. Are there steam cleaners that get that hot?>>>>------------------------------>*From: * " Elissa " <elissarachel@...>

>**birdmitesor...

>*Sent: *Tuesday, December 27, 2011 5:23:06 PM>>>Subject: Re: For christine and karma>>>Wow! 158 degrees F is hot!!!!>>Has ...

>> On Dec 26, 2...

>

December 28, 2011

If you leave your car to sit in winter in freezing temperatures they will go away. Mine sat all winter and it's bug free.AandrayaOn Dec 24, 2011, at 9:12 PM, <terelynjon@...> wrote:

Dear C, I had the same experience with my phones -- the mites would go into my ears and also onto my scalp, so after a few weeks of that I threw them away -- landline phone and cell phone. I went to Wal-Mart and then later to Target and bought a new cheap, but workable phone. Yes, my cell phone had pics on it too. I'm ready now I think (7 months later) to replace the cell phone. I still only talk on it with the speaker -- only if I forget do I ever put it next to my ear.

You have to keep washing your clothes and anything that feels buggy/infected. I threw out so much that I bought b/c my car was infected and it would infect stuff. I don't know why we have to suffer so much when it seems everyone else has it so easy/breezy. But, I think some people are suffering in different ways -- some are sick with cancer, pain, and other things. I know how absolutely hard it is to look at cold concrete floors wondering how to get through another day/night. It is hard not being able to live in my condo with my cat Buffy any more. But I'm hanging in there and you will too. God bless you. We will make it thru this. Merry Christmas.

P.S. - To let you know, I'm still fighting the battle b/c today my mother put down some red bath rugs from which a mite jumped into my toenail -- so I washed in my usual mix of borax, ammonia, Lysol and Purex. Right now my scalp feels buggy -- I wash my hair every night (I shaved my head in June and July). And I didn't mention it to my mother...I have come to the conclusion that no one is going to understand this unless they have been thru it. Please be careful with your doctor. You don't need to feel worse about yourself. If you need some medication, just go in and say you are going thru a hard time, but I would not bring up the mites unless you have definite bites at the time you are there. Only 1 doctor actually believed me, 3 others did not b/c I did not have bites. My mother told me tonight that my car is fine and she and my brother say that absolutely no bug could possibly survive in this cold weather. I've quit arguing.

On Sat, Dec 24, 2011 at 5:15 AM, Sad Girl <wherearetheangels70@...> wrote:

Yes,thank you so much

People are so lovely here

And I apreciate it very much x

Did u get my earlier message that I am trying to be less obvious as to my identity?

Be called c instead of christine

Changed web adress so that didnt have real name

As anyone can access our conversations

And im going to have to pretend ti people that im ok

Re mites

Not close friends but others who knew why I left my flat

Feel exposed n like a leper otherwise

Usin a mobile web to connect

Undr contract for another year n a half

But my two phones infested

They one of few things brought when moved

No landline yet n used phone n mites went in my ear

Bit hand

Other phone has video n pics my beloved karma

Oh it infected to

But want keep n look at

But lost virtualy eveeyrhing

And a friend invited me stay at xmas

I cant cos o this

To help me over loss of karma

Stayed bed all day yestrday crying

Bites ear,fungers,toes

Lost everything n still got these

Very cold flat

Cant aford to heat

Feet cold in flip flops

Anythin else get infected

Yes I think if cant make it better

I wudnt want to be here anymore

If this kept on

Cant live my life

Need rid phones

But need to contact folk

Clean disinfectant

Think mites are tiny clear/white things

Problem is doc cant see so thinks im imaginin

Sugest psychiatrist for diagnosis

Which made me furious

Which made her label me further!!!!

Hoping samples gave pest control wil verify what ive got

If they dont I despair

A bird disease on a human

Us poor souls

I need a parasitologist

Or endomologist to verify whats on my feet etc

The most horid thing is that I bought new clothes bed bedding etc

N that bein afected now

Avoidon people

Wont go to their houses

An iv lost karma

I will hang in here

But I cannot keep feeling like this :-(

Bill would u be able to send me the arm n hammer after all?

Id be so grateful.

Ian that wrote to me,thanks,have u shared ur story with us?

U said it similar to mine.

Its a horror story at the moment

And I dearly want my wee cat back

Terribly alone without her love

Only glad shes not suffering

But before this she n I were happy in our old home

N full of love

Why do we all have to suffer like this?

Sometimes I think it be better just to close my eyes n be with karma

N I never thought like this before the mites:-(

------------------------------

On Fri, Dec 23, 2011 23:16 PST Goldstein@... wrote:

>Beautiful response and I so agree! Love,

>

> Re: For christine and karma

>

>Dear everyone

>Thank u for ur kind words x

>It was heartwrenching to let my karma go

>To see my girl lifeless

>Broke my heart

>We only apart 14 days in 18 years

>She was a gentle soul

>Full of love,fluffiness n goodness

>We adored each other

>I will adore her forever

>She was always snuggling me n givin eskimo kisses,chirrups n love

>I was blessed

>Now am alone

>Dont c friends much

>Tho do have some

>Oh I dont belong to anyone now

>Me n k like two peas in a pod

>She was sooo lovely to me

>Not a bad bone in her fluffy body

>Pure goodness

>

>I sometimes feel her presence

>Ears pop a bit

>Feelin around my heart

>N I talk to her

>Only been four days

>N I long to cuddle her close

>Wake n she not on pillow beside me

>Its so hard

>And im angry at landlord

>Holes in roof meant pesticide n insecticide

>Was too much for delicate karmas system

>I cudnt protect her

>Im sad the mites anoyed her

>N the medicines made her ill

>And then I had to move

>Leavin all furniture

>All clothes shoes

>95 percent o what I own

>Gone

>To a place I didnt want to be

>And without karma

>Without familiar belongings me n karma shared

>Without my home n sense o security

>Everythin fallin down

>Cry in the street

>The little belongings I did bring dont feel safe

>I just dont understand how can be destroyed like this

>A life torn apart by mites

>An I grieve for my home belongings n little dear karma

>Happened all at once

>I need a hug

>Several

>But cant get one

>I want karma girl to be here

>She was my home

>:-(

>

>------------------------------

>On Thu, Dec 22, 2011 01:20 GMT Elissa wrote:

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>>Thanks Bill! It got me through a tough time when my dog died.

>>

>>On Dec 21, 2011 1:03 AM, " Doe" < doe1769@... > wrote:

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>>**

>>

>>Hi

>>That is the best story , yo are so nice to send that ...

>>My dogs name was buddy . I walked with him every day for years. I miss him

>>every day. Everybody loved Buddy the boop.

>>

>>Thanks ,

>>

>>BIll

>>

>>------------------------------On Tue, Dec 20, 2011 8:47 PM EST Elissa

>> wrote:> http://www.petloss.com/rainbowbridge.htm

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