disapointment

[Guest guest]

You would think that I would be used to disappointment by

now - but it always makes me cry. Today is Kathy's big recital at

college. A one woman show. And will her mother be there? @#^$#@$^#@ no,

she is too friggin sick and can't travel- AS

USUAL. #$%@$%^# & $ foot is a pain in the

#$%#!@..... I am just tired of always NOT making it. I am so afraid this

foot/leg is getting worse and will totally ruin the next 2 months. As it

is - I am certain I will be cancelling the trip to Disney World (which my

parents so graciously offered to pay for) but there are graduations

galore and I want to be at them @#$^ $@$@ it.

On the wheelchair - I decided not to buy the one I hated and went back to

renting the one I like from another company - now why they can't sell it

to me or order one like it is still a mystery - unless it's too go along

consistent with my crappy luck!

is still in the youth shelter and will be till Tuesday or

Wednesday. He's having a blast - they go swimming, play basketball, watch

movies, go shopping, and generally have a 'spa' existence. That makes

great sense for a kid accused of assault, doesn't it? Our system is

totally screwed up. The man who shook Andy and ruined his chance at life

served only 7 months in jail. What a system. No doubt will be no

better and so he'll abuse again and eventually have to go away for 2

months like Kimber did last fall... which was terrible...

Sorry to moan and groan and @#$%@ curse, bad day. I try to put on a happy

face and say 'good day' over and over... but it DOES NOT WORK! =o| I

better go back to the hospital bed and elevate, ELEVATE.... which I

hate, HATE... sorry to be so unfun... thanks for letting me vent and not

have to censor me...

janalise