david

[Guest guest]

this is the infio that i got on him....

I know you are all angry and mad at me, and I do not blame you. I have

done things that I wish I had never.

No, I didn't have a son with leukaemia, but I have been caring for one

that did, who did recently pass away

from it. I am grieving, I'm hurting, but I know its nothing like your

pain of losing your own child. Your prayers

for Zeke did go to him, so did the cards. There was a child with

leukaemia, and stupid me, something I`ll

regret now for the rest of my life, thought of him as my own.

I am leaving the internet for good. Please remember, I supported you

all, I helped when I could and my

thoughts were with you. I cried at your stories, the things that

happened. I do feel for you, I have feelings and

I care for each and every one of you (even if you cant see it). You are

all important to me, and I feel deeply

sorry to have hurt each and ever one of you. My heart is breaking that

I have done this. Most importantly,

my heart hurts the most that I have hurt you all. Even if you do hate

me, I understand, but I still do care about

you all, and your losses. I`ll be thinking of you all when anniversaries

come.

My teaching career is very important to me. This doesn't make me a bad

teacher does it? for caring for

children? I would gladly show you my teaching reports that have been

assessed on me to prove that this

doesn't affect my teaching. I know you are upset, mad and angry with

me, but please, I`d do anything, and I

mean anything to be a teacher. Teaching is my life, and I have always

been commented on being a good

teacher. I`d be lost without my teaching career.

I will leave saying I do care for you in grieving your angels. my

support I offered you was real and sincere. I

am hurting right now too, but I do deserve that. I would do anything to

turn back time and never had come in

your lives at all.

I am leaving for good. You wont see or hear from me ever again. Once

again, I'm deeply sorry. I know you

wont forgive me, but know how deeply sorry I am.

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