jeanny forest

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im the mother of a 18 year old daughter, that have leukemia, and i just lost

my mother last month,, i took care of my mother for years and years, she had

cancer of the stomack , diabetique and then cangreen and then dialisiss, ect

ect,, it never ended for her,, and 4 days after her death, i found out that

my daughter have leukemia, im having a very hard time dealing with all this,

Natasha have a little boy,, he is only one year old, I cant take her behing

sick and suffering true this, doctor taking bone marrow,, ect,, dam, i feel

so hopeless,, im a mother hen, i protect my kids like no tomorow, i love

them so much, i give them every thing, but i cant change this and i feel so

bad , so hopeless,,

im sorry if i do lots of mistake writing in anglish,, but i do have a good

excuse,, im french and to top it all off, im blond,, lol,, see i can still

laugh a bit,

Doctor is trying to put me on depression pills and relaxe pills, but i do

not take any pills,, i dont believe that a pill will make me forget all this

and starte a new life,, i have to deal with this, im having a hard time ,

but i will make it , im sure, im crying for a reason,, i lost my mom, and

now my daughter have leukemia, im not crying for nothing, i have a reason,

it doesent meen im on a depression right?

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