Re: Question about side effects

[Guest guest]

Addie-

I think you are completely normal! This is a big disease and battle to

fight. It can be overwhelming on a good day much less on a day when you don't

feel good. I can say for myself personally when I am having a day with a lot

of symptoms or pain, I am much more emotional and upset. It seems that those

are the days when I get stuck on the " what ifs " and worrying about the future

and second guessing everything. When I get sick (vomiting), I am very

emotional and upset, that for one, I am doing it, but also that it

inconveniences

my friends or family or that my kids are sitting there seeing mommy sick and

crying which in turn makes them start crying and wanting to help make me

better. It really can break your heart. No kids should have to see that much

less live it like you.

I say take things day by day. There will be good ones and bad ones.

Remember when you are having those bad ones, that there are brighter days

ahead.

Keep your chin up. If the tears and stuff start to happen more often or

interferes with you or becomes uncontrollable, you might want to talk to your

doctor as it could be something more serious, such as a depression.

I wish you much brightness and peace-

hugs and hope-

35

CML 5/13/05

Spyrcel 100mg

Wife and mother of 3 (12,8,6)

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