Re: I AM HOME OH KACEY ONE MORE THING

[Guest guest]

Thanks for the PRE-BIRTHDAY WISHES hee hee. This is an exciting

birthday to me. I am stoked. I know most people are not like that at

turning 40 but for me it seems like a cool age. Esp when I don't

think I look 40 and most people cannot believe it when I tell them. I

mean I have a few lines but hell, lines are character and they show

that you have lived a little! i wrote an email to a friend from High

School who is 2 months younger than me and was being silly and

cracking jokes about turning 40 and she wrote back and was completely

upset and I felt so bad. She had this doomsday attitude about turning

40 and how old she is. I don't see it that way I guess. I mean I kind

of think of 40 as being the new 30 these days. Seriously I do.

I plan on posting a few shots of my sis and me in the photo section,

so you can all see how awesome she looks and not at all 50. In fact

she looks around my age.

When I get them up I will let you all know so you can see and tell me

if we look at all alike. I don' think so all cept the eyes maybe.

Anyhow better run now.

hugs

In , " kaceybu02 " <kaceyalong@h...> wrote:

> Hi ,

>

> Well, happy early birthday! I hope you and your hubby have

wonderful

> ones! As if regular plastic surgeons aren't convincing

> enough....your sister had to go and get someone who deals with the

> stars. Boy, the dumb luck. You're so great to be there for her.

It's

> so sad though, you two probably won't be close until she admits

that

> implants could make her sick. But when that day comes, you two will

> probably never be closer. There's hope in every situation. I can't

> wait for the day when all my sisters openly love each other.

>

> It's so great that you're willing to share your personal stories

> with the young people that are sexually active. People really don't

> understand that you can get STD's from even the only person you've

> ever been with. That's the tricky part...you'd think you'd be safe

> if the two of you dated for years. Maybe this will get to be the

> next issue some of us will be able to address. Like I said, I'll

> have to build myself up for this one. Oh, and I'm determined to

try

> and help my future children stay away from sex until they're ready.

> I think that one of the keys to this is to have a loving, father-

> daughter relationship. That would have definitely helped me. Young

> girls seek male attention. Period. Little girl babies seek male

> attention. Heck, it doesn't go away....we will ALWAYS seek male

> attention

>

> And thank you so much for your encouragement! I love all of my

> silicone sisters Everyone here, and that has gotten sick from

> implants IS my new family. It would be wonderful if we could all

> meet one day. And I bet you anything....we will.

>

> Kacey

>

>

>

>

> > > > Hey girls I am back home. Yep ya all can get ready for my

> lenghty

> > > > messages, which I am so sure you all missed so much ha ha ha.

> > > > Seriously I hope that you did all miss me a litte bit???? It

> is

> > > nice

> > > > to think you all did. Even if I do talk too much.

> > > > My trip was really a good trip other than the fact that

things

> > > with

> > > > my daugther are not any better. She is just at that age where

> all

> > > > that matters is her freinds. So for that reason allot of the

> > > things

> > > > we had tried to plan to do and to include her in fell apart.

> We

> > > did

> > > > get her to Montery to the beautiful but pricey aquarium. Has

> > > anyone

> > > > else ever been there? It is really cool but so many people it

> is

> > > kind

> > > > of hard to see the fishes and things. Probably would have

been

> > > better

> > > > to do on a Weekday.

> > > > We also did get her to go to Stinson Beach, which was

gorgeous

> > (it

> > > is

> > > > right across the golden gate bridge) but worlds away from the

> > > hubub

> > > > of San Francisco. I also took my niece along (she is only 14

> and

> > > > already having sex and it is really hard for me cause I

wanted

> to

> > > > shake her and tell her to stop) man what a world we live in

ya

> > > know.

> > > > And the other big family thing we did was the little ferry

> boat

> > > trip

> > > > and tour of Alcatraz prison. That was really cool. I lived in

> the

> > > Bay

> > > > area my whole entire life and that was the first time I ever

> got

> > > out

> > > > there. I was bummed my sister did not end up coming, esp

since

> we

> > > had

> > > > bought and resevered her a spot. She said she was too anxious

> to

> > > be

> > > > around crowds. TO me she said she is not sick and that it is

> just

> > > > depression and anxiety (which she has had for years) but my

> hubby

> > > > overheard her telling my mom that she could not remember the

> last

> > > > time she did not feel like she had the flu. I can only assume

> she

> > > > won't talk to me about it cause she assumes I will tell her

it

> is

> > > her

> > > > implants. At any rate she puts on a great act, but hey how

> many

> > of

> > > us

> > > > here all did that??? Plaster that smile on and when people

ask

> > you

> > > > how you feel you want to scream " LIKE CRAP " or worse, instead

> you

> > > > say " I feel fine "

> > > > I did make my peace with the whole thing, yes it was hard to

> see

> > > her

> > > > with implants but I feel I am pretty much over my boob envy,

> and

> > I

> > > > sure don't envy being her with those silicone gel implants in

> my

> > > body

> > > > doing who knows what to her health.

> > > > Anyhow it feels good to be home, it was a fun trip but also

> > > stressful

> > > > with my daughter constantly on the phone to her friends and

> > seeing

> > > my

> > > > sister all nervous and my mom seeming kind of weirded out on

> the

> > > > whole thing too.It was very strange, so yeah, good to be back

> in

> > > > Idaho for me. I love my family but I don't miss living in

that

> > > > overcrowded part of this Country at all. I never EVER thought

> I

> > > could

> > > > leave California, and now i realize how much i truly love

> Idaho.

> > > > I need to get a few hours of free time to read all the posts

> and

> > > see

> > > > if there is anyone that I can help, ya know me, always

wanting

> to

> > > > help.

> > > > I have been praying girls, allot, and praying that you all

> have

> > > seen

> > > > my change and that god is helping to giude me to be a better

> > > person,

> > > > a better friend and a better source of support on this site.

> > > > God is working through each and everyone one of us here, I

> firmly

> > > > believe that. I also believe that my opinions are not always

> > > right,

> > > > or the only way, and that even when I believe strongly in

> > > something

> > > > that does not mean I have to shove MY BELIEFS OR OPINIONS

down

> > > anyone

> > > > else's throat.I really love to help people, and try to share

> the

> > > > knowledge that I do have, I just want to do it in a gentler

> way.

> > > > So with that being said, and me feeling about as happy,

> content,

> > > > healthy and wonderful as I could ever ask to feel I am going

> to

> > > wrap

> > > > up my little message and just say that I really love you all,

> > your

> > > a

> > > > wonderful group of strong,beautiful women and I feel

> priveledged

> > > and

> > > > honored to be a part of your lives.

> > > > hugs to all

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >