Re: Re: [) kathy

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Kathy

Thanks for the long inspirational post. I know I have been whining a lot here lately and I feel bad about that. I supposed to be here to help others but sometimes you just need to get it out. My depression has gone back and forth lately. I will feel good for a while then I will start thinking about stuff and I get upset again. Yep - the stress has been bad from the storms lately as we haven't had them this close together in my lifetime in our area. My hubby and I worked hard and sacrificed plenty, for years, to be able to buy this house back in January and all could think about is losing it. So many others have lost so much more around here and it is so very sad. We have donated a ton of stuff and food, etc., to a neighborhood not even a mile away that was totally devastated by floods from the river. My neighbors and I got together and made a ton of food a few weeks back and our hubby's delivered it so these poor people could have a hot meal as they didn't have electricity for over a week. We were very lucky here for sure but it is still scary every time another one hits.

I am pretty sure I will never have a lawsuit against my doc although I have a legitimate one. There was a ton of stuff that happened with him... he reused my implants, refused to give me pictures out of my file, got a report of contamination from my implant rupture replacement back in 99 and never told me about it. The list goes on and on. Stressful indeed trying to avoid the anger I feel but you are right - it is not healthy and won't help me get better. It kind of comes in waves - when I feel my worst I start thinking about what if's, etc., which makes things worse.

Thanks again for your support! I am hanging in there and am working on getting out from under this cloud!

love

shari

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Kathy

thanks girl - you are so sweet!

love

shari