Re: [) kathy

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Shari

You certainly have alot to be angry about with your ps. What a creep!

And you can complain all you want here. That is an important part of

this group. In many ways, it is like a grief support group. We have

all experienced a large grief with respect to loss of health, being

betrayed by the medical community, etc. And it is so important to be

able to share that with people who understand, share your experiences,

and have compassion and insight from having travelled the same road.

So please dont feel like you are whining. And you are right.

Depression about our situations does come in waves. I know you are a

strong person and will get back in the saddle again! Most--if not all

of us--on this site are extremely persistent and will do whatever it

takes for as long as it takes to recover our health. I really think

we are all one great group of women!! We really know how to hang

tough, and to be there for everyone else. I will remember you in my

prayers that you will recover significantly soon, and that hopefully a

baby will be in your future as well as julie's.

love, kathy

-- In , halvey70@a... wrote:

> Kathy

>

> Thanks for the long inspirational post. I know I have been whining

a lot

> here lately and I feel bad about that. I supposed to be here to

help others but

> sometimes you just need to get it out. My depression has gone back

and forth

> lately. I will feel good for a while then I will start thinking

about stuff

> and I get upset again. Yep - the stress has been bad from the

storms lately as

> we haven't had them this close together in my lifetime in our area.

My hubby

> and I worked hard and sacrificed plenty, for years, to be able to

buy this

> house back in January and all could think about is losing it. So

many others

> have lost so much more around here and it is so very sad. We have

donated a ton

> of stuff and food, etc., to a neighborhood not even a mile away that

was

> totally devastated by floods from the river. My neighbors and I got

together and

> made a ton of food a few weeks back and our hubby's delivered it so

these poor

> people could have a hot meal as they didn't have electricity for

over a week.

> We were very lucky here for sure but it is still scary every time

another

> one hits.

>

> I am pretty sure I will never have a lawsuit against my doc although

I have a

> legitimate one. There was a ton of stuff that happened with him...

he

> reused my implants, refused to give me pictures out of my file, got

a report of

> contamination from my implant rupture replacement back in 99 and

never told me

> about it. The list goes on and on. Stressful indeed trying to

avoid the anger

> I feel but you are right - it is not healthy and won't help me get

better. It

> kind of comes in waves - when I feel my worst I start thinking about

what

> if's, etc., which makes things worse.

>

> Thanks again for your support! I am hanging in there and am

working on

> getting out from under this cloud!

>

> love

> shari