TRIGGER WARNING: he LIED to me, my family, and made me out a liar two years ago. But not, to me, he is really dead. He does not exist. He never did.

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I had another brother besides the one I went to see in TX. When I was there, I got an offline IM from who I thought was his wife. I mean, I never knew this guy to lie to me, right. I know, they say u never know with ppl u meet online, but there arte a few that I know I can trust wholeheartedly. I thought this man deserved that type of trust. I found out wrong. Basically, I thought he was dead, had my family with me when I found out, they were very supportive (keep in mind that this isnt biological family, but close enough). I knew in the pit of my stomach that EC was dead. There was a bit of doubt, only becuz last time I was told he killed himself, and three days later he called me. Was under impression that it was his gf

at the time that decided to lie, or whatever, cuz she didnt really know if he was dead, she just knew that he had gotten hit. Supposedly. That was abt two years ago. This incident happened on Friday, the 21st of March. a week after the 24th, I got an IM on my brother's pc thru my yahell msgr that EC had gotten hit by a car and was dead. Was told that I would be sent the obit via email (never got it, which made me wonder), and that EC had requested that I get a few other things. Wondered on that, too, cuz so far as I knew he didnt have my current addy. But I still thought he was dead. Somehow I knew that he was. Well, I got a phone call the following Monday after I came back, the 30th.

Very early. I cant remember what time . . . but luckily when the call came in, I was on the phone with my brother. They dont have unlimited long-distance where he is living right now, so when he calls it's always BLOCKED CALL. Same for whenever my other brother would call. Somehow I knew who would be on the other end of the line when I answered. I was right. I wound up hanging up on him. His "wife" IMed me, saying she got a weird phone call, and it was her "supposedly" dead husband, my dead brother. Making a long story short, my other brother and I figured out that it was all sadistic, manipulattive games to hurt me. Only this time, he didnt just hurt me, he hurt my family and p!$$ed everyone off royally. I sent him a very nasty IM, telling him that, among other things, I

can finally greive for him dying, becuz he is literally, totally, wholly dead to me now, after what he did. I am still greiving the loss. "My Immortal" by Evanescence and "Broken" by Seether with Amy Lee will always remind me of him. He will always be a part of my heart, but he is finally dead and I will never forgive him for what he put us thru. thanx for listening ~east coast 1966 p.s. EC claimed to be schizophrenic. This wasnt part of schizophrenia, by any means. __________________________________________________

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WOW;; THIS IS QUITE THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE TAKE CARE HUGS DORT"East Coast 1966's alt. email" <emo_comp_angel@...> wrote: I had another brother besides the one I went to see in TX. When I was there, I got an offline IM from who I thought was his wife. I mean, I never knew this guy to lie to me, right. I know, they say u never know with ppl u meet online, but there arte a few that

I know I can trust wholeheartedly. I thought this man deserved that type of trust. I found out wrong. Basically, I thought he was dead, had my family with me when I found out, they were very supportive (keep in mind that this isnt biological family, but close enough). I knew in the pit of my stomach that EC was dead. There was a bit of doubt, only becuz last time I was told he killed himself, and three days later he called me. Was under impression that it was his gf at the time that decided to lie, or whatever, cuz she didnt really know if he was dead, she just knew that he had gotten hit. Supposedly. That was abt two years ago. This incident happened on Friday, the 21st of

March. a week after the 24th, I got an IM on my brother's pc thru my yahell msgr that EC had gotten hit by a car and was dead. Was told that I would be sent the obit via email (never got it, which made me wonder), and that EC had requested that I get a few other things. Wondered on that, too, cuz so far as I knew he didnt have my current addy. But I still thought he was dead. Somehow I knew that he was. Well, I got a phone call the following Monday after I came back, the 30th. Very early. I cant remember what time . . . but luckily when the call came in, I was on the phone with my brother. They dont have unlimited long-distance where he is living right now, so when he calls it's always BLOCKED CALL. Same for whenever my other brother would call. Somehow I knew who would be on the other end of the line when I answered. I was right. I

wound up hanging up on him. His "wife" IMed me, saying she got a weird phone call, and it was her "supposedly" dead husband, my dead brother. Making a long story short, my other brother and I figured out that it was all sadistic, manipulattive games to hurt me. Only this time, he didnt just hurt me, he hurt my family and p!$$ed everyone off royally. I sent him a very nasty IM, telling him that, among other things, I can finally greive for him dying, becuz he is literally, totally, wholly dead to me now, after what he did. I am still greiving the loss. "My Immortal" by Evanescence and "Broken" by Seether with Amy Lee will always remind me of him. He will always be a part of my heart, but he is finally dead and I will never forgive him for what he put us thru. thanx for listening ~east coast 1966 p.s. EC claimed to be schizophrenic. This wasnt part of schizophrenia, by any means. __________________________________________________