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[Guest guest]

Venting a little. I am so sore tonight but the pharmacy cannot

deliver my meds till tomorrow night and I am really trying not to use

the mj. I have around but boy is it getting hard not to. My arms feel

like electrical shock going down them, I take the relaxant for them

then other problems arise, I feel like I want to slash the pain is so

bad because that will make the pain a different one, one that I can

see. Boy am I getting nasty also every little thing is bugging me

even the way people are 'flopping' onto the chair. I really want to

get our bedroom down the basement but need to get a rug before I can

do it, I think I am going to go look at St. tomorrow to see

if I can find anything. Is it wrong to want to hurry and have

everything done majically but I know it cannot we have to do it but I

don't want to do it. I am a great procrastinator but need to get down

to it now so decided tomorrow my husband and I are going to work for

a couple of hours down in the basement, I have to do my brothers

laundry so might as well clean the spot for our bedroom while down

there, and the basement is warm and lots of room and the room we are

in is wall to wall we don't even have 2 feet from bed to wall. Anyway

I am sorry to grumble I know I will get my meds delivered tomorrow. I

also have to get another MRI of the head and neck this time, I never

have had a spinal tap and was wondering why? Doesn't the neurologist

need it to truly diagnoses MS.? I have had a muscle biopsy on the

thigh, and the e' test [forget what it is but it tested the rate the

muscles react in]. Anyway I should go I don't feel like eating but

haven't had anything yet today due to my back is sore and with taking

the relaxant and Tylenol I have the other side=effects. Later k