Help me deal with the emotional pain

[Guest guest]

This is the first time that I enter this group my husband is and

I am the mother of Christian. He is three years and a half and he was

detected with this for one year and a half. For all this time I have

dedicated all of my energy in trying to find a solution and believing

that this was going to go away. Then I try to believe that if I

accepted this the pain will go away. Every time he has an episode I

get depressed and hopeless that there is nothing I can do to make it

go away. We still have 3 years to go. Do you learn to deal with the

pain? What do you do not to feel hopeless and tired?I say to myself

this time it will not affect me but I see myself crying alone in the

bathroom. I have not asked for emotional help because nobody

understands me my mom, sister, freinds. Freinds say that their kids

also get sick, that all kids get sick. Doctors in Guatemala don't

believe you. Family and freinds think you want attention. I had

decided not to say anything at all until now. Because keeping quiet

hasn't help because I still feel empty inside and hopless that I can't

take that pain away. Have made him do therapies that havn't helped at

all. Thank you for listening to me.

ina mother of Christian 3 and Katia 1.