Guest guest Posted September 30, 2008 Report Share Posted September 30, 2008 Hi, I am needing to vent. For year I could look in a mirror and see me as being skinny. And when the doctors would tell me I was obese I would tell them they were full of bull manure. Never once did any doctor tell me that the way I saw my self was a eating disorder. And then I found out from a diabetic educator that it was an eating disorder I started fighting it with everything I could. Now that I know that I am not skinny I do not want to loose weight. My husband says it is because of the way I look in clothes. He may be right when I lost 75 pounds I did not like the way I looked and now I think I may be bombing my self. I have gained 37 pounds in 30 days. And I don't know if it is from my surgery or my insulin or sleep eating which I have done in the past when under a lot of stress. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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