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Hi I am really sore today. I decided I really want to go to a retreat

and won't have the full money till the end of Nov and the retreat is

in Nov. So a friend is going to loan me the money so I can go to the

retreat and don't have to do a money mart loan. And I will pay her

back., I would have the money but I paid all the bills off and paid

off all those I owe and the boarder we have hasn't been able to pay

his rent for a few months so when he gets caught up it will be easier

on us. He had a job interview today with a trucking company right now

he is working for Labour Ready and they are only giving him 4hrs

which isn't enough for him, and we have supplied him a microwave and

small fridge to help him out. It should be interesting I haven't been

away since I became ill and started on the meds but since I have been

pretty regulated on my meds I feel it is safe to go. I will take my

Cpac machine and my meds and my emerg meds incase needed. I just hope

my back can take the bus ride so I will take an extra baclofen before

I go and will take extra while I am gone so I will be able to sit in

the seats. And if possible I am going to try to get an end seat so I

can stand up when needed. If anyone has any suggestions I would

appreciate it. It is a Christian retreat for 3 days I am going to in

Niagara falls which is about a 2.5hr's away from here. I am going to

Celebrate Recovery tonight and going this week is going to be hard as

my 'brother' is going in to have his right knee scraped he was born

with a bad cleft palate were he is missing part of his brain even he

has an IQ like a 7yr he has no reasoning skills. So I told him today

to get a few frozen dinners to help him out for after he has it done

cause then he won't have to stand long making anything. I am tired

already and know this week is with my volunteering I will have to

cancel a few days cause I will have to go with him to the dr's the

day after and that means taking a cab up to the hospital the day of

the surgery and the next day. Anyway I am so sorry to grumble I

called my landlord cause my drawers were my silverware and towels in

the kitchen are suppose to be fell out and now my back fence is

breaking so I need it fixed before my dogs get out as our one dog is

still a pup but she is king rottie/ king lab mix so she is 19 month

old 75lb beautiful but very stupid. Anyway my back IS KILLING ME

LATER kim