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HIGHS:

1. Where we volunteer we got a really nice surprise and got a bunch

of stuff including meat that means won't have to worry for Jan about

going to the food bank or the free meals and that is great cause we

have too much snow for me to get my w/c out.

2. I was able to help my niece out with some stuff and they are

struggling cause they don't get their pay cheque till after Christmas

and have 2 children.

3. Got a call from a friend that had knee surgery she is doing really

good.

4. Got a turkey roll, potatoes, carrots, to cook tonight to take to

my brothers for tomorrow he is supplying yams and buns; then we will

go to another friends for dessert for pumpkin pie.

LOWS:

1. I hate Christmas! and a having a hard time shaking this depressed

feeling today even though some really good things happened yesterday,

we won't have to worry about food for the month of Jan, only have to

get the animals and paper and cleaning stuff which is great. We got a

lot of meat.

2. My body feels like it is not connected! sounds dumb but I can see

my foot on my leg but cannot feel it there, my other systems don't

work unless I take a bunch of laxatives and it only works after 2

weeks of them. I do see the dr on Jan 8'th also when I eat I feel

like I am going to be ill my stomach hurts all the time even when I

eat bland food, I can go days without eating and not even feel

hungry, I have given up coffee and all spicy foods and try to eat

every day but there has been days I have forgotten to eat due to the

depression or my neglect.

PRAYERS:

1. My brother found out he has to move in the new year, the place he

is living is changing his place to student residence and building on

top of it and he is a 57yr special needs man, so anything flusters

him easily. He has gone back to church so I am praying the church

will help him move but he gets so upset if people bug him too much so

this may not help if people start asking him a bunch of questions.

2. That winter isn't too long and the roads get to be nicer cause it

is harder to get around cause the sidewalks aren't clear enough to

run the w/c on if get to the corners cannot get across due to the

snow plows pushed all the snow there.

3. For another friend that had surgery that lives alone.

4. For a friend that is going through some health problems.

5. For a friend that is expecting and in a very difficult

relationship and she has a disability and a toddler who is going

through challenging 2yr stage.

6. For our boarder he has been denied for welfare so waiting for the

appeal to come through.

7. For a friend that went to the casino and lost her cheque for next

month, I may have convinced her to go with me to Celebrate Recovery

in Jan. Hope she follows through!

8. To stop crying since I am NOT A CRYER I feel like a failure and I

am sitting here eating chocolate thin mints.