Thank you all for being there.

[Guest guest]

To all that replied thank you so much for your e- mails.

For the longest time I have been tring to cope with this in silence,

a maybe some where in my mind I thought, if I didn't talk about it,it

wouldn't be real. As we all know it is all to real.I think I also

didn't wont my frinds and family to think that it was something BIG

and that I could go on like normal. RA is big and at some point we

have to change parts of our lives. Like shoes,I use to be a shoe

hound, I had about 40 pairs of everyday shoes and about the same in

work or dress shoes. I now have 4 pairs that I feel safe in. The good

side of this is I save money and floor space.

I have always been the person that finds the funny parts of sadness

and untill this month I couldn't find any thing funny about this at

all. One night I was at a frinds house and realized that he would

open my beer bottles before giving it to me and for some reason I

found it funny, that maybe one of those need to be there things,but I

think you all understand.

If any of you are in the San or Comal TX area please let

me know, also if you are in the Memphis TN , that is where I grew up

HA!HA!

Thanks for being out there,

Pam

P.S my hands are in bad shape today, sorry for the spelling.