Re: Re: Hey ..Del

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Beer, baloney & doritoes, loved em all...lol..Back then we were young, strong and not a real care in the world, with the attitude..not to worry, do it later..then BOOM, it all catches up and suddenly life is very , very short....

Dont know how to spell the word here but i do feel that way sometimes too....You have a great outlook..keep smilin Del...

Re: Re: Tx Twins...kim & lisaKim, , and everyone else!Good Morning!!Kim, your post about marijuana is right on and I agree with you 100% I kind of get the imppression I hinted that I do pot. I don't. I really was just kidding when I said Just Kidding about eating brownies... but I really do like REGULAR Brownies!! TOO MUCH.!! haha I hope if someone else uses it, it makes them happy.For me, like you Kim, it could possibly cause some sort of negative "desire." Itis like, for me, I know I can't a glass of wine with dinner. There is no such thing as a glass of wine to me. Being a wine connesuer of any type of boxed wine, I can asure you of this! HAHAHAHAH..... I think it's a great idea for you guys (KIM/LISA) to hook up and laugh and cry and whatever is in between. I mean, you can "really" be there for each other. I hope you both fair well but sides are unpredictable, so I'm t I felt like I had the FLU (INFLUENZA), from the latin (or Greek) for "to be influenced by". Originally folks thought the flu/influenza was influenced by the position of the constellations/stars.Sorry....the track had a "Y" in it...almost got lost!!!!but then, I got slapped with the Staph after five weeks , tried again after three months and got knocked down again with Staph.That's why I can't do what is the "main" Medical Community cure for TX. I am really happy you two can have each other to talk to, As I feel like I know both of you, I think things are lining up in a real positive way!God Bless you , and Kim I still owe you a Beltway Beverage!!!! We'll ask for double syrup in a coke and go into a sugar coma for awhile!! (Kidding!!!!)....Switchin gears......Oh... I am seriously rethinking my position on wholistic eating, and TP's..... This is pretty major to me and I still have more "thinking" to do about it. But for now... I am doing nothing except eating poorly (bad choices on my part) sitting on the couch,50/70 overwieght, severe diareah, (HEY!! Title for a SONG!!!) and waiting to die, or get sicker, then get a TP. This is no longer as appealing to me as I once thought.I understand that 2 out 10 people die on the table, 7 out of the 8 left ( I am sorry to sound so....CLINICAL and uncaring, I'm really not that way, heartless I mean)... live with anti rejection drugs and sometimes that quality of life is not such an enjoyable one. For me, unless something drastic changes, Anti Rejection Drugs will be the cause of my death. I understand they lower your your immune system even more, and I will surely get Staph.I feel as if I need to pick myself up, pick a trail, take control of MY life and not leave it to the hands of others, who may mean well, but they are doing only what they know for now and head on out and wave back to everyone and say "I'll let you know if this was the right trail for me"!! Right now I feel like if I should die from making the decision I could accept that much better than just laying down and let others cut and do as they want with me, and die or be miserable anyway.....I'm actually kind of shaking right now hoping y'all that have had transplants don't think I being mean spirited or anything. Maybe my approach to this is wrong, but is there a real 'comfortable' way to approach eminent death?Please... I pray... forgive me if I've hurt anyone's feelings.I'm walking into this area blindly with arms streched out trying not to bump into something, but I sure do FEEL like I'm bumping into something, alright..I think the horrible time I had in the psych ward has caused me to rethink what is going on...and maybe that's the message I was supposed to get.Thank you for being here.Del Pat McBride <pmcbride1satx (DOT) rr.com> wrote:De and i have been tx twins from the beginning, now and kim will have each other to compare thier side effects and feel better knowing someone is going through the same crap at the same time & your not friggin crazy...Your right de, after about a year after tx when I was job hunting, I looked in the mirror and thought.."I wouldnt hire her", she looks like crap.....lol..So I just take it very slow now, as de says, because it still takes a toll on us, our energy level is very low and doesnt last very long. so I save my batteries for work, mon through friday and I must still rest or I crash and burn..and look like death eatin a cracker & feel like deb says "Been run over by a truck"..lol..Girls, continue to drink alot of water and take all your vitamins, folic acid, b12..etc..I still take them. I was....

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