Guest guest Posted January 24, 2008 Report Share Posted January 24, 2008 It is with great sadness that I report yet another incident of our son becoming physical with me. I am fine, I am not physically hurt, " only " emotionally defeated. It feels like nothing will ever change.... His perception continues to be skewed. He can take anything I do or say very personally and it seems the ocd or some thinking pattern has caused him to lock into being physical with me as a solution. I know I handled things well, my husband tells me so(!) zero tolerance, he has left our house. Back to his grandparents, where there are not the same issues, namely me,(don't I feel like garbage) and will not return until he can resolve this issue in his head. Who knows, if or when that will ever happen.... I hate this disorder that has so destroyed and stolen our son from us. I feel so let down by our health system that does not have adequate services to really help us. Just had a meeting yesterday with the doctors to hear how wonderful everything is.......... To be fair, from their perspecitve I'm sure things have improved, and from where we started with them they have. But it seems it will be a long road to recovery of our son, if that ever occurs. I will not let this illness defeat us. We will get past this somehow. I know it just takes as long as it takes. But for now as much as I am hurting, I know our son is having to carry this alone, and for now, the only one really allowed on his side is the ocd. I'd sooner sleep with the devil! Thanks for listening/reading. Barb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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