Beth Shay

[Guest guest]

This was sent to me by Beth November 4, 2010 @ 3:30 PM, Central time. Just so

we don't have any disparities about what I said and what she said, I am posting

her message verbatim. There is always a possibility that this could change from

day to day. We all wish her well, without a doubt and hundreds of prayers will

be going her way.

Hugs back to you Beth, it's been a short while, but you have managed to make

many friends who believe you will pull through this bump in the road as we

sometimes call it.

We are here 24/7, our doors never close, there is always someone around the

world reading these posts and uttering prayers in countless languages and ways,

on their knees or with hands folded. I know you will keep your wits about you

and your sense of humor. xoxoxox

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Let me set the books right first ... I have gone from CML very rapidly to ALL.

They are very mystified and I have opted tonight to start on the heavy drugs,

plus Dasatinib to see if we can achieve a remission. Yesterday I had 3 Doctors

taking 1 hour to do 5BMB and they still didn't get a sample and yet despite this

my long term commitment to wisdom, serenity and all that has certainly paid off

- I am as bouyant as ever and actually finding the whole thing quite fascinating

to 'watch'. May have a sense of humour failure next week LOL

I had wanted to just be able to go home and die quietly, but know such thing

with leukemia ... I would have needed constant palliative care and would run the

risk of dying from infection... so I opted to stay in the hands of these good

people!

I have the internet, masses of support and love, really good food, so am in a

fine establishment!

Thank you so much for personally reaching out and I will try to keep you

updated.

Love and gentle hugs

Love, Beth

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FYI,

Lottie Duthu