Re: i am an empath â?¢ healer and i am needing healing

[Guest guest]

On my space I had wondered how you kept up with the nonstop blogs and

posts. It was amazing, however overwhelming. I think that you can

still make a great impact doing half as much and maybe less draining.

Sounds like you may have some negative attachments. I found the

following at http://www.tcwellness.com:

When I first learned of decording from a colleague, I had no idea the

role it would play in my life, nor did I realize how much the process

would become my own through innovation and experimentation. Before

this time, I didn't know about the energetic attachments we have to

one another. I didn't know that those energetic attachments were

formed by our thoughts and projected by our emotions. My anger and

hate, and later feelings of betrayal and grief, had been keeping me

energetically connected to my former friend in an extremely negative

way.

Decording is a process in which unhealthy energetic attachments are

replaced by true health. This is what I learned to do, and what I did

to heal myself and my relationship to my former friend. Decording can

be done in a number of ways:

Visualization

Surround yourself in light. Take several deep breaths. Feel yourself

safe, protected, and whole. Imagine the higher self of the individual

from whom you are decording standing in front of you. The

individual's higher self is also surrounded in light. See, sense,

feel, or know where the energetic attachments are coming from their

body into yours. I imagine these attachments (cords) to look like an

electrical cord that an appliance might have.

Imagine angels or your guides pulling those cords out of your body

and sending them either back to the individual or on to Source. Fill

the space where the cords were with light. When you feel all the

cords are released, check your body for cords coming from your body

to the individual. Call those cords back in to yourself.

Imagine any remaining unhealthy material that you own with regard to

this person being released into a place in which it can be healed.

Invite the higher self of the other person to do the same. Carolyn

Myss names this " calling back your spirit. " When we have unhealthy

attachments to one another, we leak energy from ourselves and become

fatigued. Calling your spirit back calls your energy fully back into

yourself so that you may begin to feel calm and restored.

Write a letter

Writing a letter to the individual purges the soul. This is similar

to the first process of release I wrote about my former friend. Tell

the individual all the things you would honestly like to say. Seal it

in an envelope, then burn it. Imagine the flames are transforming the

attachment into light.

Ceremony

Combine the above two suggestions to create a simple ceremony to

honor your process. Set up a sacred space with a beautiful cloth.

Place a candle and a burning bowl in the center. Set your intention

for ceremony by calling in your guidance to assist you in this

process. Write your letter. Go through the steps of the

visualization. Burn the letter. Thank the person for coming to teach

you. Thank the energies that assisted you throughout your process.

After each step, sit back and check in with your body. How do you

feel? Do you feel lighter? Has your energy returned? Do you feel as

if you released the individual? Is there more to do? If so, go

through the process again when you are ready.

A healing trial

We hadn't seen each other in five years. One Sunday morning I walked

into church and there she was. I had never seen her there before. It

was time to put the decording to the test, and I was ready. I was no

longer angry. I no longer wanted harm to come to her. When we saw one

another we embraced and cried in each other's arms. Shortly after

that Sunday she moved out of state. I never saw her again.

Through the process of decording I came to understand what she came

to teach me. She showed me my own capacity for hate and forgiveness.

She illuminated both strong and weak areas in my life, and offered me

an opportunity to heal in both. She had to love me a great deal to

bring me this lesson. In The Little Soul And The Sun by Neale

Walsch, God tells us, " I have

sent you nothing but angels. " My friend was my angel—twice.

by Della McGee

> > > > > >

> > > > > > have given too much of my time, money, and energy. was

newly

> > > > > awakened

> > > > > > to my gifts back in October after seeing the Secret and

healing my

> > > > > > SELF of 2 " incurable " illnesses, felt like i could make a

BIG

> > > > > > difference in the world. now i am stuck feeling powerless

and

> > > > > unheard

> > > > > > and my body is suffering, not a lot, but i have almost

perfect

> > > > > health

> > > > > > and diet, this is unusual as is this persistent feeling of

> > > > > > dissatisfaction. i have 1725 " friends " on myspace, that

takes a

> > > > > lot of

> > > > > > my time and engery and i seem to have a lot of strange,

unusal and

> > > > > > frustrating things happen to me. at first it was funny and

> > > > > flattering,

> > > > > > lately i am just sick of it. i am studying Rieki, a phone

psychic,

> > > > > was

> > > > > > really enlightened, mediating for 33 years lots of great

friends

> > > > > on

> > > > > > myspace but local support is not as good as i would like.

it is

> > > > > hard

> > > > > > for me to leave my home, which is peaceful to go into the

world.

> > > > > >

> > > > > > i am a really great artist http://www.SEElove.org and am

stuck on

> > > > > how

> > > > > > to get that into the world, myspace is great but has

taken over my

> > > > > > life, http://www.myspace.com/seeloveverywhere as i know i

am doing

> > > > > a

> > > > > > lot of good but not enough. yet doing the simplest

things....well

> > > > > it

> > > > > > is a long story, but surrender, prayer, meditation, wise

buddhist

> > > > > > friends everything is not working i am stuck! And i do

not want to

> > > > > > spend anymore money or travel far or spend more time on

the

> > > > > computer,

> > > > > > i have gone through $70,000 in 7 months, refinanced my

home and

> > > > > know

> > > > > > the universe is abundant, and it will all turn out okay,

but i am

> > > > > sick

> > > > > > of what ever is going on, lately it has been abundantly

poopy. i

> > > > > am

> > > > > > actually afraid to travel much, recently the guy that

rear ended

> > > > > me

> > > > > > and asked to be comforted and hugged wanted me to do him

a favor

> > > > > while

> > > > > > he verbally abused me. i understand these things can

happen to a

> > > > > > healer as i have found a lot of angry people love to be

around me,

> > > > > but

> > > > > > i am sick of it! nan

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > --

> > > > Reverend nan SEA LOVE

> > > > http: www.YOURkindnessMatters.org

> > > > http:www.myspace.com/SeeLOVEverywhere

> > > > http: www.SEElove.org

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > --

> > > Reverend nan SEA LOVE

> > > http:www.YOURkindnessMatters.org

> > > http: www.myspace.com/SeeLOVEverywhere

> > > http:www.SEElove.org

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >

> > --

> > Reverend nan SEA LOVE

> > http:www.YOURkindnessMatters.org

> > http:www.myspace.com/SeeLOVEverywhere

> > http:www.SEElove.org

> >

>

>

>

> --

> Reverend nan SEA LOVE

> http:www.YOURkindnessMatters.org

> http:www.myspace.com/SeeLOVEverywhere

> http:www.SEElove.org

>

[Guest guest]

Hey Nan, I will send an e-mail to asking how to remove them.

I am sorry Honey, but as we are just friends here,I was putting everyone

on unmoderated status...

I apologize for it.

hugs, Liane.

com, " Nan Sea Love " <seeloveverywhere@...> wrote:

>

> i do not like that i named names in that email and would like to know

how to

> remove it? it was a very low point when i shared that and had no idea

it

> would be broadcast. the healer i mentioned did help me, she just did

not

> live up to my virgo work ethic or work as hard as i can and have and i

was

> disappointed that she did not give more. obviously she gave what she

could

> and it was of value, i am not sorry she was here just sorry i paid her

so

> much. and the person who i though took my name out apparently got the

videos

> from somewhere else, it is funny i guess people do not really look at

what

> is right in front of them, he was saying he never recieved those

videos from

> me right in the bulletin he responded to when he asked me to call him,

and

> the woman who was soooooooo rude, (usually i can take that and it does

not

> bother me) apologized and agreed to leave me alone if she was not

going to

> help. i know things will get better, i just never dreamed it would be

so

> hard, thank you for your kind words and encouragement. today i will

post

> only the huge animal bulletin and give myself a chance to heal.

>

> On 5/13/07, Nan Sea Love seeloveverywhere@... wrote:

> >

> > oh my god i had no idea what was saying was public. i thought i was

just

> > speaking to RaK and i had just hit bottom. i won't give up i just

need a

> > vacation. i never dreamed people could be so greedy and dishonest

and self

> > centered. i saw the world as a beautiful place i still do. that is

why i

> > have worked so hard. not for people which i used to love

unconditionally and

> > have my heart totally open to. but for the Earth and animals and

children

> > and old people, and some people. i shall just give a lot less and

repentish,

> > i cannot even hold the light within me anymore, it drains out so

fast i

> > cannot remember what it is to be powerful or peaceful or anything

but upset

> > at how stuck i feel when so darn many problems impeed my every

effort. even

> > the thousands i spent on this computer and video equipement the

camera and

> > software and computer are all incompatible it seems. but i do not

want to

> > show my self to the world anyway, just my art. i am not beautiful or

full

> > enough of light for this world. i can not at this time do the good i

hope to

> > do, i cannot compete with those who are professional have more money

and put

> > them self first. i cannot find good local help, everyone who is

doing great

> > stuff is busy, even Bob who i let live here for free, i hardly see

him, i do

> > not judge my busy friends, i still support their efforts. i shall

return.

> >

> > On 5/13/07, EVELYN BELL beleve2005@... wrote:

> > >

> > > I'm so sorry to learn of this. I thought it was phenominal, what

all

> > > you put out there -- I'd just mentioned to my kids yesterday about

you --

> > > saying MySpace had to be your life, you were like, EVERYBODY's

friend and

> > > such a wonderful resource and all that, I was admiring your

creativity, your

> > > energy and love -- and now, I hear you, words I've uttered myself

when I was

> > > more productive -- wishing like anything someone would match my

efforts, my

> > > intensity, I guess. So, I know the drill.

> > > People will take -- nothing like lucking into a Super Giver -- I

guess

> > > it comes with the territory...like the warning not to be TOO GOOD

because

> > > the Devils can't ignore that. " No good deed left unpunished. " That

sort of

> > > thing. It's an unfortunate and unbecoming feature of this stuff.

> > > I wish I could help compensate givers like you. I don't know why

it

> > > should HAVE to work this way -- the economics of it all. I'll miss

you. Know

> > > you leave with my greatest respect and prayer for things to look

up for you,

> > > very soon.

> > > Sincerely,

> > > Evy

> > >

> > > ----- Original Message -----

> > > *From:* Nan Sea Love seeloveverywhere@...

> > > *To:*

> > > *Sent:* Sunday, May 13, 2007 2:03 AM

> > > *Subject:* Re: [] Re: i am an empath • healer

and i am

> > > needing healing

> > >

> > > thanks dear, i finally got a chance to read this, i am feeling

used

> > > right now. i work my heart out give all my energy (which is a lot)

and time

> > > and watch all the effort i put into giving today go to nothing, no

one even

> > > reposted all the stuff i posted, the one person that i called long

disance

> > > because he wanted me to so we could help eachother took elements

from my

> > > posts and left my name out! i am starting to feel like saying fuck

you

> > > myspace and all you greedy people who take from me and give

nothing tangible

> > > in return, i got a whole $1 donation today, my first and that

person said

> > > they were going to give me $50 and a lot more, typical, i am sick

of this

> > > shit! abuse and used. i am off myspace for now. i will do the huge

animal

> > > bulletins and that is it for a few days i may even refuse to talk

to people

> > > by making my emails set to away, some woman with drinking

promblems wants

> > > councelling and the woman who did not kill herself wants

counceling as she

> > > is still attached to the man, and what about me? i gave everything

i had and

> > > no one thinks about me, except to ask for more, i do not mean you

and the

> > > other lightworkers, i mean every ONE else. prayers are great and

is energy

> > > but even Sheryl when she came here to help me took over $4,000 and

did not

> > > help that much, she was suppose to teach me a lot but i fed her

and cleaned

> > > up after her, and she got sick for a week after about a quarter of

a day of

> > > my life. i am not burned out i am burned. and i am not a stupid

woman or

> > > overly codependent i was powerful and enlightened and totally

honest and

> > > forgot the world could be so shitty.

> > >

> > > On 5/11/07, Nan Sea Love seeloveverywhere@... wrote:

> > > >

> > > > THANKS dear i am getting such a headache i must get off the

computer i

> > > > will read this later. if you get a chance look at my latest blog

on my

> > > > public site and leave a comment. nan

> > > >

> > > > On 5/11/07, lianeqrz_legey butterflygris@... > wrote:

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > Hello Nan,

> > > > >

> > > > > What is the matter honey?

> > > > >

> > > > > It sounds to me that you are lacking energy... You have been

through

> > > > > a

> > > > > lot, for all that I know and you are still adapting, it is

hard to

> > > > > change our lives, like the way you changed yours and don't

feel the

> > > > > effects. This sensation of being powerless and feeling that

you lost

> > > > > your ground is just a symptom of changes. The reality as you

> > > > > perceive it

> > > > > is no longer the one you had before, you shifted perspectives.

When

> > > > > we

> > > > > talked yesterday, you gave me such great advice, and you never

told

> > > > > me

> > > > > about your own concerns.. oh girl why didn't you say

something?

> > > > >

> > > > > I have observation of the feeling of being stuck. From my

humble

> > > > > point

> > > > > of view, everytime i felt stuck on a specific situations was

always

> > > > > a

> > > > > sign that the entire picture did not revel itself yet, and

there was

> > > > > other elements either be included, or energy blocks that did

not

> > > > > dissolved yet, and they are not (sometimes) necessarily

related to

> > > > > you,

> > > > > but pertain to others and they are still affecting you. Don't

be

> > > > > concern

> > > > > about the time factor when you relate to the " stuck

situation " ,

> > > > > because

> > > > > the Divine mind always knows how to compensate this element.

The

> > > > > secret

> > > > > of all of it is to keep your faith, and try to keep the

balance

> > > > > inside,

> > > > > because this all will pass, believe me or not.

> > > > >

> > > > > The fact that angry people like to be around you is because of

your

> > > > > energy Nan, you have to learn how to shield yourself and

protect

> > > > > yourself to the point of equilibrium avoiding to feel this

exaustion

> > > > > and to be irritable , because you know you have a great

mission and

> > > > > a

> > > > > clear future, you have many relying on you, you can not and

should

> > > > > not

> > > > > allow yourself to break down , sister.

> > > > >

> > > > > I will include you in my healing prayers, and specially this

friday,

> > > > > when I do my longest meditations of the week. I wish you the

best,

> > > > > and

> > > > > know that the help is on the way.

> > > > >

> > > > > Many blessings to you

> > > > >

> > > > > Liane

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > > > have given too much of my time, money, and energy. was newly

> > > > > awakened

> > > > > > to my gifts back in October after seeing the Secret and

healing my

> > > > > > SELF of 2 " incurable " illnesses, felt like i could make a

BIG

> > > > > > difference in the world. now i am stuck feeling powerless

and

> > > > > unheard

> > > > > > and my body is suffering, not a lot, but i have almost

perfect

> > > > > health

> > > > > > and diet, this is unusual as is this persistent feeling of

> > > > > > dissatisfaction. i have 1725 " friends " on myspace, that

takes a

> > > > > lot of

> > > > > > my time and engery and i seem to have a lot of strange,

unusal and

> > > > > > frustrating things happen to me. at first it was funny and

> > > > > flattering,

> > > > > > lately i am just sick of it. i am studying Rieki, a phone

psychic,

> > > > > was

> > > > > > really enlightened, mediating for 33 years lots of great

friends

> > > > > on

> > > > > > myspace but local support is not as good as i would like. it

is

> > > > > hard

> > > > > > for me to leave my home, which is peaceful to go into the

world.

> > > > > >

> > > > > > i am a really great artist http://www.SEElove.org and am

stuck on

> > > > > how

> > > > > > to get that into the world, myspace is great but has taken

over my

> > > > > > life, http://www.myspace.com/seeloveverywhere as i know i am

doing

> > > > > a

> > > > > > lot of good but not enough. yet doing the simplest

things....well

> > > > > it

> > > > > > is a long story, but surrender, prayer, meditation, wise

buddhist

> > > > > > friends everything is not working i am stuck! And i do not

want to

> > > > > > spend anymore money or travel far or spend more time on the

> > > > > computer,

> > > > > > i have gone through $70,000 in 7 months, refinanced my home

and

> > > > > know

> > > > > > the universe is abundant, and it will all turn out okay, but

i am

> > > > > sick

> > > > > > of what ever is going on, lately it has been abundantly

poopy. i

> > > > > am

> > > > > > actually afraid to travel much, recently the guy that rear

ended

> > > > > me

> > > > > > and asked to be comforted and hugged wanted me to do him a

favor

> > > > > while

> > > > > > he verbally abused me. i understand these things can happen

to a

> > > > > > healer as i have found a lot of angry people love to be

around me,

> > > > > but

> > > > > > i am sick of it! nan

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > --

> > > > Reverend nan SEA LOVE

> > > > http: www.YOURkindnessMatters.org

> > > > http:www.myspace.com/SeeLOVEverywhere

> > > > http: www.SEElove.org

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > --

> > > Reverend nan SEA LOVE

> > > http:www.YOURkindnessMatters.org

> > > http: www.myspace.com/SeeLOVEverywhere

> > > http:www.SEElove.org

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >

> > --

> > Reverend nan SEA LOVE

> > http:www.YOURkindnessMatters.org

> > http:www.myspace.com/SeeLOVEverywhere

> > http:www.SEElove.org

> >

>

>

>

> --

> Reverend nan SEA LOVE

> http:www.YOURkindnessMatters.org

> http:www.myspace.com/SeeLOVEverywhere

> http:www.SEElove.org

>