i am an empath • healer and i am needing healing

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have given too much of my time, money, and energy. was newly awakened

to my gifts back in October after seeing the Secret and healing my

SELF of 2 " incurable " illnesses, felt like i could make a BIG

difference in the world. now i am stuck feeling powerless and unheard

and my body is suffering, not a lot, but i have almost perfect health

and diet, this is unusual as is this persistent feeling of

dissatisfaction. i have 1725 " friends " on myspace, that takes a lot of

my time and engery and i seem to have a lot of strange, unusal and

frustrating things happen to me. at first it was funny and flattering,

lately i am just sick of it. i am studying Rieki, a phone psychic, was

really enlightened, mediating for 33 years lots of great friends on

myspace but local support is not as good as i would like. it is hard

for me to leave my home, which is peaceful to go into the world.

i am a really great artist http://www.SEElove.org and am stuck on how

to get that into the world, myspace is great but has taken over my

life, http://www.myspace.com/seeloveverywhere as i know i am doing a

lot of good but not enough. yet doing the simplest things....well it

is a long story, but surrender, prayer, meditation, wise buddhist

friends everything is not working i am stuck! And i do not want to

spend anymore money or travel far or spend more time on the computer,

i have gone through $70,000 in 7 months, refinanced my home and know

the universe is abundant, and it will all turn out okay, but i am sick

of what ever is going on, lately it has been abundantly poopy. i am

actually afraid to travel much, recently the guy that rear ended me

and asked to be comforted and hugged wanted me to do him a favor while

he verbally abused me. i understand these things can happen to a

healer as i have found a lot of angry people love to be around me, but

i am sick of it! nan