update

[Guest guest]

Howdy. I have been hurting like hell again of late and have been

hibernating from the list, so to speak. I had my liver biopsy, and that

wasn't very painful at all until I went to lay down later on that evening.

It hurt like hell to breath as it felt as if someone had punched the hell

out of my left side of my ribcage as it hurt noticeably with every breath I

took. That lasted about 2 days, so all in all it wasn't as bad as I have

heard it could be. I just heard today that the results are good, so at least

I have heard some good news.

On the other hand my headaches are back hard. I had one the other night

that was possibly equal to the worst one I've ever had, and I honestly

wished I had a gun so that I could end the ******* pain! Nothing will touch

these bastards when they get above an " 8 " or so, but when they approach a

" 10 " I seriously wish I could die on the spot. It lasted about 4 days before

it backed off, but I still refuse to go to the damn resort as 1) I'm sick of

the places and trying to explain what no doctor has been able to explain to

me to date & 2) I can't afford it, period!

I thought I should check in and wish I had better news, but this is me

we're talking about here, and I have no good luck left in me. Hope everyone

else is doing well, I'll be back when I feel a bit better. Even though the

headache toned down today I know I have less than 48 hours before it will

pick up again if it follows the same pattern as these have for the last 4

years.

Adios, Kirk.

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