Venting OT

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Hello Everyone,

I hope I find you all in good spirts and not in pain. I recently started going

to college part-time my Rhumey really wanted me to try to start living my old

life. I have always wanted to be a nurse. Well I still have to work part-time, I

don & #39;t have a choice I have bills to the celling and my poor mom with m.s.

works three jobs just to pay my insurance. Plus she is trying to raise my tow

younger brothers. Well I have started feeling really bad lately. My fever is

coming back a rash you know probably the start of a flare. So I called in to my

job at a doctors office. My office is ran by an medical assitant, and my doctor

is out of town more then half the month. So most the time it is just me doing,

busy work or homework. But my office assistant told me that she thinks they

should higher someone who is not sick. Because she needs and wants to be able to

be gone from work whenever she pleases. She told me she did not understand my

disease, nor did she

believe I was actually as sick as I said. She said I don & #39;t look that bad,

and she thinks I am making it up. It just really upsets me, I love working for

the doctor I work for. But I just feel I should not be treated like that. I am

trying to hard, to do all this. And I pretty sure it is going to end up me givng

up the dream of being a nurse, so I can be on call whenever this lady wants me

too. She just doesn & #39;t want to be alone in the office. I was hired to cover

shifts when she wouldn & #39;t be there not hold her hand. I am sorry to complain

so much, it is just so much. ANd I am trying but the stress of being affraid

that I am going to lose this job is to much. Anyways I will let you go, thank

you so much for letting me vent to all of you.

Love,

Mandy