Re: Who Do You Think You Are?????

[Guest guest]

, you never fail to blow me out of the water with your depth, your brilliance, your love and your compassion. I just love you - yes, even from wherever I am here in Wisconsin, not seeing your face, or holding your physical hand, but I AM hugging you in a chaste way psychically and energetically, and I DO know your Soul and I will always be there - in person or not if I can be and that is the truth. You are a true and special gift and I, for one of many, am profoundly grateful to have the honor to know you by any standard. :: big hug for my Soul Brother :: ~Ali~ <knightsintention@...> wrote: Have you ever heard or experienced this: Why are you still online? Don't you have anything better to do? Who are all these people you keep talking to? Everytime I see you your online talking to all these different people...why don't you get out and do something? Go somewhere, get a job, get a better job, mow the yard, watch some tv, go visit someone, get a life, do what the rest of us do here in the real world... You live in a fantasy world...these people don't know you...don't care about you...wouldn't be there in real life. Who are you kidding to be wasting your time online? What about money, and bills and commitments? Why don't you eat something? Take a bath....when was the last time you slept? Meditation? What a

crock, your just checking out...living in a dream world....get with it...what a loser...who the hell do you think you are? Who is that girl or girls writing you like that, who are those guys? They are taking up all your time, what about me, us, mine? What business is it of theirs, your whole lfe story? I'm jealous of that online relationship, it just seems too close. Why don't you wake up....who are you to ave the world? And is your response maybe.... [silence] Your thoughts may be something of... Well, I wrote something and people responded in an unexpected way. I posted something and in some strange way it's exactly what at least one of them needed to see/hear. I answered a email with a question from someone who thought that maybe I could help. I saved a life. I sent healing energy and love to another. I laughed with one, cried heavily with another. I spent my time

and energy with two more which completely drained me, but somehow left me whole. Someone took the gun out of their mouth. Another climbed down off the bridge. One learned how to meditate...and another saw for the first time their own child for the true essense of spirit before them. One questioned my knowing...one wanted to know much more...one expressed her attraction...one demanded answers for which I had none. I review dozens of emails, none of which I could reply to right away...they required so much deeper thought than any simple reply could endure. I had one announcing the death of a good frend and spent hours in deep incredible tears, most didn't show on the outside...my sturdy rusted armour performing well. I read about the state of the world...I became angry and powered up my sword, striking the earth with my staff, lightening bolts blasting across the skies.

Yelling at the top of my lungs...I yelled "ENOUGH"!!! I sat in silence and stared at the screens, all these pleding for help...feeling sometimes so helpless, but the voice within demanding I do more. I yell, "just show me the perfect truth of it all and I'll stand on the four winds and see it done fully, but you leave me to figure it out own my own. So, I keep on...I somehow keep on... Ten lifetimes pass for each moment I am present, so many lives I'm affecting, so many giving me strength to carry thru. I sit in meditation and receive so many answers and words, but when I sit down to write them, I stumble to remember the context that I have now come to understand is not for me to do. Whatever comes out of what I send, is not about the words, which came out of a higher collective, but a keyworded flow, that when read plugs in those it's for. Thus receiving the whole message in

full. I sometimes try to just let go, after all what can I do...wouldn't I feel so much better, partying, drinking and indulging so much else. But I can not outrun this tugging....this power deep within...that I have no choice in this matter, because somehow I decided in some other place and time to make it so. [silence] You say--- I'm sorry honey, your right, I do need to mow the yard...I need to eat. I need to be human and go to the store... ....just let me post this real quick!!!!

[Guest guest]

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK! I SO LOVE YOU! BRILLIANT! JUST BRILLANT..

I JUST KNEW YOU WOULD FLY HERE..

WE HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED WITH YOU AND YOUR MIND, THOUGHTS AND LOVE..

THANK YOU DEREK!

LOVE

KAREN~KARMA

--- In , " " <knightsintention@...>

wrote:

>

> Have you ever heard or experienced this:

>

>

> Why are you still online? Don't you have anything better to do? Who

> are all these people you keep talking to? Everytime I see you your

> online talking to all these different people...why don't you get out

> and do something? Go somewhere, get a job, get a better job, mow the

> yard, watch some tv, go visit someone, get a life, do what the rest

> of us do here in the real world...

>

> You live in a fantasy world...these people don't know you...don't

> care about you...wouldn't be there in real life. Who are you kidding

> to be wasting your time online?

>

> What about money, and bills and commitments? Why don't you eat

> something? Take a bath....when was the last time you slept?

> Meditation? What a crock, your just checking out...living in a dream

> world....get with it...what a loser...who the hell do you think you

> are?

>

> Who is that girl or girls writing you like that, who are those guys?

> They are taking up all your time, what about me, us, mine?

>

> What business is it of theirs, your whole lfe story? I'm jealous of

> that online relationship, it just seems too close.

>

> Why don't you wake up....who are you to ave the world?

>

>

> And is your response maybe....

>

>

> [silence]

>

>

> Your thoughts may be something of...

>

>

> Well, I wrote something and people responded in an unexpected way. I

> posted something and in some strange way it's exactly what at least

> one of them needed to see/hear. I answered a email with a question

> from someone who thought that maybe I could help. I saved a life. I

> sent healing energy and love to another. I laughed with one, cried

> heavily with another. I spent my time and energy with two more which

> completely drained me, but somehow left me whole.

>

> Someone took the gun out of their mouth. Another climbed down off the

> bridge. One learned how to meditate...and another saw for the first

> time their own child for the true essense of spirit before them.

>

> One questioned my knowing...one wanted to know much more...one

> expressed her attraction...one demanded answers for which I had none.

>

> I review dozens of emails, none of which I could reply to right

> away...they required so much deeper thought than any simple reply

> could endure.

>

> I had one announcing the death of a good frend and spent hours in

> deep incredible tears, most didn't show on the outside...my sturdy

> rusted armour performing well.

>

> I read about the state of the world...I became angry and powered up

> my sword, striking the earth with my staff, lightening bolts blasting

> across the skies. Yelling at the top of my lungs...I

> yelled " ENOUGH " !!!

>

> I sat in silence and stared at the screens, all these pleding for

> help...feeling sometimes so helpless, but the voice within demanding

> I do more.

>

> I yell, " just show me the perfect truth of it all and I'll stand on

> the four winds and see it done fully, but you leave me to figure it

> out own my own. So, I keep on...I somehow keep on...

>

> Ten lifetimes pass for each moment I am present, so many lives I'm

> affecting, so many giving me strength to carry thru.

>

> I sit in meditation and receive so many answers and words, but when I

> sit down to write them, I stumble to remember the context that I have

> now come to understand is not for me to do. Whatever comes out of

> what I send, is not about the words, which came out of a higher

> collective, but a keyworded flow, that when read plugs in those it's

> for. Thus receiving the whole message in full.

>

> I sometimes try to just let go, after all what can I do...wouldn't I

> feel so much better, partying, drinking and indulging so much else.

> But I can not outrun this tugging....this power deep within...that I

> have no choice in this matter, because somehow I decided in some

> other place and time to make it so.

>

>

> [silence]

>

> You say---

>

>

> I'm sorry honey, your right, I do need to mow the yard...I need to

> eat. I need to be human and go to the store...

>

>

>

> ....just let me post this real quick!!!!

>

[Guest guest]

Hi,

What a wonderful way to introduce me ! Ok...so I see my words

here (I am the bad guy). I live...I learn.

I am . Wife of (KnightsIntention). A few of you may know

me as RareBreeze on MySpace. I hope to become a friend to all of you.

I have to admit that, though I have been many many years on this

spiritual journey, I always feel like a baby. I am here to grow and

learn more. My whole life (though it might seem boring to some) has

been such an adventure. Especially the last 10 years have been years

of intense growth, falling down, getting back up, growing some more,

falling back down, getting, back up, etc. But I wouldn't trade away

even one minute. These adventures have made me who I am today. And

though some days I don't care to be around myself - I have finally

grown to love this person I've become. And I want to give back some

of what I've been given. Love. Hugs. Acceptance. A shoulder to

lean on. A warm safe heart to trust in. Arms to rest in.

And so, though I teasingly tell people that I know I get on their

nerves cause I get on my own nerves...I hope to reside in this

peaceful place...and hopefully bring blessings to others, as I have

been most abundantly blessed!

Blessings,

--- In , " " <knightsintention@...>

wrote:

>

> Have you ever heard or experienced this:

>

>

> Why are you still online? Don't you have anything better to do? Who

> are all these people you keep talking to? Everytime I see you your

> online talking to all these different people...why don't you get out

> and do something? Go somewhere, get a job, get a better job, mow the

> yard, watch some tv, go visit someone, get a life, do what the rest

> of us do here in the real world...

>

> You live in a fantasy world...these people don't know you...don't

> care about you...wouldn't be there in real life. Who are you kidding

> to be wasting your time online?

>

> What about money, and bills and commitments? Why don't you eat

> something? Take a bath....when was the last time you slept?

> Meditation? What a crock, your just checking out...living in a dream

> world....get with it...what a loser...who the hell do you think you

> are?

>

> Who is that girl or girls writing you like that, who are those guys?

> They are taking up all your time, what about me, us, mine?

>

> What business is it of theirs, your whole lfe story? I'm jealous of

> that online relationship, it just seems too close.

>

> Why don't you wake up....who are you to ave the world?

>

>

> And is your response maybe....

>

>

> [silence]

>

>

> Your thoughts may be something of...

>

>

> Well, I wrote something and people responded in an unexpected way. I

> posted something and in some strange way it's exactly what at least

> one of them needed to see/hear. I answered a email with a question

> from someone who thought that maybe I could help. I saved a life. I

> sent healing energy and love to another. I laughed with one, cried

> heavily with another. I spent my time and energy with two more which

> completely drained me, but somehow left me whole.

>

> Someone took the gun out of their mouth. Another climbed down off the

> bridge. One learned how to meditate...and another saw for the first

> time their own child for the true essense of spirit before them.

>

> One questioned my knowing...one wanted to know much more...one

> expressed her attraction...one demanded answers for which I had none.

>

> I review dozens of emails, none of which I could reply to right

> away...they required so much deeper thought than any simple reply

> could endure.

>

> I had one announcing the death of a good frend and spent hours in

> deep incredible tears, most didn't show on the outside...my sturdy

> rusted armour performing well.

>

> I read about the state of the world...I became angry and powered up

> my sword, striking the earth with my staff, lightening bolts blasting

> across the skies. Yelling at the top of my lungs...I

> yelled " ENOUGH " !!!

>

> I sat in silence and stared at the screens, all these pleding for

> help...feeling sometimes so helpless, but the voice within demanding

> I do more.

>

> I yell, " just show me the perfect truth of it all and I'll stand on

> the four winds and see it done fully, but you leave me to figure it

> out own my own. So, I keep on...I somehow keep on...

>

> Ten lifetimes pass for each moment I am present, so many lives I'm

> affecting, so many giving me strength to carry thru.

>

> I sit in meditation and receive so many answers and words, but when I

> sit down to write them, I stumble to remember the context that I have

> now come to understand is not for me to do. Whatever comes out of

> what I send, is not about the words, which came out of a higher

> collective, but a keyworded flow, that when read plugs in those it's

> for. Thus receiving the whole message in full.

>

> I sometimes try to just let go, after all what can I do...wouldn't I

> feel so much better, partying, drinking and indulging so much else.

> But I can not outrun this tugging....this power deep within...that I

> have no choice in this matter, because somehow I decided in some

> other place and time to make it so.

>

>

> [silence]

>

> You say---

>

>

> I'm sorry honey, your right, I do need to mow the yard...I need to

> eat. I need to be human and go to the store...

>

>

>

> ....just let me post this real quick!!!!

>

[Guest guest]

Dear

I agree with you for being strong enough not to show your sword when

you get feedback that the one below.

Yes, I have experienced such reaction towards me.

But I think the person that posts such response is really crying out

for help. Effort was required to post it in the first place, perhaps

this person is trying to reach out to you but his/her anger stops

them from showing you how or why.

Before I response to that type person, I find that I have a cooling

off period for myself to let go of my own instintive angry reaction,

then response with compassion to try and open their heart and I too

keep it brief to prove a point. It is not the lenght of message that

can open someones heart but its content and the gesture itself.

Another situation which can occur is silence and non-emotional

display. A friend of mine was so detached and angry due to his

circumstances which I will not go into, that he was in denial and as

a defense mechanism showed no emotion.

It took about 18 months, but I have been showing him the way to

compassion by talking to him and sending him messages of

unconditional love.

Not only is he now opening up to his feelings and others, he is also

sending messages of love himself.

So I think even when someone is silent, it does not mean that they

are not hurting inside and even when somebody ignores you, it does

not mean that they do not need your help. The Empath in me tells me

usually when that person needs my help even before the person knows

how to ask for help.

Of course if the person tells me to stop, I respect their privacy but

if they do not ask for my messages to stop it is because their inner

self is ready to receive more.

Love and light

Isabel

>

> Have you ever heard or experienced this:

>

>

> Why are you still online? Don't you have anything better to do? Who

> are all these people you keep talking to? Everytime I see you your

> online talking to all these different people...why don't you get

out

> and do something? Go somewhere, get a job, get a better job, mow

the

> yard, watch some tv, go visit someone, get a life, do what the rest

> of us do here in the real world...

>

> You live in a fantasy world...these people don't know you...don't

> care about you...wouldn't be there in real life. Who are you

kidding

> to be wasting your time online?

>

> What about money, and bills and commitments? Why don't you eat

> something? Take a bath....when was the last time you slept?

> Meditation? What a crock, your just checking out...living in a

dream

> world....get with it...what a loser...who the hell do you think you

> are?

>

> Who is that girl or girls writing you like that, who are those

guys?

> They are taking up all your time, what about me, us, mine?

>

> What business is it of theirs, your whole lfe story? I'm jealous of

> that online relationship, it just seems too close.

>

> Why don't you wake up....who are you to ave the world?

>

>

> And is your response maybe....

>

>

> [silence]

>

>

> Your thoughts may be something of...

>

>

> Well, I wrote something and people responded in an unexpected way.

I

> posted something and in some strange way it's exactly what at least

> one of them needed to see/hear. I answered a email with a question

> from someone who thought that maybe I could help. I saved a life. I

> sent healing energy and love to another. I laughed with one, cried

> heavily with another. I spent my time and energy with two more

which

> completely drained me, but somehow left me whole.

>

> Someone took the gun out of their mouth. Another climbed down off

the

> bridge. One learned how to meditate...and another saw for the first

> time their own child for the true essense of spirit before them.

>

> One questioned my knowing...one wanted to know much more...one

> expressed her attraction...one demanded answers for which I had

none.

>

> I review dozens of emails, none of which I could reply to right

> away...they required so much deeper thought than any simple reply

> could endure.

>

> I had one announcing the death of a good frend and spent hours in

> deep incredible tears, most didn't show on the outside...my sturdy

> rusted armour performing well.

>

> I read about the state of the world...I became angry and powered up

> my sword, striking the earth with my staff, lightening bolts

blasting

> across the skies. Yelling at the top of my lungs...I

> yelled " ENOUGH " !!!

>

> I sat in silence and stared at the screens, all these pleding for

> help...feeling sometimes so helpless, but the voice within

demanding

> I do more.

>

> I yell, " just show me the perfect truth of it all and I'll stand on

> the four winds and see it done fully, but you leave me to figure it

> out own my own. So, I keep on...I somehow keep on...

>

> Ten lifetimes pass for each moment I am present, so many lives I'm

> affecting, so many giving me strength to carry thru.

>

> I sit in meditation and receive so many answers and words, but when

I

> sit down to write them, I stumble to remember the context that I

have

> now come to understand is not for me to do. Whatever comes out of

> what I send, is not about the words, which came out of a higher

> collective, but a keyworded flow, that when read plugs in those

it's

> for. Thus receiving the whole message in full.

>

> I sometimes try to just let go, after all what can I do...wouldn't

I

> feel so much better, partying, drinking and indulging so much else.

> But I can not outrun this tugging....this power deep within...that

I

> have no choice in this matter, because somehow I decided in some

> other place and time to make it so.

>

>

> [silence]

>

> You say---

>

>

> I'm sorry honey, your right, I do need to mow the yard...I need to

> eat. I need to be human and go to the store...

>

>

>

> ....just let me post this real quick!!!!

>

[Guest guest]

Welcome, Theresa! And, lol...not such a "bad guy" as you know. :: big hug :: Welcome to the Family here! Love & Light, Peace & Joy ~Ali~ P.S. I am "Eternally A Seeker" on MySpace *OurSpace* if you wish to be pals there, too, I would be most honored and thrilled to embrace you there, too. <ASundayInJune@...> wrote: Hi, What a wonderful way to

introduce me ! Ok...so I see my words here (I am the bad guy). I live...I learn. I am . Wife of (KnightsIntention). A few of you may know me as RareBreeze on MySpace. I hope to become a friend to all of you. I have to admit that, though I have been many many years on this spiritual journey, I always feel like a baby. I am here to grow and learn more. My whole life (though it might seem boring to some) has been such an adventure. Especially the last 10 years have been years of intense growth, falling down, getting back up, growing some more, falling back down, getting, back up, etc. But I wouldn't trade away even one minute. These adventures have made me who I am today. And though some days I don't care to be around myself - I have finally grown to love this person I've become. And I want to give back some of what I've been given. Love. Hugs. Acceptance. A shoulder to lean

on. A warm safe heart to trust in. Arms to rest in. And so, though I teasingly tell people that I know I get on their nerves cause I get on my own nerves...I hope to reside in this peaceful place...and hopefully bring blessings to others, as I have been most abundantly blessed! Blessings, > > Have you ever heard or experienced this: > > > Why are you still online? Don't you have anything better to do? Who > are all these people you keep talking to? Everytime I see you your > online talking to all these different people...why don't you get out > and do something? Go somewhere, get a job, get a better job, mow the > yard, watch some tv, go visit someone, get a life, do what the rest > of us do

here in the real world... > > You live in a fantasy world...these people don't know you...don't > care about you...wouldn't be there in real life. Who are you kidding > to be wasting your time online? > > What about money, and bills and commitments? Why don't you eat > something? Take a bath....when was the last time you slept? > Meditation? What a crock, your just checking out...living in a dream > world....get with it...what a loser...who the hell do you think you > are? > > Who is that girl or girls writing you like that, who are those guys? > They are taking up all your time, what about me, us, mine? > > What business is it of theirs, your whole lfe story? I'm jealous of > that online relationship, it just seems too close. > > Why don't you wake up....who are you to ave the world? > > > And is your

response maybe.... > > > [silence] > > > Your thoughts may be something of... > > > Well, I wrote something and people responded in an unexpected way. I > posted something and in some strange way it's exactly what at least > one of them needed to see/hear. I answered a email with a question > from someone who thought that maybe I could help. I saved a life. I > sent healing energy and love to another. I laughed with one, cried > heavily with another. I spent my time and energy with two more which > completely drained me, but somehow left me whole. > > Someone took the gun out of their mouth. Another climbed down off the > bridge. One learned how to meditate...and another saw for the first > time their own child for the true essense of spirit before them. > > One questioned my knowing...one wanted to know much

more...one > expressed her attraction...one demanded answers for which I had none. > > I review dozens of emails, none of which I could reply to right > away...they required so much deeper thought than any simple reply > could endure. > > I had one announcing the death of a good frend and spent hours in > deep incredible tears, most didn't show on the outside...my sturdy > rusted armour performing well. > > I read about the state of the world...I became angry and powered up > my sword, striking the earth with my staff, lightening bolts blasting > across the skies. Yelling at the top of my lungs...I > yelled "ENOUGH"!!! > > I sat in silence and stared at the screens, all these pleding for > help...feeling sometimes so helpless, but the voice within demanding > I do more. > > I yell, "just show me the perfect truth of

it all and I'll stand on > the four winds and see it done fully, but you leave me to figure it > out own my own. So, I keep on...I somehow keep on... > > Ten lifetimes pass for each moment I am present, so many lives I'm > affecting, so many giving me strength to carry thru. > > I sit in meditation and receive so many answers and words, but when I > sit down to write them, I stumble to remember the context that I have > now come to understand is not for me to do. Whatever comes out of > what I send, is not about the words, which came out of a higher > collective, but a keyworded flow, that when read plugs in those it's > for. Thus receiving the whole message in full. > > I sometimes try to just let go, after all what can I do...wouldn't I > feel so much better, partying, drinking and indulging so much else. > But I can not outrun this

tugging....this power deep within...that I > have no choice in this matter, because somehow I decided in some > other place and time to make it so. > > > [silence] > > You say--- > > > I'm sorry honey, your right, I do need to mow the yard...I need to > eat. I need to be human and go to the store... > > > > ....just let me post this real quick!!!! >

[Guest guest]

Welcome ~

As you are amongst the many that are seeing the beauty that lies upon the road of falling down, getting up and learning a bit of something each time! Such is life as a human sister and I'm very blessed to have to wake up daily and see the beautifull posts from the beautiful light souls that await me each day in my in box. Sorry to all for not keeping you all updated as I should but I promise to soon so that I too can reach out and make that heart to heart connection on a more personal level and build some new friendships. Namaste'

~

From: ASundayInJune@...Date: Sat, 21 Jul 2007 02:57:25 +0000Subject: [] Re: Who Do You Think You Are?????

Hi,What a wonderful way to introduce me ! Ok...so I see my wordshere (I am the bad guy). I live...I learn.I am . Wife of (KnightsIntention). A few of you may knowme as RareBreeze on MySpace. I hope to become a friend to all of you.I have to admit that, though I have been many many years on thisspiritual journey, I always feel like a baby. I am here to grow andlearn more. My whole life (though it might seem boring to some) hasbeen such an adventure. Especially the last 10 years have been yearsof intense growth, falling down, getting back up, growing some more,falling back down, getting, back up, etc. But I wouldn't trade awayeven one minute. These adventures have made me who I am today. Andthough some days I don't care to be around myself - I have finallygrown to love this person I've become. And I want to give back someof what I've been given. Love. Hugs. Acceptance. A shoulder tolean on. A warm safe heart to trust in. Arms to rest in.And so, though I teasingly tell people that I know I get on theirnerves cause I get on my own nerves...I hope to reside in thispeaceful place...and hopefully bring blessings to others, as I havebeen most abundantly blessed!Blessings,--- In , "" <knightsintention@...>wrote:>> Have you ever heard or experienced this:> > > Why are you still online? Don't you have anything better to do? Who > are all these people you keep talking to? Everytime I see you your > online talking to all these different people...why don't you get out > and do something? Go somewhere, get a job, get a better job, mow the > yard, watch some tv, go visit someone, get a life, do what the rest > of us do here in the real world...> > You live in a fantasy world...these people don't know you...don't > care about you...wouldn't be there in real life. Who are you kidding > to be wasting your time online?> > What about money, and bills and commitments? Why don't you eat > something? Take a bath....when was the last time you slept? > Meditation? What a crock, your just checking out...living in a dream > world....get with it...what a loser...who the hell do you think you > are?> > Who is that girl or girls writing you like that, who are those guys? > They are taking up all your time, what about me, us, mine?> > What business is it of theirs, your whole lfe story? I'm jealous of > that online relationship, it just seems too close.> > Why don't you wake up....who are you to ave the world?> > > And is your response maybe....> > > [silence]> > > Your thoughts may be something of...> > > Well, I wrote something and people responded in an unexpected way. I > posted something and in some strange way it's exactly what at least > one of them needed to see/hear. I answered a email with a question > from someone who thought that maybe I could help. I saved a life. I > sent healing energy and love to another. I laughed with one, cried > heavily with another. I spent my time and energy with two more which > completely drained me, but somehow left me whole.> > Someone took the gun out of their mouth. Another climbed down off the > bridge. One learned how to meditate...and another saw for the first > time their own child for the true essense of spirit before them.> > One questioned my knowing...one wanted to know much more...one > expressed her attraction...one demanded answers for which I had none.> > I review dozens of emails, none of which I could reply to right > away...they required so much deeper thought than any simple reply > could endure.> > I had one announcing the death of a good frend and spent hours in > deep incredible tears, most didn't show on the outside...my sturdy > rusted armour performing well.> > I read about the state of the world...I became angry and powered up > my sword, striking the earth with my staff, lightening bolts blasting > across the skies. Yelling at the top of my lungs...I > yelled "ENOUGH"!!!> > I sat in silence and stared at the screens, all these pleding for > help...feeling sometimes so helpless, but the voice within demanding > I do more.> > I yell, "just show me the perfect truth of it all and I'll stand on > the four winds and see it done fully, but you leave me to figure it > out own my own. So, I keep on...I somehow keep on...> > Ten lifetimes pass for each moment I am present, so many lives I'm > affecting, so many giving me strength to carry thru.> > I sit in meditation and receive so many answers and words, but when I > sit down to write them, I stumble to remember the context that I have > now come to understand is not for me to do. Whatever comes out of > what I send, is not about the words, which came out of a higher > collective, but a keyworded flow, that when read plugs in those it's > for. Thus receiving the whole message in full.> > I sometimes try to just let go, after all what can I do...wouldn't I > feel so much better, partying, drinking and indulging so much else. > But I can not outrun this tugging....this power deep within...that I > have no choice in this matter, because somehow I decided in some > other place and time to make it so.> > > [silence]> > You say---> > > I'm sorry honey, your right, I do need to mow the yard...I need to > eat. I need to be human and go to the store...> > > > ....just let me post this real quick!!!!> Don't get caught with egg on your face.    Play Chicktionary! 

[Guest guest]

Welcome beautiful ! It's so wonderful to have you here. Thank you joining our incredible family, and I hope you can take the connections you make here, and spread them out to all areas of your life! In oneness and love,Stefanie> >> > Have you ever heard or experienced this:> > > > > > Why are you still online? Don't you have anything better to do? Who > > are all these people you keep talking to? Everytime I see you your > > online talking to all these different people...why don't you get out > > and do something? Go somewhere, get a job, get a better job, mow the > > yard, watch some tv, go visit someone, get a life, do what the rest > > of us do here in the real world...> > > > You live in a fantasy world...these people don't know you...don't > > care about you...wouldn't be there in real life. Who are you kidding > > to be wasting your time online?> > > > What about money, and bills and commitments? Why don't you eat > > something? Take a bath....when was the last time you slept? > > Meditation? What a crock, your just checking out...living in a dream > > world....get with it...what a loser...who the hell do you think you > > are?> > > > Who is that girl or girls writing you like that, who are those guys? > > They are taking up all your time, what about me, us, mine?> > > > What business is it of theirs, your whole lfe story? I'm jealous of > > that online relationship, it just seems too close.> > > > Why don't you wake up....who are you to ave the world?> > > > > > And is your response maybe....> > > > > > [silence]> > > > > > Your thoughts may be something of...> > > > > > Well, I wrote something and people responded in an unexpected way. I > > posted something and in some strange way it's exactly what at least > > one of them needed to see/hear. I answered a email with a question > > from someone who thought that maybe I could help. I saved a life. I > > sent healing energy and love to another. I laughed with one, cried > > heavily with another. I spent my time and energy with two more which > > completely drained me, but somehow left me whole.> > > > Someone took the gun out of their mouth. Another climbed down off the > > bridge. One learned how to meditate...and another saw for the first > > time their own child for the true essense of spirit before them.> > > > One questioned my knowing...one wanted to know much more...one > > expressed her attraction...one demanded answers for which I had none.> > > > I review dozens of emails, none of which I could reply to right > > away...they required so much deeper thought than any simple reply > > could endure.> > > > I had one announcing the death of a good frend and spent hours in > > deep incredible tears, most didn't show on the outside...my sturdy > > rusted armour performing well.> > > > I read about the state of the world...I became angry and powered up > > my sword, striking the earth with my staff, lightening bolts blasting > > across the skies. Yelling at the top of my lungs...I > > yelled "ENOUGH"!!!> > > > I sat in silence and stared at the screens, all these pleding for > > help...feeling sometimes so helpless, but the voice within demanding > > I do more.> > > > I yell, "just show me the perfect truth of it all and I'll stand on > > the four winds and see it done fully, but you leave me to figure it > > out own my own. So, I keep on...I somehow keep on...> > > > Ten lifetimes pass for each moment I am present, so many lives I'm > > affecting, so many giving me strength to carry thru.> > > > I sit in meditation and receive so many answers and words, but when I > > sit down to write them, I stumble to remember the context that I have > > now come to understand is not for me to do. Whatever comes out of > > what I send, is not about the words, which came out of a higher > > collective, but a keyworded flow, that when read plugs in those it's > > for. Thus receiving the whole message in full.> > > > I sometimes try to just let go, after all what can I do...wouldn't I > > feel so much better, partying, drinking and indulging so much else. > > But I can not outrun this tugging....this power deep within...that I > > have no choice in this matter, because somehow I decided in some > > other place and time to make it so.> > > > > > [silence]> > > > You say---> > > > > > I'm sorry honey, your right, I do need to mow the yard...I need to > > eat. I need to be human and go to the store...> > > > > > > > ....just let me post this real quick!!!!> >>

[Guest guest]

Hi Ali,

Thank you (especially for saying I'm not such a bad guy...LOL) I'm

really NOT the bad guy - swears this wasn't written about me

(yeah right) but I have " questioned " his...how do I say

this... " undivided attention " to such as he writes about. But

truthfully, we are in this together. I would not trade even one

moment of our time here together on earth. If either he or myself

even touches one soul or helps to change one life for the better -

then it has been worth it all!!!

Love to you,

Hi,

>

> What a wonderful way to introduce me ! Ok...so I see my words

> here (I am the bad guy). I live...I learn.

>

> I am . Wife of (KnightsIntention). A few of you may know

> me as RareBreeze on MySpace. I hope to become a friend to all of you.

> I have to admit that, though I have been many many years on this

> spiritual journey, I always feel like a baby. I am here to grow and

> learn more. My whole life (though it might seem boring to some) has

> been such an adventure. Especially the last 10 years have been years

> of intense growth, falling down, getting back up, growing some more,

> falling back down, getting, back up, etc. But I wouldn't trade away

> even one minute. These adventures have made me who I am today. And

> though some days I don't care to be around myself - I have finally

> grown to love this person I've become. And I want to give back some

> of what I've been given. Love. Hugs. Acceptance. A shoulder to

> lean on. A warm safe heart to trust in. Arms to rest in.

>

> And so, though I teasingly tell people that I know I get on their

> nerves cause I get on my own nerves...I hope to reside in this

> peaceful place...and hopefully bring blessings to others, as I have

> been most abundantly blessed!

>

> Blessings,

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hi ,

Thank you for your welcome! I'm sure there are easier ways to learn,

other than falling, getting back up, falling, getting back up, over

and over (ok I'm hard headed!) but the results seem to last longer

with me! I hope I have come out of all this with a much gentler,

sweeter spirit. And I know and can feel the road that many are taking

and experiencing now. I can identify with people that I couldn't before.

So glad I joined this group!! I already feel the warmth and love here.

Love to you,

>

>

> Welcome ~

>

> As you are amongst the many that are seeing the beauty that lies

upon the road of falling down, getting up and learning a bit of

something each time! Such is life as a human sister and I'm very

blessed to have to wake up daily and see the beautifull posts from the

beautiful light souls that await me each day in my in box. Sorry to

all for not keeping you all updated as I should but I promise to soon

so that I too can reach out and make that heart to heart connection on

a more personal level and build some new friendships. Namaste'

>

> ~

>

>

> @...: ASundayInJune@...: Sat, 21 Jul 2007

02:57:25 +0000Subject: [] Re: Who Do You Think You Are?????

>

>

>

>

> Hi,What a wonderful way to introduce me ! Ok...so I see my

wordshere (I am the bad guy). I live...I learn.I am . Wife of

(KnightsIntention). A few of you may knowme as RareBreeze on

MySpace. I hope to become a friend to all of you.I have to admit that,

though I have been many many years on thisspiritual journey, I always

feel like a baby. I am here to grow andlearn more. My whole life

(though it might seem boring to some) hasbeen such an adventure.

Especially the last 10 years have been yearsof intense growth, falling

down, getting back up, growing some more,falling back down, getting,

back up, etc. But I wouldn't trade awayeven one minute. These

adventures have made me who I am today. Andthough some days I don't

care to be around myself - I have finallygrown to love this person

I've become. And I want to give back someof what I've been given.

Love. Hugs. Acceptance. A shoulder tolean on. A warm safe heart to

trust in. Arms to rest in.And so, though I teasingly tell people that

I know I get on theirnerves cause I get on my own nerves...I hope to

reside in thispeaceful place...and hopefully bring blessings to

others, as I havebeen most abundantly blessed!Blessings,--- In

, " " <knightsintention@>wrote:>>

Have you ever heard or experienced this:> > > Why are you still

online? Don't you have anything better to do?

[Guest guest]

Thank you (beautiful name for a beautiful person)! Several

months ago, I decided to do my best to surround myself with only

positive people, people who uplifted instead of dragged me down.

People who brought light and sunshine into my life. Since that time I

have met some AMAZING people. Over and over the Universe has proven

what a wonderful world we live in and what a wonderful life this truly is.

Its so nice to meet you.

Love to you,

> > >

> > > Have you ever heard or experienced this:

> > >

> > >

> > > Why are you still online?

[Guest guest]

Welcome !!!

Love to you!

~Karma

Hi,

> >

> > What a wonderful way to introduce me ! Ok...so I see my words

> > here (I am the bad guy). I live...I learn.

> >

> > I am . Wife of (KnightsIntention). A few of you may

know

> > me as RareBreeze on MySpace. I hope to become a friend to all of

you.

> > I have to admit that, though I have been many many years on this

> > spiritual journey, I always feel like a baby. I am here to grow and

> > learn more. My whole life (though it might seem boring to some) has

> > been such an adventure. Especially the last 10 years have been years

> > of intense growth, falling down, getting back up, growing some more,

> > falling back down, getting, back up, etc. But I wouldn't trade away

> > even one minute. These adventures have made me who I am today. And

> > though some days I don't care to be around myself - I have finally

> > grown to love this person I've become. And I want to give back some

> > of what I've been given. Love. Hugs. Acceptance. A shoulder to

> > lean on. A warm safe heart to trust in. Arms to rest in.

> >

> > And so, though I teasingly tell people that I know I get on their

> > nerves cause I get on my own nerves...I hope to reside in this

> > peaceful place...and hopefully bring blessings to others, as I have

> > been most abundantly blessed!

> >

> > Blessings,

> >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Love to you both!Love

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[Guest guest]

, a wonderful post, but it occurs to me that if someone is

telling you to take a bath, you HAVE been on the computer too long;-)

I think I probably do spend too much time on the computer, but since

my husband is on his even more, there is no one to say all those

things in your note. And I do know that I have made some wonderful

connections, helped some people and been helped in return. I've even

become close real-world friends with some of the people I've met

online, and have been able to share ideas and explore spirituality

with people from all over the world. So carry on with all that you do

online, , as will I.

Odoriferously yours,

Tammy

[Guest guest]

LOL......hahahahahahahhha, your right, if ya need a bath you've been on

way too long. Actually, that day I had been out on a construction site

all day and came in, already " ripe " and went straight online. But the

jest of the post was to try to cover all the possibilities one may have

heard before so everyone could relate in one way or another. (dm, I

still owned up to that one anyway...jeez...)

Next story might be whom I met online 10 years ago, and is " here " now,

on this very list. You remember 10 years ago don't you? Timeline: AOL

2.5 lolol

D~~~~

--- In , Tammy Wolfgram <tammy@...>

wrote:

>

> , a wonderful post, but it occurs to me that if someone is

> telling you to take a bath, you HAVE been on the computer too long;-)

>

> I think I probably do spend too much time on the computer, but since

> my husband is on his even more, there is no one to say all those

> things in your note. And I do know that I have made some wonderful

> connections, helped some people and been helped in return. I've even

> become close real-world friends with some of the people I've met

> online, and have been able to share ideas and explore spirituality

> with people from all over the world. So carry on with all that you

do

> online, , as will I.

>

> Odoriferously yours,

> Tammy

>