Re: Re: Patty.

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Shari ,know your story will reach many people and affect women forever. One story or 100, you will speak volumes! I am so proud of you, and lift up out of any depression girlie, you are about to change lives and help people. I am glad to hear some of your symptoms are getting better. How long since explant again? Love you, Re: Patty.

Sharisorry to hear that you are still battling depression and fms. I often do too, and can completely sympathise with you. I am glad to hear that the holidays usually lift your spirit! I hope that they really do. I think my most precious memories of Christmas are when my kids were little. I hope you enjoy Christmas with your precious family! Are you still doing any detox? trying any supplements? Exercising? Please hang in there. I have had my implants out three years and I still get many days that I feel tired, ache or am depressed. On the up side, I am so much better overall. Yesterday in the morning I was in a terrible depression and so tired. Then last night, I went out shopping from 7pm to midnite. I had energy to spare, and was all excited when I came home and stayed up until 1 am. Then I got up at 3 am because my daughter was coughing her head off, and got up again at 7am I have been fine all day. I could have never done that 3 years ago. What is frustrating about fms and these conditions is that you can feel good one day, bad the next. Or feel bad part of the day, and great the rest of the day. It doesn't make sense and is hard to control! I can't wait to see your mtv episode too. Hopefully it will be soon.Hang in therelove, kathy> Thanks for the encouraging note. I am OK lately. I have had my ups and > downs. My hands are not hurting and swelling near as badly as they were a few > months ago so I hope that is a good sign. I am still at home as I couldn't > imagine trying to work in the health that I am in. I am still very tired all of > the time and in a lot of pain due to the Fibromyalgia. My headaches have not > eased up much either. I hope you are right about something better being sent to > me from above. I can't help but think that I am meant to spread the word > about these illnesses and try to change lives. This is what I feel I was meant > for but I just wish the MTV thing would air so I could try to touch some lives > there. I just wish we had enough money where I could dedicate the rest of my > life to it. Right now things are very tough financially with me out of work > even though I am on disability. I know there will eventually be a light at the > end of the tunnel - I just hope I can make it that long! i am still battling > severe depression but I think it is getting better. The holidays always lift > my spirits as I love this time of year, especially with a little one!!> > thanks again for thinking of me - I am hanging in there!!> > love> shari