Thank you and?

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Hi Marty and others that wrote me back,

I thank you so much. I will hang in there. Im off to make some dinner for the

kids and pick one up from the skate park before I see my Dr tonight. I took a

nap and feel a bit better. My mom showed up with a whole kitchen full of food

for us and I balled my head off. She has a hard time her self but she said she

had secret money.Adlest I know some people will stand by me.

 LOL I love you all thanks for your help I will make it through one way or

another.

One question I have for every one is this last one. Im off pred and only on

hebs and prozac Enbrel comes on tuesday. Why am loosing so much hair is this

normal for Stills? Lupus you do but Stills is very mych like it in a kinda form

right? I take biotin and vits and fish oil but still loads come out when i brush

or shower.

Whats the deal anyone else doing this?

 

Ann Fultz

Re: Im at a really bad low in life

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 I to fight depression badly and even more when I am flaring and unlike you I

take nothing for it even tho I have asked. I to had a job I loved fact the best

job I ever had in my life and because of stills, I lost it my daughter for all

purposes including legal rights, my marriage even tho it was not good I was

fully dedicated to it and my family, I also lost self respect and it in turn

almost cost me my life.

 Your husband sound o so much like my now ex wife. Supportive at first and in

public but never real in person or in our home and life.

 I can tell you yes I to feel stills brings on the depression but I would not

say it is the only cause for you. I know having a person you would and have

fully supported in there ups and downs then not supporting you when you need it

the most is very hard. As I say the hardest and most lonely time in my life was

being married to my ex wife I felt alone in a desert of uncertainty. Now to

today. I still fight depression and in fact to day it is really deep and bad.

But I have a supportive wife who also understands or tries to my depression and

has done more helping me work threw it and with it then any one ever has. I hurt

almost every day now for months and finally am getting some help with it. The

pain that is . I do not sleep but a few hours a night and almost never nap

unless I am doing really really bad like lately. I would suggest trying to do

some thing you enjoy be it with some one or by your self. I would say look at

and find some positives of

having stills. Yes there is some for each of us we have to look for them and

most of us do not want to as we see how much bad it has brought to us. I will

say good for me is I found a loving with and with out stills I would still most

likely be married to the wicked witch of the US. Well at lest tell I was no

longer working as I see it now. I also have been blessed with three more kids I

feel love me it helps with the lose of my own daughter again because of stills

and the witch.

 I am blessed with time to enjoy life a bit if I will look at and for it. I get

a free pass to national parks and I live with in 100 miles of three now to be

able to afford the gas to go LOL yes there are positives there just hard to see

but find them and for you I would bet one is you have gotten more time with your

kids and that alone is a wonderful thing and some thing no amount of money can

get you and to bust you and others alone here is a big siber stills hug

 

the  rednecks

Marty & G. 

 

“Some men rob you with a six-gun - others with a fountain pen.â€

7 days with out Jesus makes one weak

Before giving someone a piece of mind be sure you have enough to spare!

Buy a gun support the constitution and  Piss off the liberals

Gun control is a steady hand.

Fight Socialism...Vote Republican

we outlaw guns, only outlaws will have guns.

    

Stills ; An illness I know to well!

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