A rednecks thanks and a note how I deal with stills and life for all. (Long heart felt and informative I think)

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Hi all

 On my last note I forgot to also say thank you all for your prayers and

thoughts I know it is that power that helps us all in times of need not always

how we want but in ways we need so thank you

   No a silly story a long time ago I was given a CB handle ( you remember

breaker breaker rubber ducky LOL) any way the person who gave it to me did so

right after I had been hit by a drunk driver and rolled then hit again and

rolled again . This was a month after a bad motorcycle wreak I walked away from

just like the car wreck. Well any way if I did my math right I should have about

two lives left now but then again I think I will stop testing the cat theory

because I never was good in math.

  Stills did give me some thing no one believed they would ever see from me and

that is a slow down in life and a take it each day as it comes. Yes I do miss

doing things and wish I could still do most of them but at lest I got to and

that is more then a lot will ever get to do. I sat back looking back wards one

day not to long ago and in a short time of my life before stills I saw I had

done more then most people would do in a full life with out being sick. Yes I

did it all be fore stills but now I am starting to do things again with stills.

I have been into politics big time for many years and in fact worked on my first

campaign before I could vote back in 1972. I have been involved in some way

besides voting ever since tell about 1999 when I first started feeling so sick.

Then I even for a time stopped voting most of the time, this year I have gotten

back into it but not as before but in a way that can and dose work with my

stills. As this grows I

also see it as a chance to let more know about stills also so for me it is a

win win deal.

 The gifts that stills gave me are many but the time to slow down work threw

most of my pain emotionally as to who I am now and my lose of ability to work

things like that were not easy. There are days I still deal with them but the

thing I am finding that helps me the most is I have a brain that can not be left

with nothing to do or just filled with junk TV or empty time. This is were this

new political deal is helping and also my drive to learn something new each day

have helped.

   There have been many times in my life with stills that the only people I felt

I had in my life were my friend¢s right here on this sight. They seamed to be

the only ones who were there to listen and that tried to understand. My anger

filled me for a time really badly but never did I want to take it out on any one

or thing but I hated stills! Stills had wrecked my life for ever and with out it

I would still have a good life I used to have! I know better now I have a better

life now just deferent and poorer.

   I still hate stills and all the dam drugs and problems I and we deal with

from it and them but I also know that each of us have been given gifts because

of stills many of us can not see them or understand them but there . one of the

gifts I have is all of you and with out stills I would have not a one of you in

my life yet each of you even when I do not agree with ya are a gift to me as I

would hope once in a bit I am to you. I found that started my eye opening to the

gifts I have been given from stills a slow forcing of my eyes to open and then

to look past the hurt pain and problems that are there every dam day to the

extra time I was given to spend with some one I would not have had, to a day

trip during the week. To a small flower blooming I would have zoomed past

before. The trick is each day I make my self find one good thing about that day

before I go to bed and each mooring I tell my self to make sure you look for

some thing good to day no

matter how things turn or move.  Some times I have gotten so mad at my self

because I can not do this or that any more and then I hear a thank you for

showing me or thanks for helping me were if I had not been sick I would have

just done it instead of showing some one how to for them self¢s

 so long as this is try to look at a good thing each day no matter how bad you

hurt no matter how sad you are because if there is one thing that you can see

that makes you smile your better off for it even if it is just a moment of time

as soon they start to blend more and more together all we can do is work to get

threw the next 5 or 10 minutes and soon we find we got threw the day then the

week and so one

Hugs all and thank you all for your love and support and I are humbled in

it

 the  rednecks

Marty & G.

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A nation can survive its fools and even the ambitious. But it cannot survive

treason from within.~Cicero

                                                    " The  most terrifying words

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