Stress reminds me

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Stress reminds me of how this dragon wants to creep back in. My lymph node

on just one side is always the one that hurts first and the past few days it

is hurting big time. It will calm down when I am but as soon as I am upset

emotionally then it will start to hurt and then one joint or more at a time.

And it takes me back to being a child when I had no other illnesses except

for chronically swollen lymph nodes like I had the mumps. So much so that

they told my mother they didn't know if I ever had them. She was always told

to keep me quiet and calm during those episodes and it seems that even back

in those years the doctor was a wise man.

I don't know if it will lead to the dragon being full blown but I do know

it's the way of it trying to rear it's ugly head and I don't like it.

It's just very difficult when there are situations in life that have to be

dealt with in which we cannot leave or change of our own doing but yet we

have to find solutions for our own well being. For our own survival. So,

tonight I have been writing. Trying to get some of the frustration out of my

system and trying to accomplish something positive by working on my book of

my Still's story. It has helped calm me and of course medication helps as

well. I will be in chat tonight if anyone else has a mind to join.

Thanks for being here to let me have a place to come and share.

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