Guest guest Posted July 31, 2007 Report Share Posted July 31, 2007 God bless u sweetie, thank u 4 finally telling everyone what is going on. I know in this wonderful group u will find lots of support and very stong healing energy.I know I have. U r in my heart and in my prayers always.I LOVE U GIRL,With, my deepest blessings and bright light,alwaysLauriehollyweird1968 <yer1960k@...> wrote: My friend laurie wexler helped me find the Humanity Healing Group and because of her love I have recieved over 50 responses. I thank you all. But I need positive energy and prayers all the time now to help me stay focused and strong enough to get through what i HAVE TO DO NOW. My breast cancer has come back ten fold way to soon. The chemo I went through for the first round was the strongest one could get. That was to give me the chance to get this far....now cancers back spread to the soft tissues in my neck and surrounding areas also in the soft tissues over and around the orignal masectomy site. It is spreading through my blood and stopping at compromised parts of my body. The dignosis....I cant do chemo again, it will not work, radition will also not work. It has come back to fast. They will put me in a clinical trial where they will drug me with meds that stop and kill the blood supply to the indivual cancer sites. The Prognosis...when the doctor has tears in his eyes you know the prognosis is bad. And bad it is.... due to the agressive nature of my kind of cancer and how fast it came back, even with the new treatment, the survival time is around 2 years. Sometimes more, mostly less. I am a very strong willed lady, with a strong spritual base. But right now Im having an extreamly difficult time keeping focus. I have to make arrangments for my 10 year old daughters continued well being and happiness after im gone.When I tell her it will devisate her. I dont want to but I can not not tell her. I will not be able to keep my promise to die of old age instead of cancer.I will not be able to see her grow up! Im truly praying that god will make me the one miracle and let me live so I can help heal others. I will not give up. I WILL FIGHT THIS. I need your prayers and healing energys,your love and support. I love you all and thank you for all the prayers ive recieved already. With HOPE, Sorrells To worry, is like wishing for something you don't want ! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2007 Report Share Posted August 1, 2007 Dear You can count on my positive energy coming you way. My dear sister be strong. with Unlimited light Isabel > > My friend laurie wexler helped me find the Humanity Healing Group and > because of her love I have recieved over 50 responses. I thank you > all. But I need positive energy and prayers all the time now to help > me stay focused and strong enough to get through what i HAVE TO DO > NOW. > > My breast cancer has come back ten fold way to soon. The chemo I > went through for the first round was the strongest one could get. > That was to give me the chance to get this far....now cancers back > spread to the soft tissues in my neck and surrounding areas also in > the soft tissues over and around the orignal masectomy site. It is > spreading through my blood and stopping at compromised parts of my > body. > The dignosis....I cant do chemo again, it will not work, radition > will also not work. It has come back to fast. They will put me in a > clinical trial where they will drug me with meds that stop and kill > the blood supply to the indivual cancer sites. > The Prognosis...when the doctor has tears in his eyes you know the > prognosis is bad. And bad it is.... > due to the agressive nature of my kind of cancer and how fast it came > back, even with the new treatment, the survival time is around 2 > years. Sometimes more, mostly less. > > I am a very strong willed lady, with a strong spritual base. But > right now Im having an extreamly difficult time keeping focus. I have > to make arrangments for my 10 year old daughters continued well being > and happiness after im gone.When I tell her it will devisate her. I > dont want to but I can not not tell her. I will not be able to keep > my promise to die of old age instead of cancer.I will not be able to > see her grow up! > > Im truly praying that god will make me the one miracle and let me > live so I can help heal others. I will not give up. I WILL FIGHT THIS. > > I need your prayers and healing energys,your love and support. > I love you all and thank you for all the prayers ive > recieved already. > With HOPE, > Sorrells > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2007 Report Share Posted August 1, 2007 As you open and begin to read this, you would have already been receiving a " feeling " of calm, of peace, of vibrating light. You have noticed it haven't you? It's there, pouring in as waves, growing more intense, as you begin to become aware of it. Sit back a moment and just let go, let it be. o you feel that heating within your heart? Do you feel the opening...as it spreads out? Relax...let go...let it be. As the love enters from those sending it right now, your heart is responding, opening, priming it's source of being. As it begins to vibrate more and more, the heated feeling finds it's way into every part of your body, into and through every cell, infusing it with al the love and light it can contain. Your DNA activating, checking, verifying perfection...transmuting what is not, into what IS....vibrating with love. As love enters and surrounds you, overwhelms you, binds and frees you, pouring in, overflowing, reviving, refreshing...like a glass full of clear water....and a glass of muddy water....love, the clear water comes rushing in... " cells in need [of light and love] " - the glass of muddy water, begins to be displaces as the clear is poured in. There is only one glass with muddy water....there is no end to the glass of the clear...there is no limit to love. Take this into your awareness now. Feel and see each part of your body, each cell, be replenished, revived, purified....regenerated, as love becomes it. Know IT IS ALREADY DONE. Now, do this now, and if and when you feel overwhelmed and aren't sure...what is to gain by not doing? What is to lose? And now, with this ALREADY SO, you can go spend some incredible time with your daughter, laughing, and playing, and acting like this is the only day that really matters...THIS IS THE ONLY DAY THAT MATTERS...THIS MOMENT. With Love @ Light, You Are Made........ D~ In , " isabel4229 " <isabel.robson@...> wrote: > > Dear > > You can count on my positive energy coming you way. > My dear sister be strong. > > with Unlimited light > Isabel > > > > > > My friend laurie wexler helped me find the Humanity Healing Group > and > > because of her love I have recieved over 50 responses. I thank you > > all. But I need positive energy and prayers all the time now to > help > > me stay focused and strong enough to get through what i HAVE TO DO > > NOW. > > > > My breast cancer has come back ten fold way to soon. The chemo I > > went through for the first round was the strongest one could get. > > That was to give me the chance to get this far....now cancers back > > spread to the soft tissues in my neck and surrounding areas also in > > the soft tissues over and around the orignal masectomy site. It is > > spreading through my blood and stopping at compromised parts of my > > body. > > The dignosis....I cant do chemo again, it will not work, radition > > will also not work. It has come back to fast. They will put me in a > > clinical trial where they will drug me with meds that stop and kill > > the blood supply to the indivual cancer sites. > > The Prognosis...when the doctor has tears in his eyes you know > the > > prognosis is bad. And bad it is.... > > due to the agressive nature of my kind of cancer and how fast it > came > > back, even with the new treatment, the survival time is around 2 > > years. Sometimes more, mostly less. > > > > I am a very strong willed lady, with a strong spritual base. But > > right now Im having an extreamly difficult time keeping focus. I > have > > to make arrangments for my 10 year old daughters continued well > being > > and happiness after im gone.When I tell her it will devisate her. I > > dont want to but I can not not tell her. I will not be able to keep > > my promise to die of old age instead of cancer.I will not be able > to > > see her grow up! > > > > Im truly praying that god will make me the one miracle and let me > > live so I can help heal others. I will not give up. I WILL FIGHT > THIS. > > > > I need your prayers and healing energys,your love and support. > > I love you all and thank you for all the prayers ive > > recieved already. > > With HOPE, > > Sorrells > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2007 Report Share Posted August 1, 2007 , My positive energy is entwined with Isabels and the others. Blessings of Love, Light and prayers for Gods healing touch is sent your way today child be strong. Namaste, Debbie> >> > My friend laurie wexler helped me find the Humanity Healing Group > and > > because of her love I have recieved over 50 responses. I thank you > > all. But I need positive energy and prayers all the time now to > help > > me stay focused and strong enough to get through what i HAVE TO DO > > NOW.> > > > My breast cancer has come back ten fold way to soon. The chemo I > > went through for the first round was the strongest one could get. > > That was to give me the chance to get this far....now cancers back > > spread to the soft tissues in my neck and surrounding areas also in > > the soft tissues over and around the orignal masectomy site. It is > > spreading through my blood and stopping at compromised parts of my > > body.> > The dignosis....I cant do chemo again, it will not work, radition > > will also not work. It has come back to fast. They will put me in a > > clinical trial where they will drug me with meds that stop and kill > > the blood supply to the indivual cancer sites.> > The Prognosis...when the doctor has tears in his eyes you know > the > > prognosis is bad. And bad it is....> > due to the agressive nature of my kind of cancer and how fast it > came > > back, even with the new treatment, the survival time is around 2 > > years. Sometimes more, mostly less.> > > > I am a very strong willed lady, with a strong spritual base. But > > right now Im having an extreamly difficult time keeping focus. I > have > > to make arrangments for my 10 year old daughters continued well > being > > and happiness after im gone.When I tell her it will devisate her. I > > dont want to but I can not not tell her. I will not be able to keep > > my promise to die of old age instead of cancer.I will not be able > to > > see her grow up! > > > > Im truly praying that god will make me the one miracle and let me > > live so I can help heal others. I will not give up. I WILL FIGHT > THIS.> > > > I need your prayers and healing energys,your love and support.> > I love you all and thank you for all the prayers ive > > recieved already.> > With HOPE,> > Sorrells> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 2, 2007 Report Share Posted August 2, 2007 "Im truly praying that god will make me the one miracle and let me live so I can help heal others. I will not give up. I WILL FIGHT THIS." And there it is. , you are truly a beautiful inspiration. You are for sure constantly being sent healing and love from this group. I believe that will make a profound difference for you, mentally and physically. I'm so thankful that Laurie led you here. This group has done some amazing things for others already. I love you and wish you all the healing you need,Stefanie>> My friend laurie wexler helped me find the Humanity Healing Group and > because of her love I have recieved over 50 responses. I thank you > all. But I need positive energy and prayers all the time now to help > me stay focused and strong enough to get through what i HAVE TO DO > NOW.> > My breast cancer has come back ten fold way to soon. The chemo I > went through for the first round was the strongest one could get. > That was to give me the chance to get this far....now cancers back > spread to the soft tissues in my neck and surrounding areas also in > the soft tissues over and around the orignal masectomy site. It is > spreading through my blood and stopping at compromised parts of my > body.> The dignosis....I cant do chemo again, it will not work, radition > will also not work. It has come back to fast. They will put me in a > clinical trial where they will drug me with meds that stop and kill > the blood supply to the indivual cancer sites.> The Prognosis...when the doctor has tears in his eyes you know the > prognosis is bad. And bad it is....> due to the agressive nature of my kind of cancer and how fast it came > back, even with the new treatment, the survival time is around 2 > years. Sometimes more, mostly less.> > I am a very strong willed lady, with a strong spritual base. But > right now Im having an extreamly difficult time keeping focus. I have > to make arrangments for my 10 year old daughters continued well being > and happiness after im gone.When I tell her it will devisate her. I > dont want to but I can not not tell her. I will not be able to keep > my promise to die of old age instead of cancer.I will not be able to > see her grow up! > > Im truly praying that god will make me the one miracle and let me > live so I can help heal others. I will not give up. I WILL FIGHT THIS.> > I need your prayers and healing energys,your love and support.> I love you all and thank you for all the prayers ive > recieved already.> With HOPE,> Sorrells> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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