Im Yvonne..My cancer is back..I Need All Positive Energy

[Guest guest]

My friend laurie wexler helped me find the Humanity Healing Group and

because of her love I have recieved over 50 responses. I thank you

all. But I need positive energy and prayers all the time now to help

me stay focused and strong enough to get through what i HAVE TO DO

NOW.

My breast cancer has come back ten fold way to soon. The chemo I

went through for the first round was the strongest one could get.

That was to give me the chance to get this far....now cancers back

spread to the soft tissues in my neck and surrounding areas also in

the soft tissues over and around the orignal masectomy site. It is

spreading through my blood and stopping at compromised parts of my

body.

The dignosis....I cant do chemo again, it will not work, radition

will also not work. It has come back to fast. They will put me in a

clinical trial where they will drug me with meds that stop and kill

the blood supply to the indivual cancer sites.

The Prognosis...when the doctor has tears in his eyes you know the

prognosis is bad. And bad it is....

due to the agressive nature of my kind of cancer and how fast it came

back, even with the new treatment, the survival time is around 2

years. Sometimes more, mostly less.

I am a very strong willed lady, with a strong spritual base. But

right now Im having an extreamly difficult time keeping focus. I have

to make arrangments for my 10 year old daughters continued well being

and happiness after im gone.When I tell her it will devisate her. I

dont want to but I can not not tell her. I will not be able to keep

my promise to die of old age instead of cancer.I will not be able to

see her grow up!

Im truly praying that god will make me the one miracle and let me

live so I can help heal others. I will not give up. I WILL FIGHT THIS.

I need your prayers and healing energys,your love and support.

I love you all and thank you for all the prayers ive

recieved already.

With HOPE,

Sorrells