Re:] Newbie

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and every one

 this is one of the things that in fact says you have started to learn to live

with stills and not in spite of stills. we may not have our old physical energy

back heck now that i am older i do not thinking i ever will . but our inner self

that we can and most will get that back . for me it has been back for a long

time but for some they want all of it back like the old me because they do not

like some parts of the new me. the new me is the part that came out of the ashes

of a fight to live in spite of stills a divorce and an ex wife who tied to kill

me and who did steal my one child from me but not the other one. so yes it did

change who I am also and to most it changed me for the better I do not bend over

and kiss south ends when there headed north all the time now because i think I

am not worth any thing now day .I know I am a good person so I stopped doing

that and they who always seamed to get me to do that nasty job do not like it

that i no

longer do that and fight for my self dignity o well time they move on and find

them self's also or at lest a new sucker LOL any hoot this is I feel one of the

most important parts of living not only with stills but with your self so with

that soon the 2008 year will be gone and we can all turn over that new one

called 2009 and have a fresh start again .I know I am looking forward to that as

I have some new goals set for my self for the year and and I will be

moving into a new part of life together also being she will end her schooling

for a bit with her long fought for BSW and start work . we are hoping it may

also help with our living conditions also well okay more after we pay back all

the loans from school that we have had to use to keep living and some to my

mother also then we can maybe start living hopeful but at lest we have hope and

that is what we have made it this far on is hope and faith and that is the same

that will carry us forward

still

  so counting the days to end this great year and the start of a new and

hopefully better one for us all

hugs

 

the  rednecks

Marty & G.

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