Guest guest Posted June 25, 2002 Report Share Posted June 25, 2002 Hi...I'm going through a teary blue streak. Two weeks from the surgery, and I am better, but no where near pain-free, able to eat, etc. I know it's probably sensible to expect someone not in the greatest health to take a bit longer to heal. I feel disappointed in myself...not living up to my expectations. I feel lonely & cut off...the truth is my kids have been wonderful, so have my mom & dad, my sister has not reached out, but that is the norm. Why should I expect it to be different this time? Does she think I enjoy being the " sick " one? I want to feel better in every way. I've got a lot of things I'd like to do, but I've got a lot of hills to climb. I feel discouraged cause ever since last Friday I felt like I really turned the corner, but the last 24 hours the cough & choking have come back. Though I imagine it's probably normal to have ebbs & flows. I see my ENT Wednesday, and have Remicade Friday. I don't mean to have a " pity party " , but some things are just sad. Love.... Tess Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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