Answers and Signs

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Answers

and Signs

For tonight

Just let my hand write.

That's all that I ask:

Sometimes I feel like a

failure

wearing a mask.

I think of these things

when I'm in the shower

reading my posted list of

daily affirmations.

This world around me has

gone cold.

Experience itself has

brought more questions.

How will I feel when I get

old?

What will I have seen?

Who will I have known?

I look at grandparents for

advice

We would expect that they

have grown

with all the years they've

lived perhaps their years have shown

them a meaningful life

equipping their minds with

gifts gived

a crown, and a throne.

The only price is

deterioration

of body and mind.

A gain of questions,

confusion

Maybe they've stopped the

search for answers

something thats not there

to find.

I'm looking at this all

wrong.

Answers aren't found by routine affirmations,

prophets and geniuses who

tell and say.

It's made of faith and

love

and all that is right.

Someone must be guiding

from above.

with urges and kisses

and daily I really am

aware

that the answers are in

the signs

that are placed with

extreme care

in a parallel reality

lying in the veil like

drawn lines

so these answers I seek

from the outside

I will never then be

content.

We all have our own to

taste.

So I will listen to the

voices

and enjoy the kisses

while experiencing the

signs sent

knowing that it's all

okay.

I don't always have to

struggle and fight

for answer after answer,

experience after

experience

to make it all right.

The grandparents

understand

that in this world

all things eventually come

to an end.

So bring on the signs

Come on, as many as you

can send

It's a solid faith

that becomes a friend

in the dark of this place

where pain sometimes feels

good

if you endure enough of it

It most rightfully should.

Well what then do we teach

our children?

What do we express to our

peers?

I'll teach them that to

find their answers

they need to face their

fears.

All are unique

All walk their path of

darkness and grace.

It's up to us to listen,

to lift up our face,

and be the answers we

seek.My love to you all! And may you all be blessed with answers and signs.