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[Guest guest]

Hi...I have ok moments, but this depression/crash thing is hanging on

pretty hard. Haven't missed any meds or anything like that. Some of it

is situational, some of it is brain chemistry, I think, from the impact

of the sun flare. I get so sad, so lost. I am very aware of the many

blessing in my life, but I feel like I fell into a hole. Thanks for

loving me just as I am.

Your Tess

[Guest guest]

(((((((((((((Tess))))))))))))))))

I pray this depression lets go soon.

Love and hugs,

Carol

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Hi...I have ok moments, but this depression/crash thing is hanging on

pretty hard. Haven't missed any meds or anything like that. Some of it

is situational, some of it is brain chemistry, I think, from the impact

of the sun flare. I get so sad, so lost. I am very aware of the many

blessing in my life, but I feel like I fell into a hole. Thanks for

loving me just as I am.

Your Tess

[Guest guest]

I quite understand Tess. The unshakable bad dreams in the wee hours

of the morning are the worst! Would you settle for a cyber hug??

(((((((((((((Tess))))))))))))))

Have a cup of non caffeinated cuppa whatever. Things all ways

seem better when the sun comes up.

> Hi...it's 3:30am, and I just woke up from scary dreams. Not bad

enough

> to call nightmares, but disturbing enough to get me shaky & on the

verge

> of tears.

>

> I'm sure they're all metaphors for the many emotions I'm going

through

> right now...but Lord, how I hate them. They're ones that are hard

to

> 'shake'.

>

> Mostly they make me feel fearful & sad. I need to remember that

the

> Lord is way bigger than any of these wacky dreams.

>

> Sometimes it would just feel nice to be held, and to cry.

>

> Love...

>

> Tess