Guest guest Posted July 23, 2002 Report Share Posted July 23, 2002 Dear Friends...a little mood swing here. I've noticed that when I've had a few days of fun interaction with people I love and feel really happy emotionally, I tend to " crash " emotionally over the next couple days. I'm sitting here crying, and was thinking WHY? Gee whiz, I had a lot of wonderful experiences in the past few days. Today, my self-esteem is yucky & self-critical...I feel bad about my cabana boy joke, though last nght I enjoyed just being silly! I think I feel sad cause cause I can only do a lot of life in spurts. It's almost like being teased with a " normal " (whatever that is) life for a few days then back to reality. I don't know what it's like to live a life of equilibrium, balance. It's either feast or famine, in a sense. Can I learn to live a more balanced life with the pain/fatigue/stiffness/IBS/sadness always hiding around the corner ready to jump out and go BOO when I least expect it? I HAVE to believe I can! Do you all feel this way too? Love... Tess Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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