Guest guest Posted July 17, 2008 Report Share Posted July 17, 2008 Hello all. I am up .... again... its 4 am and I cant sleep due to pain in my ankle. I can barely walk. I didnt go see my baby nephews yesterday and it looks like I might not be able to walk either. Gosh I hate this! My brain has so much going on but my exhausted in pain body cant keep up. MY dishes are piling up, my house is filthy and has been working like crazy. I can't stop being sad. I try to catch moments here and there to remember that make me happy. I am not happy. I have a great family wonderful friends and , who is my best friend and angel and I still feel sorry for myself. I have been very negative. I also hate being taken care of. My body is falling apart at the seems and I feel like all I can do is take my meds and wait for the wheelchair. I know that Stills damages organs too. I was dx w/ Stills and if my doc doesnt believe my 1st doctor, then how do I know if my organs arent having problems if she wont check. I already have the terrible pain just under my right front ribs. It has been for a long while. I am afraid it is my spleen. I love you, Shar xxoo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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