Guest guest Posted August 9, 2002 Report Share Posted August 9, 2002 Hi My Little Family...weepy here...I know I did a good job with my letter, and getting support letters from Dr's, writing out my meds, comorbidities, weight loss attempts...I know many people have been and are praying for me. I just feel so little and scared...and I feel like " Exhibit A " - they know my weight, now they want to 'see' it. Yuck. I will do my best...I won't be there 'alone' cause the love of you all and the Lord will be there. It's not that I WANT this dang blasted surgery, but I don't know what else to do. Someone said to me, " What if it is not God's will for you to lose weight...perhaps HE has a reason you don't understand. " Well, then I trust He will give me the grace to handle that. But I don't have designs on being thin...I just hope to get to a more healthy weight and have some life back. I don't believe God world frown on that. But, Thy will, not my will... This being human, vulnerable, sad part hurts, as I sure don't need to explain to you all! I know you know. I wish I had a hubby to hold me, but I am making good friends with my box of Kleenex! OK, I'm getting into a pity party...yikes. A Bazillion Hugs & Much Love to All... Tess Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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