Just got back from ER/Surgery

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Hi,

Well, here I go again. I have just returned from my local ER who had to do

emergency surgery to stop hemorrhaging in my right knee. They had to remove

one of the staples and debride for infection and then close up the incision.

I am on total bed rest in the immobilizer and they gave me one pain pill.

Ron and came with me to change the towels on our way to the hospital.

I am sitting here crying as a I type this because I am so frustrated with

this situation. Now I have to see the hematologist and I see the ortho on

Tuesday as he is out of town on Monday. I have blood all over my house,

looks like a massacre. I can't take living with this disease any more. It

is too hard on me and most importantly, my family. The look on 's face,

I will never forget. This is no way to live your life. I can see almost a

carbon copy of my Dad's life. It is like reliving my childhood and I don't

want to do that to my girls. Ron, of course, is back sleeping right now and

the girls are watching me like I am going to explode at any minute.

To all my dear, sweet friends, who called or prayed for me while I had my

surgery, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You will never be

forgotten. You mean more to me than my family. God has so richly blessed me

in the friends department.

I will love you always,

Debs in FL