Beautiful Friends & Family - I Humbly Seek Your Help, Pls?

[Guest guest]

Hello my beautiful Alie,I just want to say that I am here, standing by you in prayers and support , for whatever you and your folks need, I will include your Dad on my personal prayers for as long as he needs it. I am sure all our family members here will pray with me and lift him to the God's healing presence, and we will ask for a blanket of love, protection and light to be place upon him. I pray for the Divine providence and assistance to remain always with him, during all this treatment.I humbly pray. In love and faith,Your sister in lightLiane>> It is with a sad yet hopeful heart that finds me writing to you this> morning, Beloved Family.> > My father, ph, is very ill. He recently has suffered a series of> serious illnesses (most of which found him hospitalized) beginning with> pneumonia in late December into early January, followed by a pulmonary> embolism which, thankfully, exploded in the pleura and not the lung> itself (had it gone in the lung he would have likely died according to> the doctors), which awakened the "Sleeping Giant" T.B. - this had lain> dormant in his system since he was an late teenager. Fortunately there> have been MANY advancements today in the treatment of T.B. so he is> actively being treated by a combination of antibiotics designed to> specifically target the strain of T.B. he carries. The challenge, the> reason I implore you for your loving prayers and healing energies, is> because these potent antibiotics are making him so ill, creating a> back-up of release of toxins into his stomach resulting in severe nausea> and ultimately robbing him of strength and will. [] The length of> time one must remain on these antibiotics is no less than 6 months!> > My dad is already in the HH Grids but I ask you please, if you find it> within your beautiful compassionate and loving hearts and souls, to add> more energy for him, I assure you that I believe it will not only help> ease his stress and help him to heal and find more will, but also that> all which is freely offered is profoundly appreciated by him, my mom, my> family, his friends and by me.> > Energetically, we (my Beloved Allies and my dad and I) work together> regularly; he responds beautifully, but this particular struggle is one> that is found within the realm/dynamic of the physical resulting with> each new ingestion of the required meds he takes thus nullifying all the> wondrous effects of the work that was done; in essence that work, once> done, becomes undone. *sigh*> > My father is a man of great action, intellect, soft but amazing wisdom,> compassion, kindness, charity and humor. That man is now hidden beneath> the struggle to simply survive a day for if he feels (as he does now)> that he becomes a burden and needy or that he is not a contributing> living and loving being then he perceives that to mean that he has no> worth and so begins the stage of "turning the face to the wall"; a> surrender. I have become my father's parent in some ways now - for many> of us this is neither new nor unexpected, but the reality is far more> challenging than the concept.> > I also ask please that you add loving thoughts and send supportive> energies to my mother (Carol) if you would be so kind? She is not young> anymore either and has been living in that energy for some time. She is> an Empath. She suffers from Atrial Fib (common heart condition) and> other smaller but challenging ailments but stress activates all of the> negative aspects of her illness/dis-eases. [] Please, I beg you to> remember that when you are a primary care-taker you become the one> people forget to ask about, you become the one who is taken for granted> that things shall be done, you are the oak in a mighty storm praying not> to break and hoping for the cessation of the wind.> > My parents and I share a most blessed and sadly unique relationship - I> wish all had such a great rapport and friendship with their parents> hence the reason I say we share a "sadly unique" relationship since so> many have longed for such a relationship with their own parents only to> have not been granted that right or through times been cast aside or> have chosen yourselves to cast aside for what is your greater good by> your own heart's measure. We (my parents and I) love one another> fiercely, quietly, gently, our sharing filled with laughter and joy,> support given without condition just as love is. They are my> touchstones and guiding forces. They are contributors of much light to> my life and though the time of the end of a cycle of life here on earth> is inevitable, this makes it none-the-easier for us. ***This is NOT to> say we have reached that point, merely I recognize only what is possible> and work to offset it with constant hope, positive energy and absolute> love. *soft smile*> > I do as much as I can but I am also amidst many challenges - which I> embrace fully, with complete love and positive thought and vision,> humility and enormous gratitude. Still, presently, I ask for patience> for those whom would normally seek one on one time with me (or shared> time with me and another cherished family member here) for counsel. > Forgive me, for I can assure you beyond all doubt that NO ONE has fallen> away from my heart, my soul, my love or my concern but if I do not have> what I need to give to others because I am not bringing enough in myself> through out-pouring of energy and love, then I must give to me first in> order to sustain the genuine unconditional giving to my parents and all> those beautiful cherished souls whom I am already actively working to> help them learn to better help themselves.> > I take this time to gently remind these amazing cherished souls that> they already possess all that is needed within them - we (any counselor> or channel) are merely present that we may act as a simple bridge to> bring you back to your own divine and gloriously sage high self; this> (the counsel or channeling provided) is but a temporary thing, for it is> meant to be found that within the learning, the listening, the choice,> the hope and the actions in which you heal yourselves and find freedom -> you and Spirit. I am but a mere woman and that is all - just like you> (unless you're a man in which case not so much so as to be confused! > lol *teasing grin*)> > Blessed Be with GREAT Gratitude, Humility, Love, Honor, Respect & Hope> from this old heart and soul to each of you who care enough to add your> beautiful, unique and divinely powerful energy to that which I seek your> aid...> > Namaste. Much Metta...always and infinitely.> ~Ali~>

[Guest guest]

I'm praying for your father as he goes through this time, and your mother to both remain willful and calm, healthy and strong. Mostly my love I pray for you to receive as much energy, and encouragement you need in order to be that standing oak to take care of your family. Being a caretaker is NOT easy, especially if it's for your own family. But they're so very lucky to have you Ali. You all chose to live this life together for a reason, and every challenge you experience together is for a sacred reason that only you know in your hearts. I'm a phone call away if you need me.My never ending unconditional love to you beautiful soul sister. Stefanie>> It is with a sad yet hopeful heart that finds me writing to you this> morning, Beloved Family.> > My father, ph, is very ill. He recently has suffered a series of> serious illnesses (most of which found him hospitalized) beginning with> pneumonia in late December into early January, followed by a pulmonary> embolism which, thankfully, exploded in the pleura and not the lung> itself (had it gone in the lung he would have likely died according to> the doctors), which awakened the "Sleeping Giant" T.B. - this had lain> dormant in his system since he was an late teenager. Fortunately there> have been MANY advancements today in the treatment of T.B. so he is> actively being treated by a combination of antibiotics designed to> specifically target the strain of T.B. he carries. The challenge, the> reason I implore you for your loving prayers and healing energies, is> because these potent antibiotics are making him so ill, creating a> back-up of release of toxins into his stomach resulting in severe nausea> and ultimately robbing him of strength and will. [] The length of> time one must remain on these antibiotics is no less than 6 months!> > My dad is already in the HH Grids but I ask you please, if you find it> within your beautiful compassionate and loving hearts and souls, to add> more energy for him, I assure you that I believe it will not only help> ease his stress and help him to heal and find more will, but also that> all which is freely offered is profoundly appreciated by him, my mom, my> family, his friends and by me.> > Energetically, we (my Beloved Allies and my dad and I) work together> regularly; he responds beautifully, but this particular struggle is one> that is found within the realm/dynamic of the physical resulting with> each new ingestion of the required meds he takes thus nullifying all the> wondrous effects of the work that was done; in essence that work, once> done, becomes undone. *sigh*> > My father is a man of great action, intellect, soft but amazing wisdom,> compassion, kindness, charity and humor. That man is now hidden beneath> the struggle to simply survive a day for if he feels (as he does now)> that he becomes a burden and needy or that he is not a contributing> living and loving being then he perceives that to mean that he has no> worth and so begins the stage of "turning the face to the wall"; a> surrender. I have become my father's parent in some ways now - for many> of us this is neither new nor unexpected, but the reality is far more> challenging than the concept.> > I also ask please that you add loving thoughts and send supportive> energies to my mother (Carol) if you would be so kind? She is not young> anymore either and has been living in that energy for some time. She is> an Empath. She suffers from Atrial Fib (common heart condition) and> other smaller but challenging ailments but stress activates all of the> negative aspects of her illness/dis-eases. [] Please, I beg you to> remember that when you are a primary care-taker you become the one> people forget to ask about, you become the one who is taken for granted> that things shall be done, you are the oak in a mighty storm praying not> to break and hoping for the cessation of the wind.> > My parents and I share a most blessed and sadly unique relationship - I> wish all had such a great rapport and friendship with their parents> hence the reason I say we share a "sadly unique" relationship since so> many have longed for such a relationship with their own parents only to> have not been granted that right or through times been cast aside or> have chosen yourselves to cast aside for what is your greater good by> your own heart's measure. We (my parents and I) love one another> fiercely, quietly, gently, our sharing filled with laughter and joy,> support given without condition just as love is. They are my> touchstones and guiding forces. They are contributors of much light to> my life and though the time of the end of a cycle of life here on earth> is inevitable, this makes it none-the-easier for us. ***This is NOT to> say we have reached that point, merely I recognize only what is possible> and work to offset it with constant hope, positive energy and absolute> love. *soft smile*> > I do as much as I can but I am also amidst many challenges - which I> embrace fully, with complete love and positive thought and vision,> humility and enormous gratitude. Still, presently, I ask for patience> for those whom would normally seek one on one time with me (or shared> time with me and another cherished family member here) for counsel. > Forgive me, for I can assure you beyond all doubt that NO ONE has fallen> away from my heart, my soul, my love or my concern but if I do not have> what I need to give to others because I am not bringing enough in myself> through out-pouring of energy and love, then I must give to me first in> order to sustain the genuine unconditional giving to my parents and all> those beautiful cherished souls whom I am already actively working to> help them learn to better help themselves.> > I take this time to gently remind these amazing cherished souls that> they already possess all that is needed within them - we (any counselor> or channel) are merely present that we may act as a simple bridge to> bring you back to your own divine and gloriously sage high self; this> (the counsel or channeling provided) is but a temporary thing, for it is> meant to be found that within the learning, the listening, the choice,> the hope and the actions in which you heal yourselves and find freedom -> you and Spirit. I am but a mere woman and that is all - just like you> (unless you're a man in which case not so much so as to be confused! > lol *teasing grin*)> > Blessed Be with GREAT Gratitude, Humility, Love, Honor, Respect & Hope> from this old heart and soul to each of you who care enough to add your> beautiful, unique and divinely powerful energy to that which I seek your> aid...> > Namaste. Much Metta...always and infinitely.> ~Ali~>

[Guest guest]

Dearest Ali,

What a beautiful letter written from the heart and soul of a beautiful

person. I can tell you love your Mom and Dad very much.

Every time I read a letter asking for prayer for a Mom or Dad, it

touches a very special place in my heart. Oh, what I would give to

have my Mom and Dad here with me just to be able to pray for them! So

I know and understand the heaviness on the heart of a son or daughter

when a parent suffers, especially when they have a relationship such

as yours.

Know that your Dad, your Mom, and you are in my thoughts and prayers.

I pray that you all will be surrounded by angels of great strength to

lift each of you up and to give your Dad the strength he needs each day.

You are all blessed to have each other!!!

I love you,

--- In , " alisonkain " <alisonkain@...>

wrote:

>

> It is with a sad yet hopeful heart that finds me writing to you this

> morning, Beloved Family.

>

> My father, ph, is very ill. He recently has suffered a series of

> serious illnesses (most of which found him hospitalized) beginning with

> pneumonia in late December into early January, followed by a pulmonary

> embolism which, thankfully, exploded in the pleura and not the lung

> itself (had it gone in the lung he would have likely died according to

> the doctors), which awakened the " Sleeping Giant " T.B. - this had lain

> dormant in his system since he was an late teenager. Fortunately there

> have been MANY advancements today in the treatment of T.B. so he is

> actively being treated by a combination of antibiotics designed to

> specifically target the strain of T.B. he carries. The challenge, the

> reason I implore you for your loving prayers and healing energies, is

> because these potent antibiotics are making him so ill, creating a

> back-up of release of toxins into his stomach resulting in severe nausea

> and ultimately robbing him of strength and will. [] The length of

> time one must remain on these antibiotics is no less than 6 months!

>

> My dad is already in the HH Grids but I ask you please, if you find it

> within your beautiful compassionate and loving hearts and souls, to add

> more energy for him, I assure you that I believe it will not only help

> ease his stress and help him to heal and find more will, but also that

> all which is freely offered is profoundly appreciated by him, my mom, my

> family, his friends and by me.

>

> Energetically, we (my Beloved Allies and my dad and I) work together

> regularly; he responds beautifully, but this particular struggle is one

> that is found within the realm/dynamic of the physical resulting with

> each new ingestion of the required meds he takes thus nullifying all the

> wondrous effects of the work that was done; in essence that work, once

> done, becomes undone. *sigh*

>

> My father is a man of great action, intellect, soft but amazing wisdom,

> compassion, kindness, charity and humor. That man is now hidden beneath

> the struggle to simply survive a day for if he feels (as he does now)

> that he becomes a burden and needy or that he is not a contributing

> living and loving being then he perceives that to mean that he has no

> worth and so begins the stage of " turning the face to the wall " ; a

> surrender. I have become my father's parent in some ways now - for many

> of us this is neither new nor unexpected, but the reality is far more

> challenging than the concept.

>

> I also ask please that you add loving thoughts and send supportive

> energies to my mother (Carol) if you would be so kind? She is not young

> anymore either and has been living in that energy for some time. She is

> an Empath. She suffers from Atrial Fib (common heart condition) and

> other smaller but challenging ailments but stress activates all of the

> negative aspects of her illness/dis-eases. [] Please, I beg you to

> remember that when you are a primary care-taker you become the one

> people forget to ask about, you become the one who is taken for granted

> that things shall be done, you are the oak in a mighty storm praying not

> to break and hoping for the cessation of the wind.

>

> My parents and I share a most blessed and sadly unique relationship - I

> wish all had such a great rapport and friendship with their parents

> hence the reason I say we share a " sadly unique " relationship since so

> many have longed for such a relationship with their own parents only to

> have not been granted that right or through times been cast aside or

> have chosen yourselves to cast aside for what is your greater good by

> your own heart's measure. We (my parents and I) love one another

> fiercely, quietly, gently, our sharing filled with laughter and joy,

> support given without condition just as love is. They are my

> touchstones and guiding forces. They are contributors of much light to

> my life and though the time of the end of a cycle of life here on earth

> is inevitable, this makes it none-the-easier for us. ***This is NOT to

> say we have reached that point, merely I recognize only what is possible

> and work to offset it with constant hope, positive energy and absolute

> love. *soft smile*

>

> I do as much as I can but I am also amidst many challenges - which I

> embrace fully, with complete love and positive thought and vision,

> humility and enormous gratitude. Still, presently, I ask for patience

> for those whom would normally seek one on one time with me (or shared

> time with me and another cherished family member here) for counsel.

> Forgive me, for I can assure you beyond all doubt that NO ONE has fallen

> away from my heart, my soul, my love or my concern but if I do not have

> what I need to give to others because I am not bringing enough in myself

> through out-pouring of energy and love, then I must give to me first in

> order to sustain the genuine unconditional giving to my parents and all

> those beautiful cherished souls whom I am already actively working to

> help them learn to better help themselves.

>

> I take this time to gently remind these amazing cherished souls that

> they already possess all that is needed within them - we (any counselor

> or channel) are merely present that we may act as a simple bridge to

> bring you back to your own divine and gloriously sage high self; this

> (the counsel or channeling provided) is but a temporary thing, for it is

> meant to be found that within the learning, the listening, the choice,

> the hope and the actions in which you heal yourselves and find freedom -

> you and Spirit. I am but a mere woman and that is all - just like you

> (unless you're a man in which case not so much so as to be confused!

> lol *teasing grin*)

>

> Blessed Be with GREAT Gratitude, Humility, Love, Honor, Respect & Hope

> from this old heart and soul to each of you who care enough to add your

> beautiful, unique and divinely powerful energy to that which I seek your

> aid...

>

> Namaste. Much Metta...always and infinitely.

> ~Ali~

>

[Guest guest]

My Dear Ali~

Please forgive me if any of this comes out in any other way than with

extreme love and compassion, for I can not even see the keyboard in

front of me....I feel heavy.

The energy is in route, has arrived, and is filling the entirety

of " this " ....loving energy to your dad, for your mom, and to comfort

you. It is entering the cells and lovingly enjoining, fusing with the

essence of the life. Love is present.

Once again, I must say that, I normally don't reply to these, as

love, the way I do it, is sent, assured, directed, to the place of

need, and overwhelms it. It is the love, and not me who, what, does

this. I simply focus it, and send. The universe has a request made of

it, and, based on what I understand of the law of attraction, and our

abilities, as " gods on earth " ...assume and KNOW, that " our will be

done " . We release it and we are thankful for the outcome...and

keeping out of the way of th universe, and the way it chooses to

respond.

I know it is hard in some ways to " stay out of the way " , while this

is done, and we fill " we must do more " .

While I constantly send love, I also meditate " in closed session " ,

where IT becomes much more powerful as I build and send it, actually

going into the places where I feel I am directed, opening the

way...but it is still the love which does the work, the healing,

the " taking it from there " .

And, there are the times...when I am " Job " , for lack of another

example at the moment...who sits and am lost in my utter " human-

ness " . I question, I curse, I demand, I am helpless....if there is a

greater truth then " show yourself " ... " what is this " , " I want

answers " .... " where is my power " ...where is any power. Raise the

winds, raise the seas, get angry with me....show yourself and stand

fast...if there be a God other than I now understand it...then

appear...I'll fight...I'll question, and your'll answer me dammit.

And if I be wrong, then dammed me to hell...but show me SOMETHING.

Yeah, I have my moments...I question everything...for what God,

what " anyone of us " , does not stand and raise our staffs high above

our heads and declare the world " healed " , " whole " , " loved " . With

tears running from our hearts, our essences explode, and when what we

have seemed to have willed does not occur, as we might wish to see

them, we collaspe in utter tears.

....and then we get up...alittle shaken, but as our vacuum draws in

more love and energy, our power not only returns, but increases...and

somehow, we understand alitle more. What we do IS WORKING, we see the

results more and more....and we have only forgotten that the

universe, has it's own ways...and they are not ours to worry

with...our work is only to draw attention to, and to will the desired

result. And " act " from that " knowing " ...that it is " already so " .

I have always thought that I would rather live one day not knowing,

than a year knowing, that someone said I had such and such time to

live. I have never been to find out any such thing one way or

another...nor shall I ever. The point is, if someone were told they

had one day to live...would they be worried throughout the rest of

that day, or live it like it was the only one ever?

Each moment HAS TO BE LIVED that way...as if it were the last. Be it

with ourself, or be it with another we are in the company of...just

how rich and beautful can one moment become and be?

So, my dear Ali...all of the power and love of the universe is

NOW " on site " . Know that it's there already...and the universe is IN

CHARGE. Your only job is to " enjoy and make every moment " the most

beautful one you have ever seen and experienced. For you, for your

mom, and for your dad.

Allow your dad to " face the wall " , if he needs to...come, light on

his shoulder...an angels whisper. Fill his moments with the grandest

visions that will appear to you.

He likes humor...then humor him well. Get it " Humor Him Well " . And

remind him, that he is still teaching you, still taking care of the

family...he is having all he's shown reflected back to him now...that

love and compassion...the only things that ever mattered, ever.

And, the next chance you get, hug your mom, there may be a slight

resistence of some sort...not sure what that is, but hug her, at the

same time you feel your heart wide open and beaming, as you hug, feel

it transferring into her heart center and opening it full on...feel

this connection...transfer your essence....her heart related problem

will fade into nothing.

And sneak your dad his favorite thing...a cup of real coffee, a

danish...no, a cruller. And LAUGH....make him laugh, as hard as you

can, as much as you can...I wanna see tears your both laughing so

hard....

With Love...

D~

--- In , " alisonkain " <alisonkain@...>

wrote:

>

> It is with a sad yet hopeful heart that finds me writing to you this

> morning, Beloved Family.

>

> My father, ph, is very ill. He recently has suffered a series

of

> serious illnesses (most of which found him hospitalized) beginning

with

> pneumonia in late December into early January, followed by a

pulmonary

> embolism which, thankfully, exploded in the pleura and not the lung

> itself (had it gone in the lung he would have likely died according

to

> the doctors), which awakened the " Sleeping Giant " T.B. - this had

lain

> dormant in his system since he was an late teenager. Fortunately

there

> have been MANY advancements today in the treatment of T.B. so he is

> actively being treated by a combination of antibiotics designed to

> specifically target the strain of T.B. he carries. The challenge,

the

> reason I implore you for your loving prayers and healing energies,

is

> because these potent antibiotics are making him so ill, creating a

> back-up of release of toxins into his stomach resulting in severe

nausea

> and ultimately robbing him of strength and will. [] The

length of

> time one must remain on these antibiotics is no less than 6 months!

>

> My dad is already in the HH Grids but I ask you please, if you find

it

> within your beautiful compassionate and loving hearts and souls, to

add

> more energy for him, I assure you that I believe it will not only

help

> ease his stress and help him to heal and find more will, but also

that

> all which is freely offered is profoundly appreciated by him, my

mom, my

> family, his friends and by me.

>

> Energetically, we (my Beloved Allies and my dad and I) work together

> regularly; he responds beautifully, but this particular struggle is

one

> that is found within the realm/dynamic of the physical resulting

with

> each new ingestion of the required meds he takes thus nullifying

all the

> wondrous effects of the work that was done; in essence that work,

once

> done, becomes undone. *sigh*

>

> My father is a man of great action, intellect, soft but amazing

wisdom,

> compassion, kindness, charity and humor. That man is now hidden

beneath

> the struggle to simply survive a day for if he feels (as he does

now)

> that he becomes a burden and needy or that he is not a contributing

> living and loving being then he perceives that to mean that he has

no

> worth and so begins the stage of " turning the face to the wall " ; a

> surrender. I have become my father's parent in some ways now - for

many

> of us this is neither new nor unexpected, but the reality is far

more

> challenging than the concept.

>

> I also ask please that you add loving thoughts and send supportive

> energies to my mother (Carol) if you would be so kind? She is not

young

> anymore either and has been living in that energy for some time.

She is

> an Empath. She suffers from Atrial Fib (common heart condition) and

> other smaller but challenging ailments but stress activates all of

the

> negative aspects of her illness/dis-eases. [] Please, I beg

you to

> remember that when you are a primary care-taker you become the one

> people forget to ask about, you become the one who is taken for

granted

> that things shall be done, you are the oak in a mighty storm

praying not

> to break and hoping for the cessation of the wind.

>

> My parents and I share a most blessed and sadly unique

relationship - I

> wish all had such a great rapport and friendship with their parents

> hence the reason I say we share a " sadly unique " relationship since

so

> many have longed for such a relationship with their own parents

only to

> have not been granted that right or through times been cast aside or

> have chosen yourselves to cast aside for what is your greater good

by

> your own heart's measure. We (my parents and I) love one another

> fiercely, quietly, gently, our sharing filled with laughter and joy,

> support given without condition just as love is. They are my

> touchstones and guiding forces. They are contributors of much

light to

> my life and though the time of the end of a cycle of life here on

earth

> is inevitable, this makes it none-the-easier for us. ***This is

NOT to

> say we have reached that point, merely I recognize only what is

possible

> and work to offset it with constant hope, positive energy and

absolute

> love. *soft smile*

>

> I do as much as I can but I am also amidst many challenges - which I

> embrace fully, with complete love and positive thought and vision,

> humility and enormous gratitude. Still, presently, I ask for

patience

> for those whom would normally seek one on one time with me (or

shared

> time with me and another cherished family member here) for counsel.

> Forgive me, for I can assure you beyond all doubt that NO ONE has

fallen

> away from my heart, my soul, my love or my concern but if I do not

have

> what I need to give to others because I am not bringing enough in

myself

> through out-pouring of energy and love, then I must give to me

first in

> order to sustain the genuine unconditional giving to my parents and

all

> those beautiful cherished souls whom I am already actively working

to

> help them learn to better help themselves.

>

> I take this time to gently remind these amazing cherished souls that

> they already possess all that is needed within them - we (any

counselor

> or channel) are merely present that we may act as a simple bridge to

> bring you back to your own divine and gloriously sage high self;

this

> (the counsel or channeling provided) is but a temporary thing, for

it is

> meant to be found that within the learning, the listening, the

choice,

> the hope and the actions in which you heal yourselves and find

freedom -

> you and Spirit. I am but a mere woman and that is all - just like

you

> (unless you're a man in which case not so much so as to be

confused!

> lol *teasing grin*)

>

> Blessed Be with GREAT Gratitude, Humility, Love, Honor, Respect &

Hope

> from this old heart and soul to each of you who care enough to add

your

> beautiful, unique and divinely powerful energy to that which I seek

your

> aid...

>

> Namaste. Much Metta...always and infinitely.

> ~Ali~

>

[Guest guest]

Dear Friend & Family~

I truly admire every day you spend with your loved ones!

I have gone through sometime similar with my Dad and he has now passed

on to the great Ball Park in the sky!

I currently have my Mom nearby in Irvine! She is 83 and has her good

days and not so good days! Thank heavens she has the funds to stay in

a facility who sees to most of her needs!

I try to see her several times a week and have found the challenges to

be on a daily basis!

How do you do it?

My Blessings and Prayers to U & Urs,

Arlene

[Guest guest]

Ali, you only have to ask. I will be sending healing energy your

dad's way. As a practical matter, ask your dad's doctor if one of the

anti-nausea drugs used for chemo patients might be helpful in

treating your dad's nausea. As a group, they are official called anti-

emetics, and from what I know, they can be used to treat nausea from

other causes, too.

Love and light,

Tammy

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Thank you so much, beloved Tammy. *warm hug* Love to you and yours always and infinitely...~Ali~Tammy Wolfgram <tammy@...> wrote: Ali, you only have to ask. I will be sending healing energy your dad's way. As a practical matter, ask your dad's doctor if one of the anti-nausea drugs used for chemo patients might be helpful in treating your dad's nausea. As a

group, they are official called anti- emetics, and from what I know, they can be used to treat nausea from other causes, too. Love and light, Tammy

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LOL!!!! Ali, my "nutty" soul sister, I love you too! Remember though that acorns when fallen, grow into brand new beautiful strong oaks! And doesn't it feel so great to grow!!! *dances like a Willow in the wind* Lot's of hugs, love, and energy to you beautiful strong, and wise Oak tree!Stefanie> >> > It is with a sad yet hopeful heart that finds me writing to you this> > morning, Beloved Family.> > > > My father, ph, is very ill. He recently has suffered a series of> > serious illnesses (most of which found him hospitalized) beginning with> > pneumonia in late December into early January, followed by a pulmonary> > embolism which, thankfully, exploded in the pleura and not the lung> > itself (had it gone in the lung he would have likely died according to> > the doctors), which awakened the "Sleeping Giant" T.B. - this had lain> > dormant in his system since he was an late teenager. Fortunately there> > have been MANY advancements today in the treatment of T.B. so he is> > actively being treated by a combination of antibiotics designed to> > specifically target the strain of T.B. he carries. The challenge, the> > reason I implore you for your loving prayers and healing energies, is> > because these potent antibiotics are making him so ill, creating a> > back-up of release of toxins into his stomach resulting in severe nausea> > and ultimately robbing him of strength and will. [] The length of> > time one must remain on these antibiotics is no less than 6 months!> > > > My dad is already in the HH Grids but I ask you please, if you find it> > within your beautiful compassionate and loving hearts and souls, to add> > more energy for him, I assure you that I believe it will not only help> > ease his stress and help him to heal and find more will, but also that> > all which is freely offered is profoundly appreciated by him, my mom, my> > family, his friends and by me.> > > > Energetically, we (my Beloved Allies and my dad and I) work together> > regularly; he responds beautifully, but this particular struggle is one> > that is found within the realm/dynamic of the physical resulting with> > each new ingestion of the required meds he takes thus nullifying all the> > wondrous effects of the work that was done; in essence that work, once> > done, becomes undone. *sigh*> > > > My father is a man of great action, intellect, soft but amazing wisdom,> > compassion, kindness, charity and humor. That man is now hidden beneath> > the struggle to simply survive a day for if he feels (as he does now)> > that he becomes a burden and needy or that he is not a contributing> > living and loving being then he perceives that to mean that he has no> > worth and so begins the stage of "turning the face to the wall"; a> > surrender. I have become my father's parent in some ways now - for many> > of us this is neither new nor unexpected, but the reality is far more> > challenging than the concept.> > > > I also ask please that you add loving thoughts and send supportive> > energies to my mother (Carol) if you would be so kind? She is not young> > anymore either and has been living in that energy for some time. She is> > an Empath. She suffers from Atrial Fib (common heart condition) and> > other smaller but challenging ailments but stress activates all of the> > negative aspects of her illness/dis-eases. [] Please, I beg you to> > remember that when you are a primary care-taker you become the one> > people forget to ask about, you become the one who is taken for granted> > that things shall be done, you are the oak in a mighty storm praying not> > to break and hoping for the cessation of the wind.> > > > My parents and I share a most blessed and sadly unique relationship - I> > wish all had such a great rapport and friendship with their parents> > hence the reason I say we share a "sadly unique" relationship since so> > many have longed for such a relationship with their own parents only to> > have not been granted that right or through times been cast aside or> > have chosen yourselves to cast aside for what is your greater good by> > your own heart's measure. We (my parents and I) love one another> > fiercely, quietly, gently, our sharing filled with laughter and joy,> > support given without condition just as love is. They are my> > touchstones and guiding forces. They are contributors of much light to> > my life and though the time of the end of a cycle of life here on earth> > is inevitable, this makes it none-the-easier for us. ***This is NOT to> > say we have reached that point, merely I recognize only what is possible> > and work to offset it with constant hope, positive energy and absolute> > love. *soft smile*> > > > I do as much as I can but I am also amidst many challenges - which I> > embrace fully, with complete love and positive thought and vision,> > humility and enormous gratitude. Still, presently, I ask for patience> > for those whom would normally seek one on one time with me (or shared> > time with me and another cherished family member here) for counsel. > > Forgive me, for I can assure you beyond all doubt that NO ONE has fallen> > away from my heart, my soul, my love or my concern but if I do not have> > what I need to give to others because I am not bringing enough in myself> > through out-pouring of energy and love, then I must give to me first in> > order to sustain the genuine unconditional giving to my parents and all> > those beautiful cherished souls whom I am already actively working to> > help them learn to better help themselves.> > > > I take this time to gently remind these amazing cherished souls that> > they already possess all that is needed within them - we (any counselor> > or channel) are merely present that we may act as a simple bridge to> > bring you back to your own divine and gloriously sage high self; this> > (the counsel or channeling provided) is but a temporary thing, for it is> > meant to be found that within the learning, the listening, the choice,> > the hope and the actions in which you heal yourselves and find freedom -> > you and Spirit. I am but a mere woman and that is all - just like you> > (unless you're a man in which case not so much so as to be confused! > > lol *teasing grin*)> > > > Blessed Be with GREAT Gratitude, Humility, Love, Honor, Respect & Hope> > from this old heart and soul to each of you who care enough to add your> > beautiful, unique and divinely powerful energy to that which I seek your> > aid...> > > > Namaste. Much Metta...always and infinitely.> > ~Ali~> >>