a funny things of my cat

[Guest guest]

now many say animals are of like humans only with fur and I to tend

to agree to that. As I to treat of my pets with much respect to their

beigns and this morning while typing of here I to heared of my grand

babies christmas gifts in the box of my office going off and was of

wondering to it. I to peek into the box and there is of my sassy pooh

cat activating and playing with my delaneys soys for christmas. She

must be to thinking they were of hers as she is now out of hte box

lciking self and looking of happy to be of getting these sound

activated toys. One is of a fur real pet of a cat and if you move of

you hand or anything near the face of this cat it will activate of it

to move of its head and meow and do much real like cat things. But

sassy was activating a letter and number learning game that my grand

baby to found and wanted.

the husband has not been of to put up our tree yet this year. I to

not do that but I to let of him and my missy do of it.

I to like of to buy of hte gift things for peoples and that is of

much of the only things I to do for teh holiday but also I to like

of to watch much of the christmas sorts of tv shows and movies every

night. Last night was of a scrooge musical sort of things and I to

liked of it much so but fell off to the sleep before it finshed.

lastly I to know some mentioned of behavioral people who worked for

them and so wondering on this because will have of an ABA behavioral

specialist soon begin to work in the home of me helping of my family

to understand of me and me of them and to help of me with some of the

behaviors I to have and to help of me cope/ we will not be fo doing

of DTT but different fashions of ABA and some hopeful and some

fearful because I to not be of able to cope of forceful peoples to me

because it triggers the abuse of my past but at same want to learn to

do things differently and decrease of my fears and anxiety and

things. was at one point exploring of hypnotize to wonder if this

might help of me if hypnotized and told not to be of fearful if this

would help but after much shared from another list and from

researching some, not think can be of one who can be of hypnotized

and not sure if this will be of to work for self.

so when it was of suggested to me of this new person I to be of

exploring of this. the only things is though he is of unsure if he

can work with adults and not sure if the insurance of me will cover

of it and since MRDD will not cover and or support of me not sure if

can afford of it yet. much things lock of me out of supports and care

to me as adult in this life. it makes of me much anger to it and over

it. I be of a person who wants of help and cant get of it and there

is of much in life who do not want help and it is of forced to them.

nothing makes of sense in this life at all/

sondra