back home now in Columbus

[Guest guest]

had a much good visit with Nuha and her beautiful daughter.

they let of me do some observations of her in a speech sessions and

so was happy to got to do some work while there.

Her daughter is of very sweet. and Nuha and her husband were of much

nice.

forgot to say thank you Nuha for the lunch and for you husband to

take me to the airport.

Yes security targeted of me right away as soon as I to put my things

into the machine things and went through and even though i to did not

beep they still maked me go into this machine and be to had to be of

hands up and such. I to tried to ask of politely of why was of being

centered out for extra things of the security and she was of to get

angry to me for to ask of it. then they shared to me to go back to my

things because it did not go through the man over to that part yelled

at me saying I to not taked my lap top out which I to did and he kept

of yelling at me over it . he camed over to me and maked me open the

lap top case and there was of no lap top in it at all because as

shared had taken of it out. he then yelled saying I to be of put my

lap top bag on top of the lap top which was not so because my lap top

already had been to go through the machine and was sitting on the

other side. my bag though was on top of my shoes. I to almost had of

complete meltdown and so i to explained to the lady beside of me in

the line I to have of autism and cant understand what is of happening

and what they are of wanting from me and so the lady quietly told me

the man was just being of a donkeys behind and to just be calm and

she would slow and sort of wait for me as she gathered her things to

help of me and she did and so when finally got though was of still in

overlaod meltdown state. I to be of found my gate quickly and just

crumbled to a corner to recover. My brain wanted to go back to hit

that guy but had to self script saying this would not be of a good

ideas. so I to just thinked I to need of to calm of self and then in

my visual see of a place to buy of a soda it took of me time to

process of the money and to find of it and to leave of my spot and go

get of one and drinked of it much fast and resat in my space on the

floor by the window.

something needs to be of done in regards to airport security as this

happens more time than not buy a 99% of the time for me and only 1%

it does not/ It is of my movement issues, it is of my lack of eye

contact and my searching to try to imiate of what others are of doing

as cues to me of what to do too and this somehow tends to trigger

security. Even if I to be of disclosed of the autism had of several

security people tell of me they can careless what I to have???

Another things that builds my anxiey is of the fast processing that

is of expected and not being of able to process that quickly/

language while can use of it cant process of it always in good

fashions, or what is of expected, or to interpret it fast enough or

correctly.

but even still not understand why some can be of so mean. they

encoruage to ask of questions but if i to ask they treat of me badly

for asking. This is of why I to hate of airports but love of the

flying in the plane things.

sondra