Venting again

[Guest guest]

I want to thank you guys for being here. Life gets so hectic with my

many health issues that I feel like I am bombarded with the mental

anguish that it brings along with it. Well, I wanted to tell you guys

that I may be off of blood thinner in 2 weeks!!!! Yea! Salads and

green beans! I miss them so. Green veggies have vitamin k, which is

bad to eat when your on blood thinners. I saw the hematologist for the

first time Monday and he says that the gene I have doesn't really

cause blood clots so I am so happy. He said he thinks it was being on

the birth control patch and having my ankle fused and in a cast that

really caused my blood clots. I really need to get off cumadin because

I can't stop bleeding since Christmas. My uterus isn't healing because

my blood is so thin. I am losing a lot of blood. If he say I must stay

on it and I don't stop bleeding, I will have to get a hysterectomy. I

am not ready for that even if I don't bear a child. I was told by my

gyn that I can not risk having a baby with the gene because it makes

the chance of blood clot double. I am going to go back to her and tell

him what the hematologist said about the gene being common and see

what she says. Out of all these things, not being able to bear

children really hurts. I am a total mess. I spent time with my sis in

law and 2 nephews on tuesday. One is 3 and other is 3 months. They are

just so cute. I will put up a picture of them in my Stillsnet photo

album. I am glad I am back. You all are great to me, even when I can't

be here sometimes. I feel like the doctors is a full time job. The

dragon has got a good hold on me too. Thank you for being so kind and

warm. I love you guys! Sharon xxxooo