Guest guest Posted August 9, 2007 Report Share Posted August 9, 2007 Wow Randy Thank you for sharing this. You are so talented and amazing. How can you make misery sound so romantic and deep? You mentioned that these words just come to you but it is so well described and felt. I guess the reaction of each reader will be different as we can all interpret it in various way. Love and light Isabel --- In , " Randy " <jqpublic_59@...> wrote: > > > > > Beautiful Misery > > > I am very much aware > that all around us > is all imagined. > Perceived. > All a dream. > held within the presence > of every sunrise. > > Yet, > I found you. > Your ever so soft breath. > Your golden heart which stays in harmony > with the stars that dance at night, > and the aura of you simply being yourself; > All so beautiful. > So pure. > So real. > > You alone keep me here- > In this world > and this existance. > I smile, though surrounded by, > and feeling, > the misery and suffering of being here. > I bow my head > and silently think of you. > > In my reality, you aren't conceived, > nor perceived. > Empty and alone > my heart weeps. > I touch the wind > but no hint of you I find. > I touch it again i desperation, > but it slaps me and taunts me, > as if saying " you are grasping at air " . > (Such a cruel sense of humor). > > Praise to the hours of slumber! > and to my constant daydreams, > so sacred. > By loosing myself, > I find you; > and I get to know and feel love- > To whisper it in your ear > and have it returned > with a smile > and shining soft eyes, > exposing the depths > of your heart, > which accepts me for who I am. > All of my shortcomings, > my failures, > my weaknesses, > dissolve within your reassuring hug. > Mother and child. > Rain for a dying flower. > > I bow to you. > I worship you. > You give me happiness. > Emotions. > Love.. innocent love > which reality has forbidden > me from knowing. > Everything in life > I have ever needed > lies within you- > which lies within my dreams- > which lies within my imagination- > which forms the mind > of an empty person. > An empty heart. > An empty life. > > Poof! > > (smiling) > See you again soon. > > > Randy > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 9, 2007 Report Share Posted August 9, 2007 Randy, I felt like this was written for my daughter and me. She was murdered a year and a half ago. It was so beautiful and so visceral. You have a real talent. Carole > > > > > > > > > > Beautiful Misery > > > > > > I am very much aware > > that all around us > > is all imagined. > > Perceived. > > All a dream. > > held within the presence > > of every sunrise. > > > > Yet, > > I found you. > > Your ever so soft breath. > > Your golden heart which stays in harmony > > with the stars that dance at night, > > and the aura of you simply being yourself; > > All so beautiful. > > So pure. > > So real. > > > > You alone keep me here- > > In this world > > and this existance. > > I smile, though surrounded by, > > and feeling, > > the misery and suffering of being here. > > I bow my head > > and silently think of you. > > > > In my reality, you aren't conceived, > > nor perceived. > > Empty and alone > > my heart weeps. > > I touch the wind > > but no hint of you I find. > > I touch it again i desperation, > > but it slaps me and taunts me, > > as if saying " you are grasping at air " . > > (Such a cruel sense of humor). > > > > Praise to the hours of slumber! > > and to my constant daydreams, > > so sacred. > > By loosing myself, > > I find you; > > and I get to know and feel love- > > To whisper it in your ear > > and have it returned > > with a smile > > and shining soft eyes, > > exposing the depths > > of your heart, > > which accepts me for who I am. > > All of my shortcomings, > > my failures, > > my weaknesses, > > dissolve within your reassuring hug. > > Mother and child. > > Rain for a dying flower. > > > > I bow to you. > > I worship you. > > You give me happiness. > > Emotions. > > Love.. innocent love > > which reality has forbidden > > me from knowing. > > Everything in life > > I have ever needed > > lies within you- > > which lies within my dreams- > > which lies within my imagination- > > which forms the mind > > of an empty person. > > An empty heart. > > An empty life. > > > > Poof! > > > > (smiling) > > See you again soon. > > > > > > Randy > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 10, 2007 Report Share Posted August 10, 2007 Randy, This is so beautiful. You are right this relm is full of tears. We are all experiencing it at one time or another. God is the only healing. We all have to keep our focus up. It will all be over soon enough. Those we love are around us. We are never alone. My heart goes out to you. lovingly, T ----- Original Message ----- From: Randy Sent: Thursday, August 09, 2007 9:30 AM Subject: [] Beautiful Misery Beautiful MiseryI am very much awarethat all around usis all imagined.Perceived.All a dream.held within the presenceof every sunrise.Yet,I found you.Your ever so soft breath.Your golden heart which stays in harmonywith the stars that dance at night,and the aura of you simply being yourself;All so beautiful.So pure.So real.You alone keep me here-In this worldand this existance.I smile, though surrounded by,and feeling,the misery and suffering of being here.I bow my headand silently think of you.In my reality, you aren't conceived,nor perceived.Empty and alonemy heart weeps.I touch the windbut no hint of you I find.I touch it again i desperation,but it slaps me and taunts me,as if saying "you are grasping at air".(Such a cruel sense of humor).Praise to the hours of slumber!and to my constant daydreams,so sacred.By loosing myself,I find you;and I get to know and feel love-To whisper it in your earand have it returnedwith a smileand shining soft eyes,exposing the depthsof your heart,which accepts me for who I am.All of my shortcomings,my failures,my weaknesses,dissolve within your reassuring hug.Mother and child.Rain for a dying flower.I bow to you.I worship you.You give me happiness.Emotions.Love.. innocent lovewhich reality has forbiddenme from knowing.Everything in lifeI have ever neededlies within you-which lies within my dreams-which lies within my imagination-which forms the mindof an empty person.An empty heart.An empty life.Poof!(smiling)See you again soon.Randy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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